When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

U And Ur Hand - Pink

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Check it out, going out
On the late night
Looking tight, feeling nice
It's a cock fight
I can tell, I just know
That it's going down, tonight
At the door we don't wait cause we know them
At the bar six shots just beginning
That's when Dick put his hands on me
But you see

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh

Midnight
I'm drunk
I don't give a fuck
Wanna dance by myself
Guess you're outta luck
Don't touch, back up
I'm not the one, Alright
Listen up it's just not happening
You can say what you want to your boyfriends
Just let me have my fun tonight
I..

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Break break
Break it down

In the corner with your boys you bet up five bucks
To get at the girl that just walked in
But she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me, yeah

You know who you are
High fivin, talkin shit
But you're going home alone aren't ya?

Cause I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Yeah oh




sometimes I just wonder, if Life (YEAH, NOT GOD) is playing us like toys? trying to experiment on our reactions towards incidents and all. sometimes I just feel that Life is mocking me when I'm feeling depressed over something. after that, it relieves my pain by allowing my minor prayers to be answered. I think life is still laughing at me. I feel so dumb now aight.

yeah, he finally spoke.

& I think if I didnt ask the question whether he was dead, he wouldn't have taken the initiative to do so. I know he loves to retaliate such comments. I guess I was trying to attract his attention back then. he told me to cheer up and all and told me not to be so stressed up over my work. I guess it worked, yeah, but it didn't seem sincere. you would be reading this and will go like, "since he's already talked to you, what else do you want??" I know it sounded like that, but you will never know how I feel. I know from his words whether he really wanted to talk to me or not. I don't know, I may have misunderstood him, but that's from what I had known about him.

my theory might really be wrong this time;
& I wish that it's wrong.



I LOVE RYUZAKI! <3
& I'm dying to Cosplay as him. I'm waiting for my hair to grow, & all I lack now is a white baggy long-sleeved top. Cosplaying will cost me $12 for the tickets. whoo. yeah the manga is driving me mad aight.

the Shinigami calls Raito, "KUKU!"
Ahahhaha I just find this really funny.



yeah I sound happy now.
how I wish I have a harder heart to begin with.