please don't take your time ♥
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I've got the soundtrack for
My Lovely Samsoon! :D
I'm repeating
the few songs over and over again.
They just fit the mood I'm in right now.
I think I'm being too emo recently. even Darrell asked me why I was having PMS today. Ha, I don't know. there's too much to take for now. I've got my Basic NCO course, Prom night dance practices, extra supplementary lessons in school, Yoga lessons (YA, GOT A PROBLEM?), & the Aspire '07 song preparation, all lined up for me for the weeks to come and into the holidays as well. wow. adding on to my misery, I had been dwelling in unnecessary thoughts about Dixie and Eelin. I know I shouldn't be thinking about them but the thoughts just come naturally. I stoned in the toilet last night for like at least 15 minutes thinking about it. when I finally 'awoke', I was like,
how long have I sat there? it felt stupid; I felt stupid.
all these emo feelings is making me
sick.I just can't get out of it.
Bertram told me about finding comfort in my other friends. Ha, sure enough, both Dal & Ryan have a job and are working for the next few weeks.
aww.a good point made by
Sue: most secondary school students are very childish. childish in a way that when a girl hangs out with multiple guys, the girl is labelled as a flirt. Ha, how true. CTSS is even
worse; most of the females in this school are
the POTS calling other kettles black. I just laugh at the people who called me a flirt. oh yeah, no matter what, I still need to learn how to handle criticisms from Mummy :] she's like, so pro in it. even Darren says so. Lol.
there was this Financial Literacy workshop in school today. played this really interesting and fun game. Haha. my group didn't have enough
Retirement Plan cards during our second game, & it was damn funny because we kept asking for 'refills' and the lady, Yihui, was like
"Aiyo, why you all keep koping all my Retirement Plan cards??" Ahhahah. grouped with Darrell, Aaron and Zhengming (AH, & SO YOU NOTICE I'M THE ONLY GIRL!). yeah, I did have fun today. Heh :]
that yellow ID band hung there at my communication device, I don't think you will realise that it belonged to you once. I don't think you will ever notice it; I don't even think you'd notice me at all.please tell me that I'm wrong, thinking this way.
<3
FIOZO SAYS SO.