When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

Life is a one-way trip.
Live it to the fullest,
Even if it is your last day.
- Wait 'Til You're Older



we're weak; we're strong.

today was all sorta well. out with Ryan for the first half of the say. I bought two tops from Star Harvest, a new set of Philips headphones with five different colour-casings, some cheapo handphone pouch [ha, long story], and yeah earrings :] watched Stay Alive. yeah good show; rate it 4 out of 5. Countess, blood, spooky house, self-playing game. Ahhah just to scare the shit out of us. yeah, Dalton joined us and dined at NYDC, then came over to my house for tiramisu. yeah, I beat the cream for the tiramisu kay. Ha. yeah.



somehow, everything seemed contradicting and untrue.
I dont know who to trust, who to talk to, who to smile sincerely at. Mum says, "Have gratitude to everything and everyone even if they treat me badly." yeah, I'm trying to do that Mum, but it's hard. she says, "Yes, it's hard I know. I'm going through it now too. Don't let it get into your head. Control, get it out." yeah okay, I nodded. but, it's just too hard for me.

I know you're a hypocrite; it's just so obvious you dislike me so much, but WHY do you have to act so nicely in front of me? Why? be yourself, will ya? show me the attitude, so I would stay away from you. don't come giving me, "Hey Fiona!" or *fake smiles* or whatever shit, alright. it makes you look so fake and pathetic. are you trying to get into my good books, or just trying to act oh-so friendly so you could get more friends and backstab me? oh yeah go ahead, do it; you're doing it all, real good, babe. fuck it. yeah fuck it all. you can have anything you want, yeah. you think the whole world revolves around you, yeah. go on with it. I'm not gonna preach; I would be wasting my time just to preach for you. yeah, I know you won't even give a damn about it girl. you won't give a damn about anything. you just take EVERYTHING, even the people who love and care for you, for granted. oh yeah, you ask me, who? ask yourself alright. you've got something to say to me? oh, don't go bitching around to your girls alright; come straight to my face and say it. if you'd still like to do that, well I'll say go ahead then. only cowards do that, so the word would be spread around by other people so when it reaches my ears, I won't know it's you. hey girl, you know, somehow, there's always something so coincidental that it made the truth known to me. so yeah, it doesn't work for long. go on and bear the grudge. I have no grudge against you; you're the one who has a grudge against me. it doesn't affect me; it affects the people around me. you can't bear to see your friends stuck in a dilemma, right? yeah, we quarreled, we sweared at each other. YOU apologised and you sounded so sincere; I'd let it go. well, it seems to me you had been carrying the hatred with you for all these years. for now, I guess I know one of the reasons of what happened to all my girlfriends; yeah it was all thanks to you, babe. yeah, babe. count yourself lucky, I'm calling you, a BABE, & not a BITCH. if you can't let go of the past and move on, so be it. God bless you for living such a miserable life yeah, I pity you. oh, one more thing. TREASURE whatever you have now before it's gone forever; it won't come back. please don't hurt anyone, I'm begging you.

you don't know who I'm talking about? yeah, don't be so confident/paranoid that I'm talking about you. don't be so parasan. if you're really interested, come approach me to ask. I just detest people who jump into conclusions without knowing anything.



everyone's moody, including Dixie.
so yeah.
bye all.