When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

Nyahahaha-!! Yeah, I mentioned that i bought the latest Saiyuki comic right? Whoooo. It's not really as spectacular as the previous books, but it made me go frantic at the last page; Goku got shot just after he was discussing with Sanzo that he would not want to be resurrected after he died. OMGOMGOMG. DAMN IT. THE BOOK ENDED LIKE THAT. JUST LIKE THAT! NOW I NEED TO WAIT FOR THE NEXT BOOK LIKE, SO DAMN FRIKIN ANXIOUSLY! It's alright to be lost right now, for those who don't follow up with the Saiyuki series. Ha. I'm so obssessive over Saiyuki and I just can't wait for the third episode for the Reload Gunlock VCD as well. Rarrh.






Yeah, Cho Hakkai is SEXY, like, totally. WOOOTS. He's MINE. Don't ever claim that he's yours. Heh. Oh yeah, Fye from Tsubasa is mine too :D

I expect pictures of Saiyuki Reload 6 comic book coming up? Hah, maybe. SAIYUKI RULES. HELL YEAH, MORE THAN ANYTHING. YES, ANYTHING, EVEN HIM. :D

super high.
i think of you whenever i have too much time to think.

yeap, that's Ryan! haha. he's my big teddy buddy. nyahaha. yeah, so life's been all the studying and mugging thing recently. Work and Study is the new black for me now. well, it should, but, I'm still slacking. wth. yeah, somehow I would just deviate from my work at times. maybe it's the things that are happening around me. a friend who doesn't seem to be there when I always was. a sister who doesn't respect her elder sister, doesn't care about her family, and ONLY cares about her friends, friends, and more friends, and boyfriend. Fuck it all. call me a loner or whatever you want. you are the ones who made me look like and feel like one. so what do you want from me now? think before you throw words at my face aight.

Let there be peace on earth.
& let it start with me, you, you, and YOU.

studying at Esplanade.

whoooooo!
I've got my Saiyuki book 6! :D

& yeah, you guys should really check out Dane Cook, the comedian. his jokes are very super vulgar and explicit so yeah, beware though ;) he so f*cking rock man. Lol.

hahh I'm just so happy I've got my comic :D

omg omg omg omg omg.
Friday's Mother Tongue paper!
die die die die die.
I'm sooo nervous already. I haven't finish revising my other subject yet. wahhhh. I'm angsty right now. eeeee. Lol. I don't know, but I just feel like singing songs right now. Rock ones. yeah. they're emo. whooo. nah not really.

I'm having the day from hell
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your ass instead
I need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to screa
Everything is fed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do
When it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you
When it all falls apart, no

hooo. found another place to study.
yes, Dalton? hahahh :D

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and
Just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's
Bursting into life

hawhawwww, I can't stop thinking about you.
<3

meet my cousins! the twins, Wanling and Wanyee. and their little sister, Wanxing. nyahaha they're sooo cute right :) they don't look really good in this photo cos of the camera quality, but yeah they're still cute! ahahhah. i have a great family and i love them. heehee :D ah, and i got to mention i am the eldest among all the cousins! haw, i won't get a chance to be a young aunt already -pouts-



i'm just so touched when Mr Ng Chee Yang blogged this photo on his blog. aww :) though it's long ago, but yeah i happened to find it while browsing my photos. he did some editions to the photo and joined it to two others to make a collage. so yeah here's just the cropped part. Jason's handsome right. haha. this photo was impromptu cos i initially just wanted a photo with Jason. but yeah that egoist said he won't let me have a photo taken with him if he wasn't in the picture. so tada. HAHA! yeah Zhiyang's one crazy arse, believe me :P aww, i miss those CSS days.

yeah i love love him kay! (does the love gesture that Samsoon did in the show My Lovely Samsoon) AHHAHA. yeah whatever lah. he's my one and only, my only and one, my beloved, my dearest, my wonderful, my lovely, my little ... ... ... don't tell you :) what the hell. Lol. forget it. it's crap. haha. gosh, that was one hell mouthful of mushy sh*t. HA. yah im being pure high and crazy now so yeah. i love manipulating. wheeets :D





ooh la la! nice right nice right? hahaha. drew the border on the card in class. my name is just a font from the computer, yeah i didn't draw that, happy? hahhaa. anyway, it's still nice! the border, not the name. Ha :) YELLOW. and GREEN. hohoho. Lol.








yeah the red card. whooo.


IF YOU GUYS WATCHED SINGAPORE IDOL JUST NOW AND NOTICED, IT WAS REALLY OBVIOUS THAT NURUL AND PAUL WERE LIP-SYNCING! OH GOSH. Mediacorp just wants face, sheesh.



Minute Maid brightens my day.
Ah :D

Behold, the great introduction of me! Ha.

A fair share of an introduction of this seemingly faceless and fallacious factotum, is indeed one facultative and fastidious lady of fervidness. It is not her forte for being facetious, but for a finicky character. Against fatuity and fatalism, she lives life to the fullest everyday. Flamboyant and not a floosie, a perfectionist and not flippant. The mind thinks of the fathomless, as well as the farcical. Her unbreakable fixation for music stays on over the years, making her life a fantasia. Having finite tolerance against senseless homosapiens, her ferocity does kill. Sacarsms and ironies flummox her, but she gets even in her own way. A friend, and a fiend, whatever you want. Sorry for being such a filibuster but here i am, introducing a dance-fanatic, given the name with the meaning of fair in Latin; Fiona.

hawhaw. :D

im in love, nah.
im lovesick, nah.
i've been daydreaming, yeah.
hahaha. crap. bye.

caught John Tucker Must Die with Dalton, Ryan, and Gan last night. yeah, one hell of a comedy. typical American high school drama. guys wearing thongs. HA! time really flies. i had been browsing through the archives of my blog, photos that i had collected from the past few years when i first had my camera, and sure enough some of my old MSN chat logs, as well as Friendster testimonials. time is precious and we cannot restart our lives. though we make mistakes, learn from them instead of asking yourself why did you commit it. we as youths think we have all the time in the world for now. No, i dont think so. i've learnt my lesson for not working hard enough and yeah, i'm going to. i lack motivation. i need it badly now. very. badly. desperately. Motivation, where are you? it sounds pathetic, and people would say, "oh come on, it's only your Sec three EOYs." you're so wrong. everything's important. now that i had planned a little for my future, i should start working. Ha, that was a mouthful. i dont know why i am blogging about this but i just feel like it. crap. haha. no, not that this entry is crap, this entry is for real. crap, cause i need to finish my work. Darn.

i need help in Logarithm, Graphical Solutions, Social Studies, Chemical Calculation. fwahh. too much. EOYE starts this coming Friday. Damn :\

oh, i'm also still working on my oh-so-wonderful self-introduction full of adjectives that starts with the letter 'F' so yeah don't worry :D

anyone of you watched, or read, V for Vendetta? haha. i'm marvelled by the way V introduced himself to Evey. full of V's! ahaha, i shall create a long introduction of myself filled with verbs and adjectives starting with F's. heh heh :D i will post it as soon as i got it. Ha!

i wonder if Singaporeans do mind their English speaking? yeah, they don't. it's [hand-some] and NOT [ham-sone] or [ham-some] for handsome. it's [play] and NOT [pray] for play. it's [dew-ree-an] and NOT [liu-lian] or [dew-lian] for durian. Ha, i don't wish to go further.

lack of updates, so i should blog something.

had been going to town by the MRT recently and much more often. so yeah, some things i had noticed. people take up space to prevent more people from getting into the train cabin, or else people from sitting next to them by doing such acts:

- open their legs wide
- read a newspaper like it's a coffeeshop
- share the seats with their bags
- do not stand in the center of the cabin,
- but the center of the cabin-door area
- (no offence) fat people who perform acts mentioned above

think about it. it sucks.

yeah, don't you guys think it's so disgusting and unsightly for a person to dig his/her nose in the public, openly? i wont care if they were doing it discreetly, but they were digging their noses like nobody's business! Ha, it made me laugh and give an expression of disgust.

Hohoho, ew. Lol.

oh oh oh, i have to emphasize something.
GIRLS, DO NOT LET/MAKE YOUR BOYFRIENDS HOLD YOUR HANDBAGS/TOTES. THEY LOOK DAMN FUCKING GAY. HOLD THEM YOURSELVES.
whenever i see guys help their girlfriends hold their mini handbags, girly tote bags and all, i pity them. the female-bags spoil their whole image, seriously. it's alright if the guy helps the girl to carry her haversack or slingbag or something, but NOT the bags that should be held by a female. Ha, just something for you people to think of. :)

and yeah, magazines DO give guides of Do's and Dont's on fashion. people, please read them up. don't be like some others who try to set a trend that seems so friking weird that only he or she is carrying it. Japs are cool, but dont spoil their image by becoming a lousy Jap-wannabe and start dressing up with fake and cheapo clothes and accessories. almost a quarter of Orchard road is populated by such people, please do not add on to the count. Thank you.

and, harassers are such fucking losers.


MUSE SO-ROCKING ROCKS!

ah, im in such a good mood today.
GOOD NIGHT :D


P.S.
oh yeah, i've got detention for three days. and it's like there's something ironic; me and Mel, and Vicki and Jackie, who are involved too. HAHA. yeah i had a great time catching up with Michelle today. whooo :) tomorrow's the last session. Ha. ladalada. Bye.

i'm tagged by Jamesss. Ha.

1. full name: fiona teo rui wen.
2. name backwards: new iur oet anoif
3. were you named after someone: i dont think so.
4. meaning of name: Latin word for fair.
5. nickname: fio.
6. screen name: FIO.
7. D.O.B: 16041991
8. place of birth: Mt Elizabeth; Sg.
9. nationality: singaporean.
10. current location: JE.
11. star sign: Aries.
12. religion: Nichiren Buddhist.
13. height: 162cm.
14. weight: 48kg. ARGH.
15. shoe size: ranges. 8-9.
16. hair colour: reddish brown
17. eye colour: brown.
18. who do you look like: uhm.
19. innie or outtie: ~
20. leftie or rightie: rightie.
21. gay, straight, bi or others: straight.
22. best friends: dalton, ryan, gan, el.
23. best friend you trust most: people from SGI.
24. favourite pals: gan, ryan, dalton, el. Ha.
25. best friend of opposite sex: the same three lol.
26. best buddies: samee.
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: nil.
28. crush: MEOW.
29. parents: mum & dad?
30. worst enemy: darkness.
31. favourite online guy: ahaha, Dixie/Jamesss.
32. favourite online girl: uh, Eelin?.
33. craziest friend: almost all.
34. advice friend: Chrissy & Darren.
36. person you cry with: nil.
37. any sisters: 1.
38. any brothers: 0.
39. any pets: no.
40. any disease: no.
41. pagers: no.
42. personal phone line: private.
43. cell phone: nokia 3230.
45. pool or hot tub: haha POOL!
46. a car: nil.
47. your personality: Pure. LOL.
48. driving: nil.
49. room: ?
50. whats missing: motivation.
51. school: CTSS.
52. bed colour: light blue.
53. relationship with parents: well.
54. believe in yourself: yeah.
55. believe in love at first sight: not really.
56. good listener: yeah.
57. get along well with parents: well.
58. save email conversations: depends.
59. pray: occassionally.
60. believe in reincarnation: no.
61. make fun of people: depends.
62. like to talk on the phone: depends.
63. want to get married: yeah.
64. like to drive: hm, wish to.
65. motion sickness: nope.
66. eat stem of broccoli: yeah?
67. eat chicken with fork: lol duh.
68. dream in colour: didnt notice.
69. type with your fingers on home role: ?
70. sleep with stuff animals: used to.
71. next to you: books.
72. on the walls of your room: posters.
73. on your mousepad: nil.
74. dream car: something slick.
75. dream date: MEOW.
76. dream honeymoon spot: nice beaches and amusement parks.
77. dream husband or wife: DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!
78. bedtime: supposingly 11pm.
79. under your bed: books, shoeboxes, discmans.
80. single most important question: Why?
81. bad time of a day: hottest.
82. your worst fear: loneliness.
83. the weather is: so-so.
84. time: 2218.
85. date: 18SEP2006.
86. best trick did on someone: that sauce thing i did to Richie. HA!
87. theme song: Time Is Running Out; Muse.
88. hardest thing about growing up: hardships? Lol.
89. funniest experience: countless.
90. scariest experience: forgot.
91. silliest thing you have ever said: countless.
92. scariest thing while you are with your friends: uhm?
93. worst feeling: loneliness. it just makes you weak.
94. best feeling in the world: to be loved.
95. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE 8 TO DO THE QUIZ!!!

ahhh, whoever sees this. Lol.

good night all.

i found a new place to study.
my new paradise :)
not gonna blog it just in case it gets invaded and ends up like the Jurong Regional Library. speaking of it just makes me angry.
RARH.

had hell today, or rather.
Physics and Social Studies test.
i think im not going to do well in both :(
supposed to wait for Ms Lee for my English comprehension test. she was nowhere to be found so left a note and left for home. haha.

I'M TIRED LA.

im so sick.

sore throat.
blocked nose.
sniffing now and then for now.
im feeling rather warm, but no fever.

had an effing headache for the whole day.
i sense a heavy-head tomorrow morning.

not going to school tomorrow.
fwahh. SS test :'(

i want my life to be like SanShun.
awww.

exams are approaching.
so are the common tests!
argh. homework.

i've downloaded a hell load of Muse and Breaking Benjamin songs! ahhaha. so now i am very happy happy happy :D i'm nodding my head to the drums beats of their songs now. they so-rock, and literally too! Hah.
-rock-on! gesture-

here are some songs you guys should check out and rock along with :) you can stop my blog's music and listen. heh.

Breaking Benjamin:





Muse:



Others:






:D


yesterday was a sad day.
today was a dumb one.
supposed to go to IMM with Eelin. so we decided to try our luck to wait for the shuttle bus at Clementi. well, when we just arrived, the bus drove away. Ha, so we went to JE interchange and tried our luck again. how funny, we only realised we were walking the wrong direction when we arrived at the entertainment center. so we turned back. true enough, when we entered Popular, we saw the shuttle bus outside! yeah, we ran for it. and ironically, when we stepped out of Popular, the bus drove off. Ha ha. yeah, great. so we walked. that's not ALL, yet. normally we would just jay-walk over to the other side of the road to walk towards IMM. yeah guess what, that road divider was fenced up. yeah, we didn't know when the hell it was there, but yeah that green steel fence is there. and what? we climbed over. it was so retarded because Eelin was shrieking that she can't go over. Ha. but in the end, we made it! TADA.

i know it's retarded, so comment on this only if you have good thoughts about it :)

KONBANWA.

i can't log in to MSN. grrrh.

so is there dance tomorrow?
RUNIE YOU DIDN'T REPLY ME.
HOW COULD YOU.

Slither is a stupid & disgusting movie.
i rate it 2 out of 5 stars. YUGH.

school timetable changed.
yeah, they didn't announce it either.
so effing dumb can.

watched The Day After Tomorrow on HBO just now. so yeah Dalton, i can return you your VCD tomorrow, or do you want it the day after tomorrow? Ha. lameshit.

i'm angsty.
everything just isn't right today.

i was browsing through my 200 over testimonials in Friendster just now. i realised how much we had changed. i saw testimonials from Alethia and Joanne which i thought i had never received before. Lol.

Alethia gave me something like:

`[[hiees..]]

`[[fiona arh??]]

`[[dun reali noe her well cuz diff klass]]

`[[is in da grp da breakerZ]]

`[[cool name (:]]

`[[hangs out wif brenda, shimin n eelin]]

`[[ a veh cute n chio gurl]]

`[[cnf lotsa guys jio ryt? *winkz*]]

`[[met eu n shimin on e bus tt tym]]

`[[wonder if eu still rmb. hehs.]]

`[[heard eu're crazee over 6ix ya?]]

`[[hahs. hope to noe eu betta ba]]

`[[stay chio n cute 4va]]

`[[bieess..]]


love
alethia

**dun forget moi testi horh. hahs.**

and Jo's like:

hEY fiona... dun noE u wEll enuff lEh.... writE wAd.. onli noE tt shE isH oso knowN as chio bu... hAIz.. wAD to writE abT u nE? shE looKs typically sweet.. hHEe i guEss.. eRmx... wElllah...
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.FIONA.
dunno wAd to say lE... hEHe.. okiEx.. writE fEr mE oso kaEz.. bubyEx~

Lol! do you girls remember? ;)
'cos i didnt. Ha.

of course, reading the ones that my beloveds gave me just makes me smile and think about the good old times we had :)

to end off, check out this testimonial from brother Jamesss:

hai. ai am hear to lite a testimonia fo eu.
haha. shi is wan gel dat es bely nauty
wan. shi take foto of mi dring wate.

haha. type like that very difficult. she took photos of me at the water cooler, tucking in my shirt. this little imp. she is little and an imp. ahha. so bad one. lucky the second time i nv fall for her trick.

fiona: james!
jamesss: what.
fiona: look here.
jamesss: no. haha.
jamess walks away. lol ahhaha!!!!

she is a good friend who praises me sometimes. haha. praising me doesn't make her a good friend. it is how she is. her character, personality. yeah.

a cool friend to have. cause she says she will gimme a better testimonial if i give her a good one. but, who cares. just to have a friend like her is enough. but it doesn't hurt to ask for a testimonial.

usually a good friend would give you a testimonial.haha. so friends, give your friends testimonials.

what the hell..
haha. take care yeah. =))

love you people :D

when you have too much time to think,
you'll think too much.
when you think too much, you'll cry.
then you stop, and wonder why.

Seow told me this.
& it seems very true to me.

i had too much time to think,
i thought too much.
i kept thinking why did i lose the things i had lost.
why did i lose my sanity over minor matters?
why did i lose my youth to time?
why did i lose you?
maybe i didn't cry, but i stopped and wondered why was i even thinking about them. im wasting time. however, things just keep coming back. i dont want to blame you, but somehow you just appear in my mind now and then. is that insaneness?

i hope not.

Randomness. Ha.

guitar makes me high.
piano makes me high.
but i can play neither :(

my soulmate definitely needs to:
have a good vocal (to sing to me).
know how to appreciate the arts.
be sensitive & understanding.
be averagely tanned, and taller than me.
be rather faithful, and responsible.
have a good sense of punctuality.
be the decision maker most of the time (i hate guys who say 'anything lor'), but ask me for suggestions.
be humorous (to entertain or cheer me up).
know his stuff (when to be serious & when not).
be as crazy as me! :D

however, preferably:
plays the guitar.
plays the piano.
dances.
makes pizza/tiramisu.

he definitely cannot be:
a smoker.
a drug addict.
an alcoholic.
an abuser.
very fair-skinned.
too skinny.
fashion sense-less.
too tall.
secretive.
a BIG flirt (im alright with a small one).

i'll add in more when i think of them :)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KENRIC WAN XUE MING!
:D

got this off Jamesss' blog.

Name: Fiona
Birthday: 16th April
Birthplace: Mount Elizabeth, Sg
Current Location: Singapore
Eye Color: dark brown
Hair Color: reddish brown
Height: 162cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: Righty
Your Heritage: mm?
The Shoes You Wore Today: OP slippers
Your Weakness: surprises
Your Fears: darkness
Your Perfect Pizza: HAWAIIAN!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get A1 for my subs except MT&Humans.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: helloo
Thoughts First Waking Up: what day is it?
Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes, maybe.
Your Bedtime: supposedly 11pm.
Your Most Missed Memory: sec2 moments, keaimao.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Carl's Jr :)
Single or Group Dates: both.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: none
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappucino :)
Do you Smoke: never
Do you Swear: yes.
Do you Sing: yes.
Do you Shower Daily: yes.
Have you Been in Love: yeap.
Do you want to go to College: maybe SAJC.
Do you want to get Married: maybe.
Do you belive in yourself: always.
Do you get Motion Sickness: nah.
Do you think you are Attractive: no.
Are you a Health Freak: maybe.
Do you get along with your Parents: yea.
Do you like Thunderstorms: depends.
Do you play an Instrument: i dont think so.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yea
In the past month have you Smoked: never.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: never.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yea.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: maybe.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes.
In the past month have you been Dumped: no.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no.
Ever been Drunk: is being high counted?
Ever been called a Tease: nah haha.
Ever been Beaten up: no.
Ever Shoplifted: maybe? :/
How do you want to Die: peacefully.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: someone who can help people and make people live life happily to the fullest :) woah, deep.
What country would you most like to Visit: NZ!!

In a Boy/Girl.
Favourite Eye Color: anything's good.
Favourite Hair Color: as long as it isn't blonde.
Short or Long Hair: deifinitely something that doesnt make him look or feel funny. Ha.
Height: taller.
Weight: normal, average.
Best Clothing Style: unique, but not to a certain extent of uniqueness.

Number of Drugs I have taken: --
Number of CDs I own: i own one album, but i have alot of songs. Ha.
Number of Piercings: one per ear.
Number of Tattoos: zero.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: forgot.

gtg now. ciao.

I SAW NIC TODAY!
OUTSIDE PLAZA SINGAPURA!
YES! THE ONE FROM MLB!
but i was sitting inside TCC when he was walking off just outside. i missed him!
WAAAAAAH.

i called my mom immediately and i think she went '...' lol.

and yeah,
Dalton, Ryan, Jinggan, Melissa and i went all the way to Changi Airport just to eat Mac. Lol. how cool is that? nah, we realised there wasn't any time left so we filled our stomachs instead of walking around. Ha.

study @ Bugis Starbucks tmr.
au revoir.

i'm desperate for alot of things now.

MORE MUSIC!
Breaking Benjamin.
Muse.
Acceptance.
anyone who has them send me, okay? :)

NEW HEADPHONES!
the left side of my headphones died :'( aww, those are the ones Chekwye gave me~ i'm so sad.
-sniffs-

SHOPPING!
i want to buy new headphones, a new wallet for someone, my Saiyuki book 6, hair wax, and maybe some more clothes! this would be satisfied real soon, right Chrissy? :)

MOTIVATION!
i seriously need to start studying. Now.
anyone who needs a companion to study with, a tutor, or anyone who can help me in my SS, A Math and Physics, find me. hahah :D
Wednesday is booked for Chrissy already though :P


dont let the mountain crumble;
when im already at the top of it.


time flies.
it's the EOY exams a few weeks from now. -shivers- i need to buck up in my Humanities, A Math, Physics and Chem! la la la. i need help, sooner or later. i might take a hiatus from blogging for a little while as well. although sometimes i may get tempted and blog a short entry, but yea. toodles all!