When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

selfish [sel-fish] – adjective
1. devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others.
2. characterized by or manifesting concern or care only for oneself



I don't understand why do you have to act so nice in front of me. yeah before I talked to Shimin, I said Hi to you and you smiled back with a reply. why did you do that when you dislike me so damn much? why? are you too fake to show who you really are? I pity you for that.

let's get this straight: I do not have a grudge against you. it's you, who has one fucking big grudge against me, that you went to the extreme and actually hurt someone. what's wrong with letting me know about you disliking me? did you do anything wrong? or are you just afraid that I would backstab you? if you were so concerned about this from the start, why should you have the negaive thoughts about me in your mind? hey girl, I don't know what you are thinking. even the people around you don't even know what you're thinking; even your closest friends. you are so fake, and you keep acting in front of almost everybody you meet. why are you doing this? aren't you tired?

Dal didn't betray your trust, pal. yes, I say, he didn't. it's up to you to believe that. I just think that the words you used were too harsh. ever since our quarrelling incident in Sec 1, I've already let it go. but just what's wrong with you? if you would like to carry on with such a miserable life, I say go for it. I tried to pass the message to you saying I would like to clear the misunderstanding. I thought you would understand and we could talk things out. but what did I get? nothing. but Dalton got hurt because of it. are you trying to make me feel fucking bad? well yeah you've achieved your big goal. congratulations.

do you know how it feels to see your good friend feeling so hurt right in front of you that it makes you wanna cry as well? I think you don't, because you didn't even filter your words before throwing them at him. next time, PLEASE DO. your brain isn't there to rot.

I didn't want to do this.
I just couldn't take it.
You made me do this.
your actions are just PLAN SELFISH.
can't you see what you've done?
you've hurt someone who treasured you so much, and I bet you were not even sincere to him at all since the beginning. who can trust you now? even if there are, they will never last long.

what do you want?
just what do you want?
I just don't get why you do have to be so extreme.

these words are your reflection, and I think you should do a soul-searching upon yourself and find out all of your flaws. if you take the words above as nothing but insults, I have nothing to say to you, anymore.



I've said enough.

& Selamat Hari Raya Adilfitri, Natasha.