When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

there's something I have to rant here, just for the sake of ranting. don't read it, it would be a waste of your time. if you read it, it's your problem if you wanna approach me to talk about it; I won't entertain you. I told you not to read it already. so don't. oh yes, don't bitch about me either; you'll just end up in hell. peace.
I FEEL PRESSURE. PRESSURE! SJAB is like catching up and all. everything isn't going according to plan and all. frustrating to even think about! I have my second thoughts about Revo. I guess if this goes on, I might not be able to handle it next year. SueAnn doesnt know how to handle the crew well because she's not stern and crude enough to order people around. that's what a leader should be doing; assign people to do something and correct all the mistakes. she's just being too soft on the members and kept talking about the welfare and all. Hey, if you guys wanna make it big, put in the effort and be the bad person all the time! MOREOVER, Sue is going to Australia for her college studies in January. that means the leadership of Revo would have to be passed down to one of the members. I'm telling you, if I were to take up that post, I'll die. Why? you ask me why? I'll tell you why. There is a 99% tendency that I would be given my school's SJAB Chairperson position as well. no, I won't accept one of these, and that would be (sorry, but) Revo-tia. CCA and studies are more important than dance for my life now. NOW, get it? I'm not free yet! if you people think that you have all the time in the world then so be it, it's not my business! I have my restrictions and I don't care if you have everything you want in your life okay. SHOO.
& FYI, THIS IS UNLIKE THE STUPID BITCHING PARAGRAPH OF THE FAGGOT BENJAMIN FOO. HE'S A DISGRACE TO THE GAY COMMUNITY MAN. COWARD. WIMP. BULLSHITTER CRITIC.

wow, I feel so much better.



sometimes, I just feel like sleeping at home.
but I couldn't sleep at all.
sometimes, I just wanna stay at home.
but there's nothing to do, nothing to watch.
sometimes, I just feel like going out.
but there's nowhere for me to go.

Fuck it all.



the photos aren't here yet, so wait.