When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

when you have too much time to think,
you'll think too much.
when you think too much, you'll cry.
then you stop, and wonder why.

Seow told me this.
& it seems very true to me.

i had too much time to think,
i thought too much.
i kept thinking why did i lose the things i had lost.
why did i lose my sanity over minor matters?
why did i lose my youth to time?
why did i lose you?
maybe i didn't cry, but i stopped and wondered why was i even thinking about them. im wasting time. however, things just keep coming back. i dont want to blame you, but somehow you just appear in my mind now and then. is that insaneness?

i hope not.