When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

WHAT'S THE POINT
yeah, what's the friking point?

so suddenly, it's just so damn sudden,
that i feel so tired. so, very, tired.

it's like everything's crashing on me like nobody's business.
it's like im a cup with water overflowing.
it's like im so stressed up.
it's like i cant think.
it's like im confused.
it's like im so lost.
it's like shit.

first and foremost, schoolwork. yes, i know it's a typical Secondary 3's life. i expected it, but how can you expect me to anticipate teachers that dont teach? Mathematics is killing me. i love Math, but the teacher sucks is not good. telling us how to solve the question is different from teaching, okay. duh. and the homework is flooding like, what the hell. 12 questions on Simultaneous Equations? freak. i almost fainted after 2 and a half questions.
maybe im just sleepy.

secondly. CCA? yeah maybe. SJAB work (and problems) seem to be piling up too. Sec 1 recruitment? oh, dont ask me about it. hell. and what the freak, im in the Youth Affairs Department? grrrh. oh well, i cant control it anyway. we really have to work-out this year, seriously. the members are getting more and more slack and there are more people becoming MIA. St John rocks, but not this school's. i really hope for the best, and that is all i can do.
or am i just too much?

third. im nominated to be P or VP of the SC? Gawd, help me. how was i supposed to know i have to see Mrs Gan today? i was told that i was the only absent one and Mrs Gan's face was really black then. on top of that, i still have to see her on Monday. if she wants to blast me on Monday, im so-not going to take it in. no one informed me, so why blame me? im not eyeing and interested for those positions anyway. it'll just add on to my work, and my dad's nagging.
maybe im just disorganised.

fourth. personal life. i told myself to prioritise my schoolwork, no distractions to obstruct my path. i'd already let go a few of my beloved-s. but im still having the whirl in my head, why?
maybe im just thinking too much.

i just feel like sitting down,
stare into space,
and do nothing.
nothing at all.
i need time.
i need time to take a rest.
take a breather.
yes, a rest.

i felt offended, and i offended people. so, just to say Sorry if you people felt offended by me. there's something really wrong with me today.
maybe it's PMS.
and what's adding on to my misery is..
IM GETTING SO FRIKIN FAT! UGH!!
so just beware and dont provoke me these few days.
thank you so much.

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i mean, thats 50 cents man.
5o cents alot of money!
later you go another shop you save another 50 cents, then you have 1 dollar! and then you go to the dollar store, you'll get something else!

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goodnight.