When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

im going off to chalet soon.
wont be back until tomorrow evening.

dont miss me,
BUT MISS ME okay?

:D

i love Eelin.
i love Shimin.
i love Brenda.
i love Richie.
i love Dixie.
i love Xiaocao.
i love LOLA :)
i love ALL OF YOU!!

i feel very lovey today. heehee.

crazy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DIXIE! x)

NOTE:
to avoid any complaint letters or innocent-minds-pollution, the following post is only to be read by readers who are at least 15 years of age or have reached their physical maturity. thanks :)

something small and idiotic happened.
heck with it. it's okay now anyway.

CIP at Bukit Batok Home for the Aged. brought the old folks to the nearby coffeeshop while the other half of the class brought the others to Westmall. well well, chatted with this uncle whose family is in Shanghai and no one visits him. sigh.
then brought them back, interacted with another uncle who speaks rather fluent English and Japanese. wow. he told us about the WWII. yeah, and he's like so much more interesting than Mdm Yehidaah! he actually explained every little single detail about it. he even knows all the Japanese soldiers' names that took charge of Singapore, Malaya, Indonesia etc. one thing that irritated me was that he said i looked like a 10-year-old and looked like a boy. =_= goodness. he also said Albert looked like an 11-year-old, and said that we teenagers nowadays are very baby-faced. if we looked like 11 and 10-year-olds, then what is Llewyn and Zhengming? 4 years old? a baby? LOL.
and did i mention that Junkang told the uncle that im his girlfriend?! my God. he asked the uncle in Hokkien: my girlfriend pretty right? then the uncle replied: pretty! pretty!
shit him. he still dare to say that it's because he's handsome then the uncle said im pretty. goodness. GTH KANGKANG.

it rained. heavily. grrrh.
cold. humid.

Ms Janet Tan didnt come today.
three free periods. wheee.

Albert said that the bigger the penis, the louder the voice. or did he mean the lower the voice? HAHA. it's bullshit but he made it sound like as if it's a fact. lol. indirectly, he's implying that he has a big one. LOL. being abit off today, i ping-pong-ed back to him..

me: why for compare the sizes of your penises? as in like, what's the point? the penis too big then it cannot fit into the vagina how?
nn: *wtf face* walao, where got lidat wan.
me: seriously lah. how to fit in you tell me.
nn: how you expect the girl to know that her boyfriend's penis too big to fit.
me: when he strip lah!
*darrell cuts in*
darrell: hah? take off clothes liao then tell the guy his penis too big ah?
me: hm, yah? HAHAHA!
nn & darrell: *laughs*

Niaoniao (Albert) and Kangkang (JK) were cracking male-jokes on the bus, while me and Eelin were so fortunate enough to sit in front of them. we were literally laughing our asses and heads off that made the sec2s turn around to stare at us a number of times. LMAO.
the featured one:
nn: eh, cheese is made from milk right?
me: yah, duh.
kk: eh, sia lah. your neh so hard. all your milk become cheese liao ah?
el & me: *lorl (laugh out real loud)*
Albert just rocks. haha :D

sigh, there are only two tickets for me for this Sunday's finals. gah! sadeds :( it's either Shimin or my mom going along with me. that day's gonna be loooong. 4 rounds, 4 hours with a 30-minute break in between. the contestants will sure be really tired after that night. hah. i have confidence in ZY! haha, gambatte! x)

tests coming up! argh.
Physics tomorrow!
E Math tomorrow!

Chalet tomorrow! :)


I CANT WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
COUNTDOWN: 17 DAYS.

I CANT WAIT FOR EL&FYO'S JOINT PARTY.
COUNTDOWN: 16 DAYS.
:D


DIXIE'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! :D
turning 17. meow.

*think back*

...

:)


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BUI!
buddy Guishan turns 15 today! hahaha :)

i just cant wait to do my IC ;p
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this entry shall be long, and entertaining.
i hope :D
the combination that is about to be posted are not inter-linked to one another. so yah, dont get mixed up when my post proceeds to the next topic. wahaha :P


first up, CAMPUS SUPERSTAR PREVIEW.
it shall all be photos, photos, photos! haha.

Zhengning and Fiona :)


we're just trying to play a fool.


all 20 contestants with the hosts. SPOTLIGHT!


without spotlight.


the four finalists with the hosts.


and that Jayden didnt style his hair either. he looked very gu-niang from his backview. HAHA! almost couldn't recognise him until he turned around lol. yah.


just look at the crowd at the reception. ugh, i could barely breathe there. puik*


Eileen's darling Yinwei. haha :)


argh! Yuyang ran away! :(


Zhengning and me again.


look look look, at the center of attention.


Zhiyang and me; guess where were we. haha :P

and i think what they said on the preview was true: Zhiyang is very talkative. LOL. seriously hahaha. his dad offered to send me home, so we were in the car with two of his cousins, Rebecca and Betty. they, especially him, talked all the way non-stop even when i arrived at my place, they haven't stopped. haha. funny :D

and OH, i forgot the include that i sat at the fourth row from the front! wheets, super close to the stage. heehee :) argh, that Jayden was seated one row in front of me though. blah! haha.



next, something to share with you people. as you people may have guessed it, yes, it's the Twits net-language im gonna talk about! hahaha. okay ignore that. this is just a simple, yet educational MSN conversation between Jayden and me :) haha.

jay: my old blog and this blog is totally diff loh
me: LOL same here
jay: haha
jay: weee
me: i actually post ALMOST like a twit when i was sec 1
me: wahahaa
me: so funny man
jay: hahahahhaa
jay: it's like... "those were the days man"
me: posts like: hMmzZ..d0nno if he ish okAy an0ts..
jay: i dUuiNncH kNoWee LeiIZxxx
me: omg
me: HHAHA
jay: argh
jay: i suck at it
jay: haha
me: HEY i saw a blog.. this girl types DONT as 'duunchxx'
me: LOL
me: try to pronounce!!
jay: hahahaha
me: i had fun pronouncing it man
jay: HAHHAHa
me: iitZ sh0 c0oL dE nEhhXz
jay: i hate it when you is EUU
jay: haha
me: lmao
me: still got IIU UE EU YEU YOO
me: lol
jay: dORtZ.. sOuNndxx LYkEe EEEWWWWW lORx~*!
me: LOL GOT EW!
jay: bUt aCtuAlly tYpiNG iN BiG aND smAll iS quiTe fuN tiLL thE tWiTS cAmE aBoUt
jay: haha
me: yA l0rHxz..sh0 siAnzZ
jay: i uSeD to TyPeD likE thAt
jay: lOL
me: 0oH sAmE heRe!! xP
me: lol
jay: Omg.. i wOndEr hoW pPLE tyPe thE O As 0
jay: lol
me: hahha
me: i was used to it lol
me: i used to type my name as Fi0NA
me: wahaha
jay: ii h4t3 tW1tSSzz
jay: hahaha
me: those were the days...the days..
jay: weird weird..
jay: lol
jay: we ACtuAlly can blog about this
jay: lol
me: lol u want??
me: HAHA

* * CUT * *
and, so here it is. hahaha :D



now, talk about me and today! haha.
i've been slacking during Chinese lessons recently. and my dark panda eyes are getting more and more and more obvious. AGH. maybe due to the late nights cos of CSS. haha. but they'll go away soon, cos it's only a few days to go to the Finals! wooots i can't wait, and im nervous! haha. hope Zhiyang can go all out and do a good job up there then :)
i gotta pull up my stinky socks!
it was Kaixiang's birthday yesterday :) good fella, just turned 16! grrrh. i have to wait for another to reach my sweet sixteen. sigh. haha. well well.. Dixie's 17th will be this Friday! hahaha. give that meow a scratch. teeheehee. blah whatever.
had a nice time playing basketball today. except the part when Ian and Kenric came in to disturb. grrh! yah, then went to have my SC meeting.. then went to the back court again. took the bus with brother Jamesss back home.

i really want to enter Temasek Poly!

my MP3 player seriously needs new songs!

Sim Shi Min hurt my left shoulder blade this afternoon while playing basketball. it's very, ouch. im so-gonna kick her big-booty arse and kill her. BWAH, it's so painful now like nobody's business! x'(

im so fucking confused and dont know what to do.
grrrh. hate it.

im supposed to have loads more to say but i somehow forgotten them. GAH.

i feel very restless now.
haha.

i think im gonna write songs soon. i find myself writing songs, and not poems already. hahaha. influenced :P but it's cool alright! heehee. maybe gonna find a composer in the future to help me, as i dont do musical instruments. haha, wheee.

and did i mention Lindsay Lohan's Confessions of a Broken Heart MTV is very weird? yuck :/

INITIAL D! :)

i love the facial expressions of Edison.

i love Shawn's hair.

i love Jay's smile.

i love the three of them!! :D


watched the movie at my Granduncle's place. it's his 60th birthday today! :) big big family; so crowded down there. haha. Uncle Bertram, Andrew and Yongxin were there. Aunty Jade wasn't cos she left for Perth already. sads. so many of them are overseas! i havent seen Jade's eldest brother for at least 3 years already! i think i forgot how he looked like already :( hope they can come back real soon.
and we ladies all recieved a stalk of rose each. so nice :) so there are three stalks of roses in a vase at the dining hall now. haha.



desperates. in other words; despos.

do you ever had a problem of strangers adding you on Friendster? strangers as in, they're not connected closely to you, they dont even know you (and you dont know them, duh), and they have no link, at all, to you. yes? of course.

apparently, everyone faces this problem.

these kind of people.. they have several possible reasons, or motives for adding you anonymously or randomly.
- they sincerely want to know you.
- they want to know you.
- they want you to know them.
- they add for fun.
- they want to make their number of friends look nice.
- they want sex.

seriously. the above are true.
i dont know whether these people really have nothing better to do or what. im fine with those people who sincerely wants to know me, but if you turn me off, that's an exception. im also alright with my school juniors adding me. as for the rest, i dont really have the interest and time to entertain these people.
i have at least 20-30 friends on my list that are total strangers to me and we never talked or messaged. there are several ones that i deleted due to their Friendster photos turning me off. but they are so observant and persistant that they tried to add me for the second and third time. none tried the fourth. haha.

*as for the popular people like all the CSS contestants, Joshua, Shawn etc. they are an exception, use your common sense*

the most irritating people, are the ones who added me, and after that, they claim that im the one who added them when i asked who they are.
this sounds DAMN familiar right??

funny people all around.
oh come on, can you people make friends in a proper manner if you want to?


yeah.. pardon me for the extra foul mood in this post as it's alreayd late at night. hahaha. okay.. but i need to say something about what happened just, just now, like 15mins ago? yup.

i really pity Zhiyang :(
he's always spammed with up to 55 MSN conversations per time he logs in. (OKAY, i know Adriano had 60+, but now im talking about Zhiyang.) yeah, and i cant imagine that scene. because i cannot even handle 10 for myself, not to mention 50. haha.

life is very hectic, for a CSS contestant. or should i say, for a popular (local) person. yup. his number of friends in Friendster boosted from a 300 plus to a 1000 plus within 2 months. and so does the boost apply on his MSN contacts. haha. he said he could handle, so nevermind it :)

yeah, we side-tracked abit. now turn back.
there's this innocent little girl who added me on both Friendster and MSN. note the emphasis. i was kind enough to accept her on both sides too. yup, by her nickname i know her name. and yup, by her personal message i know that she's a FAN of Zhiyang. the whole conversation is very comical. i dont know whether to laugh (cos she's still a girl) or explode in anger (cos she's ...). if you followed one of my previous recent posts, you will understand what is going on:

me: hi hu r u
her: i m ...
her: i add u in friendster
her: can u pls accept me?
me: its obvious that u r ...
me: im askin hu r u.not ur name
her: i tink i probably add u bcoz we hv e same idol
her: u like junyang or zhiyang de ar?
me: hmm. im his friend.
her: oic

then she asked me to accept her on friendster again.

her: i add u in friendster
her: can u accept me
me: i can of course.

then..

me: and i don like jy. i like sugi.

hehe :)

her: but u like zhiyang rite?
me: thts outta the question; duh.
her: ohh gd
her: i oso like
her: i oso like
me: yah its v obvious that u like him
her: y?

apparently, her personal message was:
HU WILL WIN IN E FINAL OF E CAMPUS SUPERSTAR NEHZ? IT IS NT EXCITED AT ALL..COZ I NOE TT ZHIYANG SURE WIN DE..RITE?YA!!TT'S RITE.
and her dp is ZY, so it's very obvious :)

her: oh kk
her: hey zhiyang de msn izit willyngeorge@msn.com?
me: yah u added him?
her: yupp but din c him online b4
her: he so late den online
me: what can u expect. he's busy.
her: i noe
her: hey if u c him online
her: can u help me sumthin?
me: yah?
her: help me ask him 2 accept me in friendser

okay. im sure Zhiyang will have tonnes of emails from Friendster so he'll bound to check his Friendster account at least once in a while. however, she's just so kancheong.

her: alot of dayz le. he haven accept.
me: he v long nv come online leh,wad u think.
her: oh really?
her: but friendster there put 24hours
me: u believe ar?
her: but his blog also got update lehz
me: he update blog doesnt mean he will check his email right
her: ohh
her: u sae until like i veri wu zhi (ignorant) lehz

okay.. that was rather harsh :/
so i decided to talk sense..

me: he so busy..he'd rather update his blog let us know a little abt him first what.
her: oic kk

then.. something happened.

her: oh den can u help me rite testi?
me: uh..when i dont even know u?
her: yaa
me: wad do u expect from me
her: sae i veri gd
me: huh?

i was trying to hold back..

her: sae i m a veri gd person
me: huh??

i almost exploded.

her: haha, wusuowei (anything)
her: help me rite pls...
me: tell me good reasons why
her: hey i gtg le, bye
me: oh.bb.

i know it's a little rude of me posting this chat up. but (agreeing with Jayden) this is MY BLOG. i find this conversation very comical. AT LEAST I DIDNT REVEAL HER NICE NAME. yeah whatever. if you guys really read it, you'll understand why i find it amusing, and infuriating :) hahaha.
it's so busy being popular.

okay, NITE! :D

did i mention i want to be a vampire? :)
for those slow people, it's been in my profile for a long time. if you're even slower, im referring to the profile which is at the navigation on the right. HAH. okay whatever.

UNDERWORLD EVOLUTION is nice.

i simply love vampires okay. heehee.

and for those slow ones again, yes, i deleted the previous post.
why? because it's extra.

happy day today :D
laughed my ass out. yes, literally. hung out with Dixie, Eelin and Richie today. went to see Richie cut his hair! hahaha. he got caught, while Dixie didnt. so unfair. haha. anyway, so we were at the salon, and the auntie said we had to wait for another 20 minutes.. so we got out. since we were lingering around Dixie's home, Eelin and i pestered him to go up and take a seat. haha. he was rather reluctant (or i think he was just pretending) at first, then finally he said, "okay, shall we go then?" haha! so funny.
and so we went upstairs. i transferred all my MP3 songs over to his computer and i planned to copy his Linkin Park songs over to mine. haha yeah, then.. Dixie's da korkor came back. then got off the computer and watched Dixie and Richie play a PS soccer game, until i almost dozed off. lol. lucky there's Kaixiang to sms to keep me awake! mwahaha :) SADEDS I CANT GET LP'S SONGS! x( he has the whole Reanimation album inside man~ grrrh. haha. yup, so... after awhile, we went down. then Richie cut his hair. went to the coffeeshop sit down talk talk. competed each other's Chinese and took turns to read the Chinese menu of a particular stall. LOL. so fun and funny. hahaha! stupid also. there's wasn't any people there and we were laughing out heads off.
we got bored after awhile.. then we headed to.. West Coast Park! hehehe. yupp. on the way there, met Norman, Jason and Ryan. haha. that was extra. yup, so on the way, the two guys just cant stop talking. cant stop crapping. cant stop making a fool of themselves! Eelin and i were laughing all the way until we arrived at WC, we were still laughing. LMAO. so dumb. Richie and Dixie are really crap okay! hahaha. i didnt know Dixie could be so crazy, lol.
walk-walk-ed there, crapped as well. oh, did i mention i made Dixie carry my bag all the while? haha, so bad of me. lol. okay, so we were walking.. then Richie had this dumb idea of hiding from Dixie and Eelin. then we ran to Macs. haha. then, i lost him! crap lah. then went to find the two of them, cos my phone was in my bag. lols. yeah, then met up with Richie.. went inside Macs again to get a drink. when we came out, TADA! we met Zoe! yes the fishball Zoe! lol (ignore that). yeah then we were about to rush to climb up the pyramid thing when.. my dad called.
grrrh.
told me he's gonna pick my sister and i up from school at 6.30pm! and that time was like, 5.28pm? shucks. so we were loitering around.. Zoe was waiting for Norman and gang, so the four of us took a taxi back to Clementi. thanks to Dixie for paying the fare, and so sorry that he had to go all the way to Clementi, just to find out that all of us were heading home and he had to take a bus back home again :( sadssss.

thanks loads for today! it cheered me up a lot :)

Kaixiang sprained his ankle again and didnt attend school. slept at Yelay's house man! wow. these guys can like, go anywhere. haha. hope he can walk by now. haha :)

ooh, i forgot to mention that i played with Dixie's hamster and cat as well. wheeeee so cute! :D the cat is so big already, like omg. hahaha.

i want to go to BNCO'05 committee chalet!! x)
hope my dad allows.

ticket for CSS preview: checked :)
hope i could get the tickets for finals. i asked for SIX. gah. my mom's bringing her friends. hahaha. crazy.

and, the cat video SUCKS.
stop circulating it! x(

meow.

[edit]
just uploaded two of my previous blogskins on Blogskins.com. the Sectumsempra and Linkin Park ones :D
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i feel happy :)
and i feel sad :(

happy that Zhiyang got 35.5 for his performance yesterday! he was so hot, as commented from friends. lol. im so elated that Zhiyang's in the finals!


yes i am :D

im sad. sad that Adriano got eliminated.


but he's still as cute as ever! haha. jiayou.

..and this is what happens when you appear on tv, when you get the highest score for the performance, and popular:

mobbed :(

im happy, that i just got back my MP3 player back today! haha. Mr Murali actually forgot that he confiscated it from me. i went up to him asking for it and he was like, "OH, so it is yours! i was like wondering whose MP3 player is this, lying in my drawer.." LOL :) oh well. heh.

im sad, cos the sec5 lost their soccer match today. haha, not the losing part, but Dixie hurt his left eyelid, like OUCH x( blah. a slit across the eyelid. bled. blue-black. *ssszz* dumb Ian said he looks like a cat. he cannot dao people for the moment. HAHA :P

happy, im getting back on track again!
sad, im worried i'll side track, again, soon.. hah.

im happy, cos im enjoying my singlehood! :)
sad, cos im confused :(

something to share with you people. enjoy.



the following is rated NC15 :)


NITE :D

do you like anonymous people adding you on Friendster or MSN Messenger? maybe you like the feeling of someone adding you, but,
do you really like it?

i personally dont really like it.

it is very easy and obvious what the person's name is, just by looking at his/her MSN nickname or email, isn't it?
emails like trwfiona@hm, fionatrw@yahoo
or nicknames like gArY:i hate you. , j0sH~~*
blabla..

so it's easy to see that if im adding someone, my name is Fiona. and it's also easy to see that when someone's adding me, i can see that they can be addressed as Gary, Josh and so on and on.

what i dont like, is when this happens (after some stranger adds me):

gArY: hello!
me: hi, who are you?
gArY: im gary.

and my next reply will ALWAYS be:

me: im asking WHO ARE YOU, not your name.

and then the stranger(s) will either stop talking to me or will start to explain to me who they are.


however, some of those who made the effort to explain who they are, happens to have no link with me at all; be it through friends or relatives. like:

me: so do i know you, you know me?
boi: erm.. you dont know me de. i dont know you also.
me: oh, how did you find me?
boi: saw you on friendster then add lor.. do you mind?
me: okay.... erh, nope.
boi: can make friends?

then i dont reply anymore.


another situation, is where the person knows me but i dont know them! ah it's scary! im sure this is very common to you readers out there:

me: so do i know you, you know me?
someone: haha.. i dont think you know me.. but i know you. haha..
me: ... okay....

i freak out. until i figure out who the person is. :/


and this situation happened just recently, ever since i became a senior of the batch of students who are younger than me in the school. in other words, 1992s and 1993s blabla.. yup, and so they happily added me on MSN Messenger. you know, nowadays these kids people type fanciful nicknames and emails that you dont even know their name!
nicks like: ZHIYANG ROCKS! (hehe xP), i am so upset, i love you
emails like: punch_yr_face, gothicmoi92, darrling1992

okay fine, i accepted their request. since they're online, it's either they made the effort to say 'hi' to their new friend (me), or i will make the kind effort to say 'hi, hu r u' to them. in this situation, im a little lenient on telling me their name:

me: hi hu r u
girl: hi.. im jeanette.
me: uh, okay.. how are we related?
girl: haha, im ur junior in school.. ctss :)

since she gave a smiley face, i'll be friendly :)

me: okay. which class?

then they'll tell me their class blablabla.. and i WILL still dont know them. therefore, it's either i delete their contact without blocking them (so they can still talk to me) as i need space for more contacts, or put them under the CTSS - JUNORS group in my contacts.


people are just so funny, aren't they?
my advice to all of you: please learn how to introduce yourself properly so that you wont agitate people like me :) exactly how? figure it out yourself. hah.

** names are randomly inserted.


good night world :D

wheeets!

just watched myself on tv. haha. CSS repeat on Channel U. i look so crazy! especially the part when they announced Zhiyang's result. hahs.

ooh, Zhiyang came to my house yesterday! haha. he requested me to design a message board for his school's noticeboard. it was supposed to be 120cm by 120cm, which is so friking big. i ended up got something smaller, but still big. lol okay whatever. he liked it! that's the important thing. haha :) and ooh! he tagged me as well! haha.

shots! click for full size.

one of the blotters.


my favourite splat! :D


Zhiyang Zhiyang superstar, confirm confirm JIU SHI TA! :D


the whole thang :)

yeah and that is my first time trying out the splats and blotters. it came out real fine! heh.

- REPLIES! -
everyone: MY POST ROCKS!! :D
jayden: yeah! you look so funny when u tie ur hair lol :P
huihiang: yeah poor eyes! :( heh.
ian: yeah twitty me! lol. nah i wont :)
ZHIYANG: haha :) jiayou on Monday!
zn: MEOW! x) yeah baby, laugh! hahaha.

okay, im going out! :D ciao.

ever imagined yourself, being a twit-hater, being a twit yourself? im so god damn bored. ooh, the cam's just next to me. hmmm, why not take some shots huh? *picks up camera* teeheehee.

i didnt expect the shots to turn out this way. which is, OMGYM (credits to Jayden for this nice phrase, haha) so friking funny!! roflmao! :D not to mention that my sister kept laughing at me while i was taking the shots of the fake-twit-me. LOL. well well, that proves that I'M NATURALLY NOT A TWIT! haha. im so proud of it :)

*WARNING*
ALL TWITS, PLEASE TURN AWAY. now.
or else you'll get so-turned off by me. i would like to see those who appreciates my shots to give comments. tags which contains twitish-vulgarities are strictly unwelcomed. i may turn off some other male twits as well, so if you think that im some hot and sexy female twit down here posing for you, im sorry, reduce the size of those wide eyes and go back to sleep. HAHA!

you must be at least 15 years of age to view the following :)


let's start off with the famous KITTY POSE! :D



cAnn ii sEduuce yeuu? xP


woohoo, the pouting mouth!

smauckzx! ^.^v


and i realised they like to use their index fingers to poke into their cheeks to make them look even fatter.

*p0ke p0ke* duncchx ii l00k fAt? haiishxz.. =((


the good-old number 1 to 10 :)

ahahaha. common in nE0priiNtzx nEhx! suuper kAwaiix! :)


oh oh oh! not forgetting this of course! ...

i look so ghostly. and my eyes actually hurt after taking the shot. ouch! i admire their endurance to take the pain. gosh :/


so...

people! just be yourself! :D


P.S.
those shots suck real bad. i make a lousy twit! or is it that all twits look this bad? :) heehee. twits, i know you know really well that you look this bad. sigh. i'll pray for you.

au revior :)

just browsed through the sites of Singapore Poly and Temasek Poly. i found a great course offered by.. TEMASEK! yeah. gonna beg my dad to allow me to apply for TP next year haha. my parents are reluctant to let me go there cos if its location; Tampinese. and i still have to take a bus to the campus after arriving at the MRT station. lol. even if the tutorials start at 8 or 9, i still have to leave the house like 6 or 7 plus. damn, but i want to go!! :) and :( blah.

goodness. ive been slacking in my work recently. WAKE UP, FIONA! okay, trying. argh. i'd better not be letting my grades go down the hill for the upcoming tests and exam. bwah! hell.

Math, Math, Math and MORE Math.
screw Ms Tan :)

i just realised how much i miss my Primary schoolmates. aww.

my feet keep getting cramps today. so irritating. the kinda cramp that the front part of your foot feels like its curling towards the front. ew. hate it. ah! again! x(

ooh and i just surfed Laselle SIA's site not long ago as well. really cool school. but i dont think i can get in; cos of my laziness and a little bit lack of original creativity, haha. just by reading the way how they are going to train the students already gave me the pressure. lol. TP is the best :)

yada-blabla.
im supposed to have loads to say today. but all slipped outta my mind.

ooh, i just realised i have the same hair length and layer-style as Jayden. haha! we may just look the same if i styled my hair the same as his. lol. crazy. his hair rocks okay, though a little bit girly-like; what people commented. haha.
i miss my short hair.
my Gatsby solid is like, rotting at a corner of the house? poor thing :( feel like playing with it later. haha. planning on changing my hair style every half a year from now on. lol, that'll be fun fun fun! wahaha. hair should have grown back by the time of 6months, with the help of my good shampoo products. lol.

CRAP.

argh im so restless. no one to crap with. LOLA is away :( and that Klemon doesn't seem to have the sian-ness to crap with me either. lol. whatever.

i feel like doing soooo many things now.
except for homework. ARGH.



but i still have to do them anyway.
hm.




...




okay im gonna do them now.
BYE :)

woah, i think im not supposed to be out from home today at all. eveything didnt go right for me today in school. totally. hah.

felt uncomfortable in class after the class break. i told Eelin i predicted the coming. and it effing came. hah! okay im so-psychic :P then yada-blabla. thanks to Wenqian, cos she saved me :)

was totally out of focus today in class. moreover, it's Math. agh! couldn't absorb 50% of the lesson. damned teacher. she's like talking to herself. im not the only one who thinks this way. it's like, what the heck is she blabbering about man? grrrh.
was really pissed at her during class.

Inequalities, Quadratic and Linear equations, Factorisation, Completing the square, whatever General Solution blah! she's crap. didnt join in the cake eating either.

because,
Benghong gave me and Eelin a treat @ Pizzahut! thanks man. all because i won him during the previous A or E Math test. mwahaha.

okay something random.
whenever i blog or rant about some stuff that are troubling me, i will tend to be very indirect and may mislead anyone of you guys out there that i was or am referring to you.
right, let me get this clear: whenever i blog or rant about things, once that post is very indirect without any appearances of any names at all, dont come confront me about it. this is my blog; where i express my feelings. im already giving face to people for not including their names in the ranting posts of mine. if you confront me about the incident, apologise or comment on it (be it you're doing it directly or indirectly), be it whether you are the one im referring to or not, you are just trying to piss me off even further.
my point is, ignore my ranting/indirect pin-pointing posts. just read, and do nothing else. thank you very much :) this random part is a rant.

ooh, and Jayden's on TV! hahaha. woah-hoh, wearing other school's uniform to get into mdc's studio so they can get the front seat during CSS. lol. funny people. hey man, i got it video-recorded :)

oh, i forgot to include that Llewyn bought the wrong box of sweets for me today. hoho, that may be a bad thing if im in a really bad mood. haha :P

gah! St John tomorrow.

deleted the previous post. bah.

one more hour before i'll be leaving this house and off to mdc. i hope things will turn out well today :) worried for Zhiyang. it's a really difficult song to sing and dance at the same time. hah. all the best to him tonight!

FINALLY A FORT MINOR BLOG SKIN!!
nice? :D

song: Red to Black.
my fave song, and fave colours!
wheeets :P

Melissa can't stop listening to FM's Kenji since i sent her the whole album just now. grrrh. she turns nice songs into irritating noises.

oh and check out FM's website. V COOL FLASH ANIMATIONS.
http://www.fortminor.com/

and i miss LOLA! no one to crap with me online for one whole boring holiday ): i hope he doesn't forget my gifts, or else i'll skin him alive when he returns.
mwahaha x)

update later, ciao.


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PHOTOS ARE UP ON MY FRIENDSTER PROFILE.
im just lazy to post them here :b

zhiyang zhiyang shang shang shang!
kuai ge man ge ni zui bang!

CONGRATS TO ZY MAKING INTO TOP 6!!
:D

a photo with Alejandro: checked.
wheeeets-

very elated.

NITE, WORLD. x)
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after much hesitation, here are some of the photos! :D


magdalene! new friend :)


this is jayden :)


ALEJANDRO! finally.


yiyuan! :D


zhiyang! wheeets sexy.


hey hey hey. yuyang! :)


and of course not to leave out an exclusive photo of Adriano!
LOL :D

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i just got three books by James Herbert from the library. really cool books (as read from the blurbs). gonna read them later on :) it's been very, very, very long ever since i flipped a book. haha.

im the Scribe for the Cyber Wellness committee for my school. argh. shouldn't have agreed on going for the workshop man! now i gotta do these minutes! grrrh. gotta promote and sell this cyber thingy to the school. BIG Project, yeah.

i miss my MP3 player x(

window-shopped at Suntec with Eelin today. my legs are tired from all the walking lol. and she's enjoying playing Pool at Jo's house. haha. too bad i have to go home! blah. met Hiro and Leon at City Hall, then alighted at Jurong East with them. parted there as well. haha. crappy boys.

woohoo! got back my report book yesterday.
let me see if i can remember my results..
English - C5
Chinese - E8
Humanities - F9
A Math - A1
E Math - A1
Chemistry - A1
Physics - B4 (i think)
L1R5 - 21

hahaha! and not to mention i got the highest for A Math okay! 98.0, weehee :) i gotta brush up on my English, seriously. oh and guess what? the average score for Chinese of my class is 39.5! apparently, the whole class failed the CA1. that's very 'ha-ha-ha'. OH, my Geog is pure crap! i cant score well cos im too lazy to write, write and write x( haha. i gotta buck up, buck up, buck up! not sure about my Physics, but i know im at the borderline, cos im only good at practical, not (and NEVER) good at theory. heh :P
i so-very satisfied with my Chemistry and both Maths. i achieved half of my goals! yay! gotta go forward even more! wahaha. studying seems so fun to me suddenly. Mother Tongue is an exception though :x

i want Temasek Polytechnic!!
so far leh..
hm, Singapore Poly!
quite convenient..
yeah, got quite a number of courses also.
but i want Temasek!!
ARGH-!

lol, someone kill me.

two more days to Monday!
Zhiyang will be M1. which means we may most prolly be seating behind the judges. wahaha! whatever. Tian Yu Di (Heaven and Earth) by Energy! uber fast song. haha.
support him, 1900-112-7701. hahs :)

watch the repeat of this week's Monday's show at 10.00AM tomorrow, Channel U!

im hungry. haha, bye!

I LOVE DADDY!
got this email from YanYan :)


When you were 8 years old, your dad handed you an ice cream.
You thanked him by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons.
You thanked him by never even bothering to practise.

When you were 10 years old, he drove you all day from soccer to gymnastics, to one birthday party after another.
You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.

When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.

When you were 14, he paid for a month away summer camp.
You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked him by having you bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car.
You thanked him by taking it every chance u could.

When you were 17, he was expecting an important call.
You thanked him by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, he cried at your highschool graduation.
You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus and carried your bags.
You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm
So you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding,
And he cried and told you how deeply he loved you
You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him.
You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, he quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

If you love your dad, post this to everyone on your contact list putting
"I LOVE MY DAD" as the subject!!!
If you don't...
Then SHAME ON YOU!!!!


i find it very nice :)
i dont really do this kinda things,
so i'd rather post it here haha.

i cant wait for the holidays!
one more day :D

i got three tickets for Monday! yaye :)
it shall be Yuki, Joey and me. yup.
go for it, Zhiyang!

FINAL FANTASY VII
advent children.

it rocks, totally.

got some dumb cyber-wellness thing tml at Nan Hua Sec. dont know whats going on either.
hah.

something's irritating me.
why cant you guys just be yourselves?
stop trying to be so good,
stop trying to gain my attention,
stop acting,
in front of me!

whew. i got it out of me.

meow.

LAUGHING BAGS :D

haha. unlucky, but laughable.
my mp3 got confiscated by Mr Murali today. getting it back on the Monday when school reopens, OMG. i cant record CSS anymore! grrrh. anyway, Alicia's gonna record it for me :)

something so funny happened during Chinese lol.

OKAY, MDC UPDATE!


Zhengning, Eileen, me & Shimin :)


superstars on stage for rehearsal. Zhiyang's off stage! haha.


me and my friend :D face so white lol.

we weren't supposed to take any photos while in the studio. however, i managed to sneak a lot of shots during the free time when we were practicing those cheering and applause and when the superstars were getting ready, like the second photo. hahaha.
IT WAS GREAT FUN OVER THERE!
was kinda late when i entered the studio as Yuki and Joey were LATE. hahaha. so i got the corner seat :( however, i was spotted a few times on tv by my friends lol. they said i looked crazy. haha! i have to see myself on Saturday then :b
Shimin sat at a different place cos she couldn't see the stage properly. i guess i have to go in earlier next time! i have difficulty watching the show as well haha.


YOU DID VERY WELL, ZHIYANG!
so proud of you x)
you were so cute waving at me LOL.


im so sad at the same time.
WHY DID RENFRED GET IN?
i want Yiyuan :'(

cant wait for the next recording.

crapped with Eelin, Huihiang and Van at umbrella area today. so funny lol. my mp3 got taken away there as well :( oh well well, guess that's it. GEOG TEST TMR! arhhh-

and my flu is just getting worse.

MISUSED
misplaced.

im so-in-love with Nickelback's Far Away.
great song by a great band! heh :)

oh, i've just been told that my blog was visited by Zhiyang during his free times. and said i should be honoured. lol, yes i am! x) linked him up here already as well. hah.

and thanks you all for finding my board very nice! hahaha. i didnt expect it as it is still not up to my standard yet. haha. i was out of resources so i gotta use what i have. lol. pathetic glitters, but it all turned out well :) thank you guys!
im glad Zhiyang likes it too! :D

i should start on my Physics already.
wont have time tomorrow. haha.
Tue - Physics
Wed - Geog, Chem, and Eng (this is hell man)
tests, tests and more tests coming up for the coming week! oh man, cant they let go of us already. it's the last week and next are the holidays! wheee~ haha. we gotta endure.

i feel like changing my blog song again!
crazy girl.

and Dalton is my lola partner .aka. pigass.
laught out loud-

SO FAR AWAY
i loved you all along. i miss you.

my head's in a mess.
i'll just enter what i can think of.

Spirited Away rocks.
how i wish Animes can come to life :)

Sun Moon!
great restaurant.

mama bought me a set of two dolls!
the Corpse Bride and the Groom.
they so-rock :D
thanks!

i feel so sick.
ugh :(

terrible.
gah!

dad's coming back tomorrow!
i cant wait for my camera.

sooo excited!
sooooo excited about MONDAY! x)

i loved you
i loved you all along
i miss you
so keep dreaming
you're so far away
so far away.

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING OUT LOUD.

BE CAREFUL, GIRLS
be very careful.

SICKOS are out there! lurking around!
oh my goodness, gracious.

there's this Sicko Stranger who added me on MSN. just take a look at the conversation we had. i will only highlight on the things he said to save space. i'll just start off with my message:
Me:
who are you?
I m Uncle Gila:
i added you from friendster.
I m Uncle Gila:
you know what, i like your picture in your white top and your black halter neck bra.
I m Uncle Gila:
you look really hot and sexy.
I m Uncle Gila:
hmm, ive got a secret to tel you.. but u are quite young, hope you can accept it.
I m Uncle Gila:
im just going to be honest..
I m Uncle Gila:
when i saw that picture i really felt that you looked sexy and hot.. i got turned on.. and i masturbated.
I m Uncle Gila:
*shy face*
I m Uncle Gila:
sorry.. i tried to control.. but i cannot tahan..
I m Uncle Gila:
i everytime tell girls to wear halter neck bras.
I m Uncle Gila:
the sight of them just turn me on.
I m Uncle Gila:
im telling you.. if i were to see you wearing that in real life, i would run straight to the toilet to masturbate.
I m Uncle Gila:
*shy face*
Me:
*DELETE AND BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK!!*

OMG.
i almost fainted okay!
throughout the whole time i didnt reply only at some intervals as i was doing my board for Zhiyang, when i replied "uh, yah?" or "..."
and the photo he saw was only that simple photo i took with ShiMin! my goodness. SICKOS!! eeeeww it's giving me the creeps~!


i think i'd better delete BASHES from my Friends.


ANYHOW..
I COMPLETED MY BOARD FOR ZHIYANG!! :D



nice nice NICE? x)

wheeee i can't wait for Monday!
he'll be singing Yue Liang Dai Biao Shui De Xin by David Tao :)