When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

just came home, not long ago. had around three hours plus of studying in my paradise. ah well, it's the libary @ esplanade. it's a great place. nice environment, and music. hawhaw. & wad'ya know, they have this evening session for some kinda like song-singing of different people every Wednesday. & what else, yeah JAMMING, every Friday! hooo. I'm so-gonna hang out there really often. Heh. yeah so today there were three groups who performed. I don't know if they are qualified bands or singers or what, but yeah they sound not too bad. a lady sang Run and Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol! Ahhah, nice.



oh yeah, & I decided not to join Dancefloor with Moo and Sue. gah. I just have to wait for my next opportunity then. I've been dying to take up dance again. it used to be my life, until it ceased ever since I entered secondary school. maybe because I lost interest in almost anything for that moment in my life. now that I've found it once more, I should not let it go so easily, right? yeah. I'll work hard. Hard. my studies aren't doing well for semester 2 and I don't wanna add on to this burden of mine. yeah, best of luck to my upcoming papers. *fingers crossed*



I have big dreams. yeah I do. seriously I do. & I'm so proud of myself for that. well, maybe not that big to you, but it's rather big to me :)

first, I'd like to take up the Visual Communications course at Temasek Polytechnic. get a proper, and good diploma. after that, if possible, I'll apply for the Psychology course in NUS Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences. the requirements are rather little so it's just the matter of my luck or something. yeah. I talked to Dad about it and he said he would encourage me if I can manage my time well, & really put in all my effort in walking this path I chose. yeah, I can become a photographer, photo journalist, graphic designer, or maybe a qualified psychiatrist or something. yeah, this is much of the realistic dream I'm having now.

I have a bigger dream. it's too big to be fulfilled for me. it might happen, but it's least likely to. however, I'll still try to achieve them. what? yeah, a forensic scientist. It's almost, or already, impossible for me now cos I'm definitely not getting into a Junior College to take Biography. so yeah, it shall remain as a dream. I have a second bigger dream; a writer, a lyricist, a composer. I love music, I really do. I write songs. I just don't know how to write or compose music. I need someone who can help my develop further, & I hope this can be fulfilled soon enough? :) I talked to Dad about me writing songs as well. he was impressed, & I'm glad he was. he told me if I am keen on doing it, he would send me to Lee Wei Song's music school to groom me. woah. I have a nice Dad? :) yeah I do.

big dreams that I just want to do, they all come from the same idea deep in me; I want to help people, to be someone helpful to the society, to make people smile, & make people live life -- to the fullest :)



& I wanna thank Dixie for talking to me today.
you rock, dude :)