When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

there are just some moments in life you love, and dislike.

when i am totally loaded, it seemed like there are totally nothing to do, no nice flicks to catch. then when i am totally broke, it all seemed like there are tonnes of activities to enjoy, and really nice, action-packed movies come out.
just like now, im so broke.
BUT I WANNA CATCH A HELL LOAD OF FLICKS.

i really love IGNITE :)
cheer up guys, and do your very best!

Revo session tomorrow.
ladalada.

BYE.

i dont understand why people are crazy over the song Unfaithful by Rihanna. firstly, the song doesnt make sense. secondly, the song isnt touching like what they said. lastly, she sings a little off-tune in the song itself. so yeah. i dont get it why it's in the billboards on radio! OMG.

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Warning: Serious Ranting.

i just realised how fragile true friendships are. we take ages to build the trust among one another, but everything can be broken in a second, by a major or even a minor matter.
true friends dont keep things from one another. you tell each other anything, frankly.
true friends dont backstab one another. they voice them out.
true friends help one another improve themselves. not making them feel bad.
true friends dont lie to one another. they just dont.

i talk to you because i treat you as my real friend.
you just wont listen to me.
you think that im condemning you.
you dont want to listen, because everything's crude.
but hey, everything has to be crude between us.
you need to be crude to solve problems.
ever since the beginning of the year, you drifted even further.
that lady asked me "where's your best friend?"
i hesitated. can you believe it?
i couldnt believe that i actually hesitated.
that lady asked again "she's your best friend right?"
i stared at her.
i was so upset.
i almost cried that instant.
and im glad i didnt.
i cannot let anyone know about this.
its so embarrassing, to have such a friend whom you care for, who doesnt care for you as much as you did.
i began to smile lesser day by day.
people thought i was sick, tired.
i wasnt.
i was hurt.
nobody knows.
so i decided to find something that i really love.
and yes, it cheered my up a little; dance.
it added spice into my life and all.
but everything's out of school.
i still need someone from school.
yes i have friends. a wide circle of them, more than yours.
in school, outside. wherever around Singapore.
but they are just friends. maybe a few that are true.
but where's the real true friend i thought i used to have?
i thought theres one friend whom i can trust, but that one was a fucking hypocrite.
i thought theres another one whom i can confide in, but that one's a fucking 38.
i thought theres another one whom i can really connect, but that one has a fucked up attitude.
everything's fucked up ever since last mid-year.
and yeah, it's all fucking stressful for me to handle alone.
you think it's easy being the moderator? the mediator?
i need all the time and courage to hush everything.
i need all the time and courage to voice out to you guys.
you just take me for granted, and yeah, im getting used over and over again.
yeah i did it willingly, and yes, i dont ask for anything much in return.
i just need your fucking so-called conscience, to know who's the person helping you understand everything thats happening to you. be it me or whoever. like, you guys dont give a damn. like, you just take everything for granted.
i earn my rewards, but you just get what you want.
do you feel good? yeah, for that moment ONLY.
you just dont listen. you dont understand anything.
you wont pay attention to anything, except for the things/ppl you like.

where's the sense in youth nowadays?

like, why did everything turn out this way?
theres just something missing.

no, i dont need a boyfriend.
i need a real friend.

*DISCLAIMER:
I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING CRITICISMS FOR THIS POST. I AM FRUSTRATED AND UPSET SO I WRITE WHATEVER'S ON MY MIND. SO, IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY, TALK TO ME IN PERSON AND NOT TAG. FUCKING BUGGERS WONT BE ENTERTAINED, AND I SHALL NOT REPEAT.

__________

dont make me feel all down again.
can everything just return to normal again?

and yes, happy belated racial harmony :)

i borrowed the Salwar Kameez (or Panjabi, dont know how to spell) from SueAnn, just for tomorrow's Racial Harmony Day's celebration. im gonna be an all-pink-arse tomorrow manz. rrrrrr.
i looked like some neh neh belly dancer when i tried it on just now because of my cross-neck undergarment i was wearing. the top is like, totally, damn, frikin translucent can? lol. so imma wear a pink spag inside tomorrow. WARRGH, PINK.

i had a phobia of the colour Pink ever since i was traumatised by a group of fugly ah-lians and minahs walking down Orchard Road clad in pink tops or mini skirts along with pink hairbands or clips. not that im good-looking, i had to say they are fugly as they are neither not-good-looking nor ugly so yeah.
not to mention nice.

i liked the colour.
used to be one of my faves.
too bad, sad case.

the costume is kinda big, so yeah.
prepare to see Fiona in a baggy Indian costume.


noigiler emas eht morf ro loohcs morf enoemos esoohc ot retteb ti si
hgis em rof tluciffid lla ti gnikam sti


im lazy to do homework.
argh.

it's all because of you, AH-LIANS, out there.


the colour Pink, used to be our (girls) oh-so fave colour.
but you have to spoil it by carrying it the wrong way.

that 'Pineapple' hairstyle (super layered from top to bottom; short to long) used to be a really punkish, cool and a nice butch hair-do.
but you have to spoil it by carrying it the wrong way.

tYpInG lIkE tHiS UsEd t0 bE a CoOl wAy FoR uS.
but you have to spoil it by adding Spiiceexz into it.

mini skirts used to be such a trend for girls to be 'nicer-looking'.
but you have to spoil it by carrying it the wrong way.

the words 'I Love You' used to be so precious.
but you have to spoil it by throwing it all around.

posing for a photo with a victory/peace sign used to be NORMAL.
but you have to spoil it by modifying the sign and smiling like some constipated arse-face.


everything we used to do, used to be cool and normal.
but you have to spoil it all.


all because of you, AH-LIANS.
we get mistaken as ah-lians if we happen to wear pink.
we get mistaken as ah-lians if we happen to wear mini skirts.
we get mistaken as ah-lians if we happen to have a 'pineapple' hairstyle.
we get mistaken as ah-lians if we happen to pose with a twist sign.
we get mistaken as ah-lians if we tYpE lYk ThiS.



we, normal girls, are all maligned.
because of you, AH-LIANS.

my hands were itchy during class.


ta-da :)

__________

talked to Darren about a hell load of things. we realised how fragile and fake the whole world can be. and yes, it was all so damn true about life itself, around us.
and you know what? the world is so small,
and Darren's been my idol since primary school. like, wow :)
ask me, what the hell i meant, over MSN!
nyahaha.

__________

i borrowed Les Miserables and Five Women Who Loved Love from the library. like, i feel so literature-ish now lah. hahaha :) bull shit. homework-craze. whee.

__________

the word, dilemma, sucks.

Random:
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane

please dont take me for granted,
im not any kind of Superwoman.

why do people who reach out,
get used in the end?

"what goes around, comes around" ?
yeah we shall see about that.

the best of drowning your sorrows,

is not by downing yourself with alcohol.
that's purely dumb.
get it? DUMB.

just blast a hell lot of ROCK SONGS,
and sing them out loud in your room.

it works for me.


NO SCHOOL TOMORROW, YAYE.

there's two, when all i need is only one.

__________

how ironic it is, how people feel and act.
the more you like someone who likes you, the lesser you would talk to that someone, being shy and all. making that someone drifting further away from you.
the lesser you like someone who likes you, the more you would talk to that someone, trying to maintain the friendship and all. making that someone becoming more attracted to you.

like, i really hate these things happening.

__________

life is so dramatic.
so im going to quote from Runie:
in conclusion, SO DRAMA.

__________

funny how hypocritical homo-sapiens are.

for a moment they are talking to you the nicest way a friend would do, and the next thing you know, another person comes telling you that this friend of yours is backstabbing you in front of the other crowd.
you made me realise how wrong i was when i stood up for you when people said bad things about you. and so i know now, so i know.

i know my own personality and i dont need you, and your kind of people, going around telling others what kind of a fucking bitch i am. fine about all the negative thoughts about me. it's like, this is my problem and you have your own problem. why bring the whole world down into a world negativeness like you?

yes, so what if i am, as you said, arrogant and bitchy? like, it's not as if it's your problem. like, it's not as if im going to end your life or something. like, it's a fucking small problem. and there you are, making it all big.
thank you for your criticisms, and i shall change. however, i would appreciate it even more if you can come up to me and say it to my face. therefore, my thanks is not sincere here.

maybe, have you ever thought,
it was you, being the problem all along?
do you think you are well-liked as well?

uh huh uh huh.

i feel so disappointed.
and yes i know who i am.
now you, get a life,
because i already have mine.

Random:

i like my new blogsong.
d-d-d-dont stop the beat.

i dont like singing into the mic.
i sing out loud,
and it spoils everything.

Fred!
remember your lines: Oh ya, the performance is meant for the Future Division concert, Ignite. Future Division is a division of SSA, which consists of all secondary school students, like you and me. We have alot of activities, like in June, we just had out Sports Day. Come join us!
like, woah, i memorised your script lah.
haha!

Ben Yeo!
do your popping, and i love it :)

Ralene!
let's start singing a little softer next time?
no can't do i know. haha.
i hate microphones :)

GO BEN!
YOU ARE MY HUM, MY HUM MY HUM MY HUMS!
and please admit you are into Sueann.
nyahaha! :P

i love IGNITES performers to bitss can :D
YOU GUYS ROCK !!

Fiona is the sane.
Dixie is the insane.
and you shall all agree :)

seeing everyone around me so depressed,
makes me depressed, even more.

with things like these happening one after another,
to me, and my friends around.

if i can still feel happy,
i can say im Superwoman.

im not happy with your decision,
and i shall pretend that im happy,
because it's all about pretence,
im right, yeah?

im not happy, mate,
not happy.

can someone cheer me up,
cheer everyone of us up?

Short Post:

some carnival at Singapore Poly early in the morning today.


ZHIYANG,
CAN YOU PLEASE CUT YOUR HAIR??
haha :) it's so good to see them again.

oh and Sueann,
deedeedeedee dah dee doh deedee dum! :D

Highlight:

Battle of the Bands @ ACSI
ACS BARKER ROCKED THE NIGHT :D
they're so hot can.

Chris was one of the cameramen and he had to run here and there, up and down, and all. so yeah, ended up sitting with his so-very-friendly friend, Andrew. he's a sicko. like, totally. he can join Star Idol in the future you know :) you should see how he pretended to be so-into Maia Lee tonight.

AND, ACSI people aint snobbish. they're mad. LOL. well, maybe only for tonight though. haha. Chris intro-ed me to some of his breaker-friends and they were like screaming their heads off. woah, they're like far more worse than the screaming Tanjong Katong girls.

ooh, met Vicki and Beatrice during the interlude too :)

Chris kept saying "sorry" and "are you pissed?". hey come on, it's like i didnt intend you to accompany me all day lah. lol. at least there's Andrew so yeah, no worries. so next up: Haven musical @ ACSI. hahaha.


im tired. there's Revo tmr.
Adios.

Highlight:

Pirates if the Caribbean:
Dead Man's Chest

this movie rocks,
like HELL YEAH.

im dying for the next one.

clicked on the CAMPUS SUPERSTAR folder in my documents.
found so many photos that brought back memories.
beautiful ones especially.

like, the first CSS recording i attended:

Zhengning, Eileen, me and Shimin.

and the first time meeting Jayden in person:


and joining the Zhiyang Fanclub:

Serene, me, Maggy, Meikian, Rebecca (pres), Betty, Evonne, and Wenny! :)

and having a blast at Zhiyang's condo:

Jason, Zhiyang and me :)

i miss the good old Campus Superstar days.
thank you people for adding so much spice in my life!
and of course, i do miss you guys :)

and i found this photo:

for sure, i miss this ponytail of mine.
*SIGH*

love you guys.

This Is The Last Time- Keane
Keane is nice and they rock yeah :)

visited SPCA today :)
got scratched by a dog's paw.
rargh :(

BRODS were eliminated yesterday.
sad case.

religious topics are sensitive stuff to certain people.
yeah, but im not one of them so yeah.
it's all subjective towards every individual.
and yadayada.

im being random.
feeling confused and all.
so yeah. a crappy post right here.

ciao.

Short Post:
Superband! Milo-Bing! wooot!
they rocked the night today, like, totally.
they sang my fave songs as well, like, woah.
heard that Nicodemus is from SSA too!
my aunt's friend saw him twice at Tampines.
OMG OMG OMG.

nyahaha. so high right now.
the top five are all good in their own way.
but one has to go, and i have a gut feeling that Lucify would be eliminated today. they didnt sing well :( is it me, or is that the judges' are deaf? i thought that SOUL went off-tune in both songs, but the judges said they sang greatly. im not the only one, my mom thought so as well. hm. :/

HAIL MILO-BING,
CHAMPION FOR SUPERBAND.
WHEEE :D

it's hard to let you go.
you're holding me back.
but i still have to move on, you know.

gahh, i wanna scream.

Short Post:
Re:Mix '06 was a blast.
youth park; x-scape.
get down hit da FLOOR!
spastic Moo.
Lush, wooot.
Aliff, wooot.
i feel shagged, think dirty if you want but yeah.

details tomorrow (later).

Adios.



[EDIT]

good morning everybody.
yes, went down to Youth Park to watch the event, Re:Mix 2006 Finals, along with Moo after Revo's session. that competition rocked the place! Moo realised that the Hakim we met at Esplay was in Lush's crew, like, OMG. how could it be. hm. anyway, i find that 14-yr-old Aliff damn cute okay! im mesmerized by his street jazz moves, fwahhhhh~ MOO, dont give that face. (:

oh, Bouncy was a guest performer for the event as well! of course, with his beat-box. he didn't sound as good though. anyway, i still miss that Melvin and Bryan (or isit?) from Temasek Sec who performed beat-box for us during every Campus Superstar recording. like, damn cool lah! haha.

good news.
I'VE GROWN 1CM TALLER,
AND I'VE LOST 2KG!
wooot :D damn happy.
i wanna thank my mom, my dad, my healthy no-rice diet, and Revo-tia :) nyahaha!


im hard to satisfy,
that's your problem,
and it's my life.
so, shut up.

[/EDIT]

Song Update:
Dirty Harry - Gorillaz

the MTV is rather lame, but still, i love them! :D
and this song just rocks. check out the whole lyric! wooot.


[LYRICS]
I need a gun to keep myself from harm
The poor people are burning in the sun
But they ain't got a chance
They ain't got a chance
I need a gun
Cos all I do is dance
Cos all I do is dance

I need a gun to keep myself from harm
The poor people are burning in the sun
No, they ain't got a chance
They ain't got a chance
I need a gun
Cos all I do is dance
Cos all I do is dance

In my backpack
I got my act right
In case you act quite difficult
And yo is so weakin'
With anger and discontent
Some are seeking and searching like me, moi

I'm a peace-loving decoy
Ready for retaliation
I change the whole occasion to a pine box six-under
Impulsive don't ask wild wonder
Orders given to me is:
strike and I'm thunder with lightning fast reflexes on constant alert
from the constant hurt that seems limitless with no dropping pressure

Seems like everybody's out to test ya
'til they see your brake
They can't conceal the hate
That consumes you
I'm the reason why you flipped your soosa

Chill with your old lady at the tilt
I got a 90 days digit
And I'm filled with guilt
From things that I've seen
Your water's from a bottle
mine's from a canteen

At night I hear the shots
Ring so I'm a light sleeper
The cost of life,
it seems to get cheaper
out in the desert
with my street sweeper
The war is over
So said the speaker with the flight suit on
Maybe to him I'm just a pawn
So he can advance
Remember when I used to dance
Man, all I want to do is dance

(Dance!)
(Dance!)
(Dance!)

I need a gun to keep myself from harm

Random:
ever wondered why, up till now, almost nobody attempted to sing the songs of the good-old Bee-Gees? i had this thought out of randomness and made something up.

imagine. Singapore Idol.

Paul Twohill singing How Deep Is Your Love, in high pitch.
Jonathan Leong singing Tragedy, in low pitch.
Jay singing Saturday Night Fever, in high pitch.
Norman singing Staying Alive, in a Rock style.
and so on.

wow.
it will be sooo dramatic.

can the Singapore Idol producer create this challenge for them? :D
i would be delighted to watch this episode.

homework's driving me crazy and making me high.
so, bear with me :)


yeah, back to work.

yesterday was NiaoNiao's birthday :)
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY ALBERT!!
and stop growing. hahah.

everything's happening soo fast. National Day's approaching, and thinking of the NDP @ Padang last year which i watched from the 18th storey of the Swissotel, it all seemed like yesterday. i wonder if i can do that again this year, or i'll just have to watch it on TV. haha. oh well.

had Mr Prata for lunch today with Eelin, Ryan and Dalton. it was my virgin try, and God, it's DAMN GOOD. yumyum, cheese and egg :) was really bloated after the meal, because i ordered two pratas. lesson learnt, yes.

just got my IGNITES tickets last night. REVO! you guys can come on both days! haha. but both will be the same show though, so yeah. my ICs were shocked when i asked for 28 tickets. then Kimseng, sitting next to me, asked for 30. i stared at him, then i was like, "Give me two more!" haha. now i have two extras for Aug 13's 2pm show. so yeah we shall see how it goes :) hey people whom i've invited, give me your answers asap yeah!

passion; dance.

Revo session yesterday was retarded. Runie and i seemed to be deranged and all. oh yeah, Moo and Runie pretended to be fighting over me as their girl, literally for the whole day.
Run: hey! dont disturb lah. im flirting with her okay.
Moo: *points at me* you're cheating on me!?
then the three of us were walking down Citylink..
Run: hey, get lost. it's our anniversary today, and it's like, we're taking the Anniversary Walk?
Moo: you're cheating on me!
Fiona: NOOO, MOO DONT GO! *hands reaching out*
Run: *gasp* HEY!

hahah. we're all deranged. spastic. retarded. whatever, lol.

dance is love.

Short Post:
before i start,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ANNIE POOH! :D

okay, ONE thing.
Revo-tia is not a dance CLASS or whatever. it's a dance CREW. so we dont expect any dance-virgins who are seeking for dance instructors to teach them or whatsoever. we are not instructors. we are just a crew of dancers sharing the same interests for dance and music. to clear this misunderstanding, we want and need recruits who are able to dance; been exposed to dance, and not a dance-virgin.

i would like to see more coming :)

[RANDOM] i love the new friends i've met in IGNITES. [/RANDOM]

love ya'll. bye.

Short Post:
Ben and Jerry's
Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream

just makes me go ahhh..
as in the Veelas in Harry Potter kinda 'ahhh..'

:D

Highlight:
the weather today is CRAZY.
it was all windy and dark, and suddenly, a loud *BANG!*.
my apartment's main door was slammed shut.
my maid's outside, while we're all inside.
there are only females in the house, except my gandpa.
the door was stuck. like, totally.
my mom pulled, Sophia (maid) pushed and kicked.
nothing.
my mom used the screw driver.
nothing.
she used the chopper (haha).
nothing.
then, she used cooking oil.
pull, push, kick, bing, bang, piang.
DOOR OPENED, FINALLY.
Sophia kept laughing. she's crazy.
happy ending.
FEMALES RULE :D

__________

Song Update:
Hotline - Ciara.
she's one sexy ass :)

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OH COME ON PEOPLE.
REVO-TIA IS RECRUITING! :D

went to Cineleisure straight after school today. we released like, at 12pm? HAHA. caught She's The Man with Dalton, Ryan, Jinggan, Zoe, Gene, Don, & Jeremy. twisted, yet funny and great! now we're like doing the trademark 'hand-shake' from the show. the one that Paul did to one of his two girls during the soccer match. haha. we look damn retarded but yeah, it's cool! yadayada. you guys should catch it :D

there are just soooo many movies i want to catch, but at least half of them are either NC16 or M18! grrrh. sometimes i dont understand why they rate certain movies NC16 when they're not even nice or gross or bloody at all. blablah. as i were saying, there are just soooo many movies i want to catch, but it's either they are rated over my age, or else im broke. HAH, like, great.

anyway, do come down to support the concert that im performing in yeah? :)
Concert: FD Cultural Nite; IGNITES
Organiser: Singapore Soka Association
Date/Time: Aug 12 (7.30pm), Aug 13 (2.00pm)
Venue: SSA HQ, 10 Tampines Street 81 S(529014)
for more details just contact me.

have to leave Revo's session early tomorrow :(
for the concert's rehearsal.

oh oh oh! i'd like to emphasize something :)
i give priority to..
..guys who are HOT,
..guys who are CUTE,
..guys who DANCE,
..guys who SING,
..guys who wears BRACES,
nyahaha. just thought of putting this out of randomness cos i went all fluttery when this super-cute guy with braces walked past us at Cine, and i was like squeaking "oh my God! braces braces! i love guys with braces wheeee~!" to Ryan and Jinggan. hahaha. then Jinggan was like, "Ryan has braces." and Ryan went, "nahhh- it's a different thing! we're friends!" with his usual English slang. haha i love these friends to bits :)


bahh.
everything is just happening too fast at one time.


[RANDOM] i know you may be reading this. i dont know if we will have a second chance or whatever but, yeah, i somehow need to know. i dont like false hopes. i love the way we're getting along right now. however, those thoughts will just come to my mind unconsciously; chances of another relationship between us. i dont want to feel that way. i dont want my mind to be filled with such foolish thoughts. i wont mind if it comes true, but i know it's almost impossible for that to happen. when im filled with such thoughts, i use you as the excuse to avoid or turn down any incoming relationships. i dont want to do that. there are so many trees out there, and i cannot give up the whole forest just because of this tree; you. if i do, im just a selfish person. so, i need to know, but i just cant bring myself to ask you. it may just somehow turn our current friendship awkward and all. i love your smile, the way you laugh, everything about you. you seem too perfect to let go, so yeah. i shall let myself go instead. i will fall for another and all. however, i hope you'll just keep this in mind, that you're someone whom i will never forget and turn down at any time. oh well, smile always :) [/RANDOM]


hm.
it takes one to know one.
i so-agree with this phrase.

Short Post:
no more Grassroots performance :(

however, that means i can go for both of my IGNITES concert on Aug 12 & 13. will be singing Breaking Free & By Now with (new friends) Simin and Louise :D Revo, friends and all may be coming down so yeah, love you guys :)

Fire Coming Out of the Monkey's Head.
i love this song.
the story.

REVO-TIA IS RECRUITING!

if you are someone who is..
OPEN,
GROOVY,
CREATIVE,
CONFIDENT,
IN LOVE WITH DANCE,
TALENTED IN DANCING,
ABLE TO CHOREOGRAPH,
ABLE TO PICK UP MOVES FAST,
NOT AFRAID OF SHOWING WHAT YOU'VE GOT,

..then come on down for your auditions! it is perfectly alright if you do not have a dance background, as long as you fulfil most of the points mentioned above. contact me through MSN if you are interested :D

unsure of what and who is Revo-tia?
VISIT REVO'S BLOG: http://therevocult.blogspot.com/
for (a little bit) more of the crew's details,
and leave a tag there if you are interested!

ta-ta.

Highlight:
watched Szechuan play today. like, he's so damn good lah! oh my gosh. i was wrong of him when i first met him man. gives me the impression of the Chinese phrase: Dont see his body small small, his strength big big. or something like that. hahahah. he did a full-court lay-up and scored a goal. i was like, "wow.." for that moment. go watch him play! Unity sec C-Div jersey 8. lol. he's only sec one, really SMALL-size. hahah.
GOOO~ SZECHUAN! HAHA :D

oh, i got mesmerised by the guy in Unity jersey 6. it felt so wrong because he's lower sec, but who cares! haha. then i realised he hangs out with those beng-like people so yeah im giving second thoughts about him. till next time, hahah.

nah, i still have a soft spot for you :)

YES, i forgot to mention that Moo accidentally kicked my face yesterday while trying some so-called ending pose. i was traumatised then. like, his feet literally went down and hit my chin! ewgh~

Ian licked his finger and touched my hand. EW.
i think i'll be the next to contract the HFM disease.
help me.


off to homework.

photos of today's Revo-session.
ignore the retardedness.


our group shots :)


rrrr-runie, annie pooh, and moo :)


try giving captions for these two photos. you may get a prize ;)


like, so nice right? :)

__________

and yeah, i have not touched ANY of my homework. like, im so dead tomorrow. look at the damn time now. imma turn myself in already, yes. NIGHT. love you :)

Short Post:
i finally know how Jayden felt at that period of time. but no, im not going to remove that post and whatsoever. just wait for it to rot in the archives alright? i dont feel like retaliating anymore. dramas are like knocking on my door recently and i hate it. dumb blog entries, people, and Revo. just dont be SO sensitive, can you guys do that?

like, okay fine i know what im doing and i know my mistakes. so can you guys just shut up for now and let me have peace? like, this is the thing i really need right now, now, NOW.

FUCK OFF PLEASE.

and i flared at Norman. im so sorry dude.
im in a terrible mood. right now.

i want to talk to you. you're not there.

MOO SAYS LUCKY PEOPLE CAN GET TO SMS HIM AS HIS PHONE LINE IS CRAZY. AND IM LIKE ONE OF THE LUCKY ONES, SO YAY :D yeah like im so-not now. i misunderstood it. i guess the lucky ones are the ones he can sms, and not the ones that can sms him. hah.
and Moo is so spastic, taking off my shoes and throwing them around. i finally found a partner to be spastic with. but yeah, he turns me off sometimes. dont be sad :) and oh oh oh, this guy is so retarded that he went damn ecstatic when he choreographed Shake. he was like telling me over MSN:
Moo: FYO
Moo: IM SO HAPPY
Fiona: OOOH WHYY
Moo: COME GIVE BIG PAPA A HUG 1ST!!!
Moo: *MSN hug emotion*
yes, he was so high last night, just because of Shake.

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oh, i forgot. i am selected to perfom on FD Cultural Ignites! yaye :) and Revo is like, gonna rush down to Tampinese with me after our performance at Grassroots. so love them.

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and really, what you say doesnt matter now.

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and yeah, about the drama on my blog?
i mean like, those are merely casual remarks of mine. you guys are just maybe poking your noses too deep into it? i DO know how spam-inviting they are and i even put up a disclaimer there. What Are Disclaimers For? you people are just being too paranoid if you think that im blogging about you. i was blogging it like, on general views. anyway, if you felt this way, it means what? guilty? scared? i mean like, why are you guys being so sensitive? i know what a blog is and i know its open to public. since i blogged about such things, maybe you guys should be the one to shut up and all yeah? you people are making it big when it all wasn't meant to be. i know and i have the feeling of girls out there bitching about THAT dumb blog entry, like, it's so natural. and anyway, if you are not sure if i am talking about you or not, dont jump into conclusions. you want to know who it is? like, smart people out there invented something called MSN and email? and yadayada. so sorry for those who are offended and all. yeah. bye.

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mmm. and Shake was good.
Moo is hot. but not as hot as *ahem* :D
hey tell you what Moo, you're like those kind that i can date, but never last long with. HAHA. that was random, so yeah. lol.

i dont want anything to fall apart so yeah. be strong.