When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

I'm in a foul mood today.
so, beware of this entry for it may pull your triger and start ranting like me too. & this aint funny, at all. don't you dare smile.



I just dislike people making me sound like I'm in the wrong when I'm not, or jumping into conclusions about without making clear of what had happened. & when this happens, it irritates me and somehow would result into something else as well.

not once. but TWICE today.

you've changed. I don't know why and I don't wish to know, because I've already known too much for now. you made me sound like as if I'm there to interrupt your life or something. if you feel that way, then I'm so sorry. you made me feel like I'm some nuisance trying to attract your attention. if you meant it that way, I feel even more sorry, yet hurt. just a simple message of concern, and that's what you would give me without a thanks? fine, forget it then. I might would be sorry about this in the future, but for now I feel like saying this: if you meant it as that negative way, fuck it okay. you made me feel like shit and gave me the impression you were cocky while you gave me the message. it's just so-not you to be so impolite.

I might be paranoid.
but that was how I felt;
how you made me feel.


& speaking about this topic, it reminds me of the discussion I had about this with Jayden a few months back.

people, stop being lazy.

see some of those blogskinners out there commenting on certain people's (including mine) blogskins to credit the picture source or brushes? yeah, especially credits to brushes. like, Hello? for most of them, at least they mentioned about the name of the owner or something, not like it's totally not acknowledged. since you're given the name, please be more hardworking and do your own research on the original works yourself. don't sit there, relax and just click away while we put in effort to type an extra fucking bunch of HTML codes to suit your needs.

so yeah one more thing that many bloggers like to do; accusing other blogskinners about the so-called copying of codes. once again, like, Hello? they might somehow got inspired by the blogskin's concept and decided to use the HTML code and modified it a little to suit their own blogskin. anyway if it is somehow really similar to the original work, it should be credited. think again man, if using of other people's codes are copying, then why are some of our blogskins similar in concept but just different in design? wouldn't that be like, the whole world is copying, and only God knows who was the creator of that particular HTML or Java code? that's bullshit. & you people still dare to accuse other people of copying? it's merely a refer and modification. at most just credit the original works. stop making such a big hoo-haa out of nothing; you're just trying to attract attention and project your jealousy. eat this.

yeah.
many people make a big hoo-haa out of this 'cause people always think that normal bloggers like us are wannabes of Mr Brown, Xiaxue, Celeste or whoever fucking so-called 'Celebrities'. like come on! they're peanuts man. who gives a damn about Xiaxue's pinkish blog with a picture of her squat physique, or Celeste's small eyes and washing-board-chest? I know who. yeah, those people. such blogs: they are just for entertainment. Hello? if people somehow got to blog similar like them coincidentally, it aint your problem, so stay out of it.

however, if you're talking about people who has exact blogging style, super-duper-uber-similar blog URLs, exact blog concept, with exact blogskin contents; that's a total different story. they're just plain bullshitters with no originality.


with experience, I express this: it ain't a good feeling for being accused of something which you didn't do wrong.

wanna try?
be my guest.