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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
PILING UP UP UPeverything.
homework. ahh!
tests. AHH!!
dying. lol.WELL DONE, BOYS!
basketball clementi town vs swiss cottage50:37. im so glad :Dyaaaaaam-seng! lol.
that feeling is back again.
i dont know what to do now :/
im gonna get four tickets to MDC!
6th March, wheeets.
support Zhiyang okay! :)i want new shoes.
i want a new bag.
had a really good chat and laughters with Eelin at her housr today. supposed to teach her Math but didnt do much of a help. i did my some of my homework there instead. heh :) what she said is true: my life now is so frikin boring. all i do nowadays are just homework, homework, homework. YES, that means im achieving my New year resolution! thats a good thing x) wheeets, im so happy that im changing. i dont even care about SC and St John that much anymore (omg, why?). dont ask me why, as i dont know either. i just feel like this.
be disappointed in me if you must.i just want a normal life.
i find myself sick of leading.
yeah,
brainwashed.its not fun to be person in the middle, you know. its not comfortable just even by looking or thinking about it. yes you may feel happy of the thought that you are the attention, but it could get too far, annoying..
scary.its not fun sitting on the fence as well. you dont know what you want, thats when you start stressing about what to do next, and what's gonna happen. you need a decision but you cant seem to make it. maybe it will all be alright if you just let it go and think of other matters instead of this.
yes, let it go :)
i feel carefree now.i hope it can stay this way. i dont wish to involve myself voluntarily in anything big from now on. the Council? oh well, if im fated, i will still be in it. if im not, i wont.
okay, now homework, then...
AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL.
FIOZO SAYS SO.