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Saturday, October 30, 2004
listenin final countdown
mood happy + sleepy
schooL holiDays staRtssS~!!
heehee..
changed the layout a little..
here abit there abit.. bleh~
like thee
cubess..? hehe ^^
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todae stay at home neber go out..
so can laze around heex..
school holidays le mahx...
but damit.. got
loads of homework~ =[
sister use com in thee mornin.
i was still 'in
bed'
day dreaming. lolss..
i really
'woke up' when my sista switched off the com..
which was about.. 11.56am..?
whahahax~!! wow. lolss..
then go brush teeth blabla then come back use com...
use awhile liao then
leslie called.
talk talk talk.
when his fren went to his house then he put down.
he goin to class bbq todae if im not wrong.. haha.
then i go do my things lorx..
wahhLiew eh~!!
msn cannot use again!!
dammit la.
hab to reformat com again*
shiit lo.. reformat so many times...
com confirm will spoil sooner or later de lo..
stoopid msn always against me de. - -'''
happens to my com.. but not to others de.
haiz... but wad to do~ argh.....nbm..
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sian liao..
my sms bill confirm bao le....
prayin hard hp wun be confi-ed*
haha..
my bloggy music
niceE..? heez. ^^
fur elise techno mix... yepp.
grr sian... tml go grams' place..
oh well.. wad to do?
*shrug
hahakss.
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god is a girl by
groove coverage is cool.
dunno why nowadayz listenin to *oldies lolss..
but they're nice tho... =]
remembering me
discover and see
all over the world
she's known as the girl
to those who are free
their minds shall be key
forgotten as the past
coz history will last
god is a girl
wherever you are
do you believe it
can you receive it
god is a girl
whatever you say
do you believe it
can you receive it
god is a girl
however you live
do you believe it
can you receive it
god is a girl
she's only a girl
do you believe it
can you receive it
she wants to sign
forever in time
she is so driven
she's always mine
clean and free
she wants you to be
a part of the future
a girl like me
there is a sky illuminating us
someone is out there that we truly trust
there is a rainbow for you and me
a beautiful sunrise eternally
god is a girl
wherever you are
do you believe it
can you receive it
god is a girl
whatever you say
do you believe it
can you receive it
god is a girl
however you live
do you believe it
can you receive it
god is a girl
she's only a girl
do you believe it
can you receive it
[x2]
god is a girl....
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Monday, October 25, 2004
listenin power98fm radio
mood confused + blur + happy
watched resident evil apocalypse on com todae.
walao eh.. so de gross.
got abit of r.a.
no wonder in theatres rated nc16..
hahahaks...
pirated vcd la.... =x
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went out waith mama todae..
along with aunty eileen and melinda*
*if its is spelled this way.
hahaha.
go to neil road there the Qun Zhong Eating House.
nice noodles they hab.. ^^
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come back.. use com awhile..
then read my lib ghost storybks...
then watch tv then come back use com again.
hahaha.
then now chatting wib leslie.
then go sleep liao lor.
hahaha.
kkez cya.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Friday, October 22, 2004
listenin
one step closer - linkin park
mood niceE + hapPy
whahahas...
todae in sch
shiok sia..
first period assembly...
second period go to tutorial room
[aircon*] watch 'lao fu zi'.. ^^
then third period go to
IT lab watch finding nemo.. =PpP
then recess...
after recess... from 10.30 all the way to 12.00 stay in the hall...
dunno wad healthy lifestyle talk... lol.
butt pain until numb sia me.. i cannot sit too long de lol.
then 12.00 until dismissal
[12.30*] stay in class lor...
the teacher tell us our class positions....
niahahax i got 24th place..
[out of 40*]
hmm.... then the whole sec1 level i got 86th
[out of 158*].
lol.. average la... not that lousy. kekez.. ^^
waited for
shimin.. she got npcc..
then walk around de sch.. nth to do...
then mom called.
told me
kiefer called to ask for my number.
lol she neber give him coz she heard boys' voices in the background.
i called
kiefer lor....
he said he's around clementi then he comin to the school fer awhile..
he stayed put at the sch entrance there...
duno why dun wana come in lol.
i go outside meet him lo..
he is wib his two other friends...
one fat and big size..
the other thin and tall... called ming shun
[i think*]
ming shun kinda yandao de wor.
but he really look too tall to be a sec1...
bleh.
then they go off liao.. i walk around the sch again... haha
then i met meizhen and her fwen.. then i follow them lor...
we go under the staircase outside the canteen there play
'dai-di'..
niahahahax... lol.
i so 'heng' sia. hahahaks...
almost every deck i got always got the 'di' wan... hahaha. =PpP
then play wib meizhen..her fwen.. three other boys.. then yansheng jordan and
kahkian-korkor* joined in... haha more fun. ^^
shimin finish npcc liao....
lol that yansheng say they take their own sweet time to change and pack up and he cant stand them... hahahaha.
then i went home with
jamessS.
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go home liao~ bathe.....
then wait until duno wad time then i use the comp..
web cammy wib
leslie..
then cammy too long.
msn lagged out. lol~
restart comp..
then chat wib
les lor.. dun cammy liao.
edit abit of mah blog... yup..
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la-la....
daryl so suay sia...
gettin sick on his bdae...
got fever..
ytd
[his bdae*] and todae neber come to sch...
hais... then i gotta keep his prez fer another 3 days...
monday no school sia..... sian~
sec2 streaming... good luck to him. haha ^^
best of luck~good luckies to:-
daryltan* =PpP
kahkian-korkor*
tresha-jie*
zoe-jie*
jiedeng-korkor*
jordan
aloysius
sijin+jiayi+rajini+michelle
vijay+kenric
kaizhi
gopal
alicia+ian-chua
shirleen
shirlyn
darren-quek
warrick
bryan-goo+bennie
**hmmm mind suddenly went blank..
haha at least there are some.. >.< >.-b [[cheers.
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keke`zZ.
okiE im gettinG dRowsy~~
nitez.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
listenin
tuo diao - alex toh
mood mixed-up
woooh~
1..2..1 2 3 uh~!!
wai tao tuo diao tuo diao~
tong tong tuo diao tuo diao
tuo tuo tuo tuo~!! lolz...
im 'tuo diao' crazy liao. hahaks.
and im really crazy.
imagine....
i finished 2poems in school.
yikes..! i scared myself also.
whahahahahax....
hmMmz... i publish one first..
the others go checkk it out yourself...
where?
*
here la... scared you all lazy~
hahas.
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after school go 324. it rained todae.
hmmm.... then met yz and les there.
but me n shimin just sit there tok tok onli.
lolz.... we look like siao ppl. haha.
come from so far just to sit down do nth lol.
they play bball lor...
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_nightmare
the surrounding slowly faded
all into darkness
from life i am jaded
from the sufferings in silence
i woke up in a sudden
in a place so exotic
it was never so ruined
ever so chaotic
lifeless and zombie-like
starving and boney
people around were suffering;
suffering from agony
screams and cries
comes then dies
an armageddon scene
was ever so deafening
where was i
this must be a dream
i couldn't be witnessing
such a terrible thing
wake up wake up
i forced and forced
out of this place
i had never seen before
poof it goes
i'm on my bed
the body of mine shows;
drenched in cold sweat
copyright.enthugerL.fiona
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
listenin
crawling - linkin park
mood happy + sian
sian sia todae...
stay at home..
daddy dun let me out...
then i went 'crazy' lolz..
i slept and slept...
and i finished... 2poems!
whahahas...
#1_ you
just outside the window
_a little chatty sparrow
__sitting on a wire pole
the feeling of summer
_goes with your laughter
__it brings my world colour
the work of the stick in my hand
_moving back and forth in the sand
__the description of you, my man
[
adapted and modified from jay's 'qi li xiang']
#2_ free
i'm cooped up in a cage
i'm trying to escape
from all the pain
the painful game
let me go
let if flow
i need freedom
i hate this boredom
one failed relationship
two naggy parents
three complicated friendships
fourth time in the world of loneliness
finally i'm free
away and away i fly
finally i can be me
just me, myself and i
copyright.enthugerL.fiona
both poems are my original production.
again.. gimme comments. ^^
thanksss.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Monday, October 18, 2004
i just finished my second poem.
sorry
you took my hand
you said you love me
im sorry that i hurt you
really so deeply
you loved me
with all your heart
i took you as a substitute
right from the start
we held hands
your hand gave me warmth
but somehow you told me something
brought us apart more
you smiled at me
gave me winks
you were really sweet
to think i didn't cherish
one day. so suddenly
you asked if it was right
we broke up that day
i think i cried all night
i asked if we were friends
you said you hate me
you hurt me more
but never mind.. i'll let you be
now i cant say a hi
you keep avoiding my gaze
i wana talk to you again but how can i
you dont even look me in my face
im sorry that i hurt you
im sorry i didn't care
can you at least just talk to me
and don't leave a part of my heart so bare
i wana say i miss you
not alot but at least i do
if you really have to go
i wana meet you once more
copyright.enthugerL.fiona
gimme comments.... not here.
at my site: eternal life.
its linked here...
find it under 'other links'
find my first poem there too.
im workin on my third one.
thanksss. ^^
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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listenin
fly - hilary duff
mood happy + sian + confused
went out wib
shimin leslie and
yanzheng.
at first meet shimin at JEC.
go fuji ice palace.
see people ice skate.
people:
thaddues.
yuh heng*.
ronald.
waihoe.
melvin.
brian/bryan [wadeva].
don.
benjamin.
'gay'.
yepp.. these few..
met clovis and some more 1d1's there.
woah~ then met bryan goo n bennie wor....
came together to skate sia....
sweeties. lolz.
then go chevrons meet
les n
yz.
go bowling alley so crowded. gotta wait.
while waiting..
tad and frens came!
then they went out. i think they went some place to waste time.
when we bowl finish liao then they come and bowl.
i sia-sway sia~ lowest score.
hahaks
yuh heng* also. ^^
then go home.
dun wana talk about wad happened on the way home.
grr..... hmmz.. yepp.
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haiz.. wonder if
yh* really going back to taiwan..
'bu she de' him... the bball team also lor...
without their captian they surely will fall de...
hope he wun be goin back..
well even if he does hab to go...
and there is a farewell party..
im in for it. surely.
i will not forget him. yepp.
he gave me not much but at least a little of good memories.
still spare thoughts for him. ya..
or.. can i say.. i miss him.. kinda. a little.
as an ex.
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hmmz... shld i stop here. maybe bahx..
yeppiez. dang somethin's wrong with the taggy....
haiz... neber i'll leave it. haha.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
listenin
just lose it - eminem
walao eh.
so late liao. hahaks
kkez la...
so sian...
sick then rest at home...
slp too much liao haha...
hmMz... borin yepp..
msn cannot use again~!!
gRr........ =[
hate the msn/computer sia~!!!
ok relac..... bleh~ hahahaks.
ok i kena nagged liao...
cya~
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004
wahhh.....
exams gonna be over...
soon. cheh~ lolz.
a few more days....
thursday last paper... home econs.
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today go to jurong point n lot1 with da breakerz.
at jp...
go all bags.. saw the shoe i wanted a long long time ago~
sleese de...
but how much? lemme see....
!!??!!
$$33.90~!!
wahliew... can say baibai to $40 nia.... =[
must beg daddy mommy le.... haiz...
leslie told me the black laces dun come together...
muz buy seperately....
wtf..??
so ex liao.... buy the lace... +$4~!!
$44 gone lorx...... gRr..
i fell in luv with some other bags and clothes....
but ex like hell sia~
haiz.... it's life.
kkezZ. tml maths paper2..
luck.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Monday, October 11, 2004
listenin
miracle
exams....
arcade..
blablabla.....
nowadays hang out with leslie n yanzheng...
hahaks.
its always either the arcade, library, or bball.
yepss.
recently started web cammy wib leslie..
hahaks he's full of funny stuff..
lolz...
tried the occupation game..
he dress up... lolz
he like got alot of diff clothings sia...
from punk nerd to pure toot nerdy gia to bandit to punk.
hahahaha....
rooster hair lolz.
anyway.
exams gonna be over soon....
and
daryl's bdae comin.
yep.. still got
his prez wib me.
kkezZ.... cya.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Friday, October 08, 2004
listening
walkin in da sun
weez.
finally got my mind off him.
im free.
freE.
fReE... !!
hahakx..
met new friends.
tad's ex-classmates.
leslie.. yanzheng..
leslie quite nice.
lolzZ.
play parapara got so many styles lolz!!
funny guy also...
got alot of crap come out from his mouth.
hahaha.
yanzheng leh... look like one guy..
'i not stupid' de...
that guy whose mom sell wanton mee wan.
yep... haha. hair different onli..
weezZ monday got geog...
need to revise liao. hahahakx...
oooh...
haha nowadays attracted to techno liao.
nice ... lolz. maybe coz of parapara ddR and ez2dj.
mmmz... ...
ddR rox~!! lolzZ.
me ddR freaK. =PpP
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
that's it.
im gonna stop.
im goin overboard.
like him too much already.
alright i really gotta calm down.
kkez... study now.
these thingy laterrz.
whew.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
todae called
him...
ok la....
forgiven for not replyin me....
i thinkin too much le....
let it be then..
at least
he's talking to me....
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Monday, October 04, 2004
he's feelin better todae...
but got shit loads of homework..
*sobz...
he aint replyin me smses now...
shouldn't think too much.
shouldn't think too much.
shouldn't think too much.
shouldn't think too much.
shouldn't think too much.
shouldn't think too much.
shouldn't think too much....
maybe
he's busy...
maybe
he's....
he's....
ohh...!! i dont know~!!
i just feel really uneasy without
his replies...
i need
his reply anyway...
sighz....
how? .... mmmz...
*sob sobz..
okok relax......**
everything's alright...
im just scarin the hell outta me...
i hope.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Sunday, October 03, 2004
3 sumthing go JE library...
with eelin lor.. no one else going..
in library eelin met her ex classmates
sit with them lor...
talk talk talk..
all boys.
only we two girls.
then i so extra.
hahaz..
met new guy.. sheng kun.
chinese high de..
still got two other boys.. forgot their names..
i noe one from commonwealth the other acs(i).
then they called another guy to come.
i know him.
ching kit. acs(i) also..
yups...
after that go home...
pia maths.
lolz..
then watch cinderella story on the computer.
soooooo damn nice sia...!!
haiz...
wish it can happen to me. lolzZ...!!
aiya i 'tan ku ku' la... haaz.
smsed
him..
he got headache. awww.....
tml not comin to school... haix so sad~
hope
he is okay though..
exams comin le...
sian... gotta study liao.
kkez im gettin drowsy..
cya~
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Friday, October 01, 2004
weeeheez.... !!
waited fer
him until 7 plus..
late hor...?
aiyo i've sinned alot todae... hahaz.
lied to teachers...
coz stayed back so damn late..
with shimin. we sinned together. lolz.
lmao..!
he sneeze damn loud sia.
he was at the corridor of technical block..
me n shimin at the prison gate there...
can hear
him damn clearly ... !!
hahaha.. i laughed.. alot.
finish liao..
he came out.
first thing i told
him was "u sneeze damn loud."
he laughed and said "yea thats my forte."
lolz.
shimin.. haha so 'polite' hor....
she move to the corner of the bench. i was at the middle.
then
he automatically sit beside me..!!
*blushing*
i gave
him the book..
then showed
him the graffitti drawing of his name i drawed.
his reaction was:
*eyes open wide*
"woah who do wan??"
haha thn i say "me la."
"sure anot?"
haha then i act act hurt "*sob* kan bu qi wo...."
lolz.
he said it was really nice.
>.< hehe but gotta thanks shimin also...
she chose the colours for me. =]
thanks dudette...!! ^^
then we walked together out of the school.
shimin at the back lor....
me going to taxi stand wait fer mom.
shimin gotta take 173.
he going to the other side of the terminal wait for his parents also.
he said byebye. smiled. and said thanks again.
awww...... !!
hes so damn kyooot....!! >.<
but shimin kinda poor thing tho...
she actually wana wait for tad..
but cannot. too late liao.
she feels really bad...
i hope everything's alright between them.
hmmz.... =]
hehe kkez cya~
- lubz
darylLotsss_
FIOZO SAYS SO.