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Monday, January 31, 2005
this is a
fine testimonial i just gave
Dixie.
LOL. check
it out ^^
do tha duckiee dance again!
again again !
haharx. (:
thiss cutiee dixie
came from planet duckiee
quack quack quack
cmon giv his ass a whack
*piak* ouch-- he goes
(oops)where'd he run?no-one noes
come out come out wherever u are
if u wanna be a superstar
cmon do that dance again
encore!encore!!(ouch throat so pain)
ha ha ha haha ha ha ha
yer sexy body makes girls go ga-ga
quack quack quack
now giv his face a smack
oops sorry it hurts so much
want some ointment or more red blush?
aittex fine im crappin loads
but let me finish my testi b4 i really choke;-
hahaha.
bless you.
nice rap/song wadeva it is?
hahahax. [c]opyright ar.. ^^
write me anutha tesii (:
love;-
_ __ fionaa.x*
- - x x - -
gako gako geko piong..
PIONG!
*richie slips and fall... !!*
*poom! piak! (wadeva sound effects la)*
LMAO~
eelin and shimin (
i forgot why) help auntie
mop canteen floor siaax..
then mop mop mop
dixie james richie and other friends playing
catching.
hahahahaha
then dunno why richie
run/walk past..
then sing "gako gako geko piong..
piong--"
*fall down*
hahahahahA!!!
then until go home still
PIONG at each other lol.
go clementi stadium watch bball match
nhs vs hks
hks won~
whahahax
40:42 siaax.
so close.
nhs peeps surely heartbroken~
haizz..
hahax but congrats to
hks (:
juz realise hks number10 is
raphael. haha.
that number8 is
matthew.
haharx eelin wanted to know his name.
dunno why she say she see him b4.
hMmmx.. :P
neber talk much todae.
just walk past..
at least greeted.
haha.
PIONG
byess :D
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Sunday, January 30, 2005
im feelin artsy;
feel like drawing.
im feelin poetic;
ive done two poems.
im feelin restless.
im feelin terrible.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Friday, January 28, 2005
some pictures of the day. hee (:
doggy frm clovis; dragon frm him. so kyoot (:
took tis in e morning before goin to sch.
- - -
todae happi !!
bball; 62:23 against cck ~
weehee ctss won! (:
the last score was damn chio~
cos it was scored in the last second;
0.6s or sth lidat.
i only noe daryl pek shot,
then went the whistle,
then it scored the goal~
whooah all so damn happi siaax :D
soccer; 5:0 !!
omg it was a nice one! ^^
against yuhua.
blablas..
haiyo that james give attitude..
juz bcos i call him squirrel.
hmmms.. *shrug*
playin onli lahx lol..
can see he give that childish look lol.
so happy~
haharx.
byess (:
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005
happy birthday,
brenda.
am i born stupid?
why am i such a fool?
why why why ???
why im so
pentium one??
why?
just
fuckin tell me why??
*
cries*
he was so close
so so so close
around one 15cm ruler length away
just so close.
returns me the comic.
i was seated; he stood
what did i do after that?
look up and talked to him for awhile?
NO.
what did i do??
just turned and talked to jiedeng!
why??
i could have seized the chance to talk to him!
gawwd ...
stupid; he even stood there a little longer.
am i over-reacting or what.
but..
i just cant believe that i didnt even look up and take look at him~
damn.
needa cool down yea..
sighx..
abit confused now really
dehhs...
tml
cts v nhs !!
stupid; i got cip cannot go !!
sighx...
but
cts v cck on friday.
can watch..
next mon
cts v tws.
yars..
he still smiles.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
bball tourny todae.
ctss
lost..
24 : 36
haiz.. but not fret.
there are more comin up.
im sure they'll do their very best then (:
next one is.. this friday i guess.
against
cck.
hmms..
ya.
didnt really talk to him todae
only offered him some popcorn chicken
but he too full neber eat
wells..
he did `mutter a 'hi'
with a little signal of his palm..
hmms..
dunno abt it..
at least he opened his mouth.
sigh ... ? =/
woohoo ~
got saiyuki song le ^^
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Monday, January 24, 2005
tml
B division boys tourny
me gonna watch heh..
vs
hongkah.
can see
ben also haharx.. (:
maybe
raphael also..
mmms ...
ya.
walked past my class
neber look or say 'hi'
but at least he sorta smiled or laughed
nice
thats good enough (:
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
yay.
bought new year clothes.
not really all for new year tho..
haha.
hmm.. lets see..
1 giodano-junior red sleeveless
2 giodano 'me' black and white tee
1 giodano-ladies black sleeveless
1 giodano white belt
2 U2 khaki skirt
1 U2-ladies white turtle-neck
2 U2-ladies shirts
wow.
i guess my dad spent at least $70 bucks on me.
well, better than last year.. heh.
my wardrobe is almost empty anyway..
fill it up (:
sleepin now..
byess ^^
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Saturday, January 22, 2005
meet
aishu singchun shenghui and
weijie
at jurong arcade; 11am
i reach first
then
weijie
we both go in play first lor
kaobei
play ez2dj halfway;
hang
heh heh but got two tokens free
then play para
aishu they all come le
play play awhile more
liew eh got this two guys damn ----
one dance like
robot
one dance
bu xiang gay bu xiang man
eeeee-er like shit siaa.
then we go buy
kfc take-away
walk to
sub center have sjab commitee meeting
finish le..
aishu shenghui zichun singchun and me go jp
yay play arcade again
o.o met
leslie there
kena shocked siaa.
i went ' diaoz.... - -llll '
hehs..
then play play play..
all e way until 6plus
met
shimin..
then go downstairs at 7 to watch the performance
nice ...
shimin's cousin's fiance is the
'magic-face-changer'
beri pro lor..
after that go home le..
around 8plus liao.
so dark; lol
wahhx go home chat chat
oooh..
wendy n that yj break le..
orbiee sia yj..
walao he damn despo some more..
"i need a stead NOW !!"
siao eh?? sheesh.
really despo
wendy and pohteck so en ai sia...
haizz envy them.. (:
pohteck damn cute sia.
wendy also..
aiyo dunno how to sae lar.
beri cute and mushy de la they both.
one thing abt pohteck hasnt changed..
he never fails to make me laugh (:
they remind me
abt him and me last time
sighx..
miss it..
feel like sharin locker.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Friday, January 21, 2005
juz came bac frm gram's
*stretch* upper arms aching
still haben recover from training
sighx tml sjab committee meeting
abit dun feel like it..
but meetin aishu all play arcade first
nice one
long time no play para
haizz..
got 3 leave forms to fill up
i got no reasons lor..
haizz..
dunno how to ask that ms koh for the resignation form
damn.
she dun even let nisha get out le lo..
me leh?
no need to sae de lor.
sheesh.. sighxx~
me want bball ...
well, he is not that angry with me
he just said 'forget it..'
it doesn't show anything
he still giving attitude
sighx.
but whose situation worse?
shimin's or mine?
haizz ...
both of us are devastated
dunno wad to do about the boys already
we just gotta let them be for now..
will it work, lets see then.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
im crying; again
damn
i cant sleep.
i want him to train me.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Thursday, January 20, 2005
hands aching
abita headachey
needa massage sooner or later
sjab meeting todae
so many sec1s
glad to see that
my ipw grp members
darrell tengyu and
aaron
IT group
gonna do sourseware on science concepts
damn im the leader;
again
i sense stress coming
this is really a bad start for the year
school
friends
love life
messed up everything
i need a break;
really.
i pissed him off yesterday
i cried to sleep last night
i wud rather he not reply me
than let me see that msg which pierces my heart
be real good friends?
i hope he has his word for it.
i made him damn angry; i did.
will he forgive me
'fuck that...'
'dont assume shit...'
fine, i will not assume any shit for you now
you jus dont know how i feel.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
long time neber blog
sorry horr
urghh ~
down wib flu and sore throat ..
and i sense a fever coming.
damn
i lost my voice !!
got no phlegm no nothin
but i just lost my voice
aaaaah !! x(
haizz bad luck.
todae bball.
tha training is quite a great workout fer me
which is good (:
ahhh but cannot bounce e ball properly wib my left hand..
malfunction wan sia my left hand lol
nowadays see him then give sweet onli
haizz
neber talk much de
got sweet then will smile
bleh
if no sweet at all
i doubt he even sae hi to me
haiz
still dun understand his behaviour now and then
me want miracle
can?
im a good girl
yes i am ...
basketball is an excuse;
but is also my interest.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Sunday, January 16, 2005
juz came back from je popular
wahhx bought construction paper A4 and A3
$8.15 ~ needa do the duty roster
but i feel so bad ..
take so much money from class fund
haizz oh wells (:
got a new haircut @ my aunt's shop
quite short .. bleh
wow
check my blog
gort 5 new tags heh.
la-la kkaex i got nth to do..
eeeeks
still got maths hw.
bahhx
hes away for at least three hours; not replyin
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Saturday, January 15, 2005
usher fer cca openhouse
keep repeating the same old words ..
im in the
middle of the quadrangle mind it ..
'hi good morning *smile*'
'this way up to hall *this way- hand signal*'
'you see another female prefect at the staircase?'
'ok she'll usher you upstiars to the hall'
then for some parents i hab to explain to them
what are the hand-outs they have got from the other prefects
yellow - presentation slides
white - schedule for cca training days
green - program list
bahhx .
oh well ..
nth much ..
in e morning
he came to school
smiled and said 'hi'
i keep ushering parents then ..
bleh haha
then he left fer his bball.
after openhouse
waited in sch fer
shimin
she going off early cos she got family matters
she
heng sia no need to attend the rest of the npcc camp
heh
while waiting
crap around wib
tresha zoe sijin and
winnie
soon
tresha sijin and
zoe go hme ..
then left me and
winnie
then suddenly talk talk to
samantha lo ..
he going back le
i show him the mentos cool chews
then he went 'sweeeeeet !!'
with his hands stretched out
lol
he's damn cute siaax :P
ken and
ian walked past
sam wanted
ian to help buy her shirt frm
pasarmalam i think
then when she ask
ian buy for her
he said
'wad cup? ehh *shake head* nono wad size ?'
hAhahahA !!
lmao siaax !!
shimin released le
i got money frm
john ^^
then
shimin walk outta sch go wait fer her mom ..
me and
winnie went to mac fer lunch
i go the
pasar malam bought a slingbag (:
thats the bdae prez frm
john
so he no need to gimme anything this yr le
hehs ..
met
junyang at mac
then he sae wanna go back to sch
winnie also then go back lor ..
met
jingzhe on e way
then go back to sch borrowed his bball play
then that
'sch uncle' tell us shoo shoo le then
siam lor ..
heh
on e way out met
alicia and
shirleen
we go jurong point
me
alicia shirleen winnie junyang christopher jinghui boonkiat
and another guy i dunno . lol
jinghui so cute sia
make funny face then i take photo loL~
walk walk @ jurong point
saw a necklace i want from 77th street
$7.90 .. maybe can save up bahx ..
heh .
also wanna make a trip to
the bluez to find more stuff
more than words also .
go home le
junyang sae he taking 174
when i sae i taking 178 he sae he can take
but must sit beri long lol
then he dun want haha
byebye lo .
go home lo ..
ya hor forgot to sae:
sir daniel ,
maam zara and
staff tianle came over todae also
shocked siaax lol
kkaex baibai.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Friday, January 14, 2005
ok ..
todae quite average ..
stayed back n see
bball boys
along wib
winnie eL and
dada .
i was gettin kinda sian
then started walking around e school heh
then once i walked back to the court
i didnt notice
daryl was lying flat
face-down
on a bench until
eL told me so .
lol !!
a bball guy sat on his ass ~
rofL !!
*ouch pain sehhs* LOL
i lent him my saiyuki book 3
he said 'ehh! u read ar? lend me?'
he smiled
i nodded
he said 'thanks' (:
then byebye go home le
nothin much todae ..
but as long he did talk to me
okayy le (:
tml i usher for the
cca openhouse sehh ..
however
i can see him ^^
but another sad thing ..
he leaving early for dental appointment ..
haiz
oh well =)
baibais.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
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Thursday, January 13, 2005
my face now carries a frown
haven been smilin fer e past few hours
damn tml no bball training
trainings will now be every wed
until feb then two training days per week
haiz
oh well ..
i think the boys are still on.
he so dao todae
only said a 'hi' to me
not even a full smile
only a half smile
it hurts
sms him neber reply
he treated me like as if im invisible todae
why
why
tell me why
does he behave like this
one day hes so friendly and smiling
and the next hes dao-ing me
am i realli that transparent
or izit just that there are people around him or me
why
why
tell me why
tml got boys bball
maybe stay back like the prev time
if he still dao
ignts.
i cried
but
tears didnt fill my eyes
it
filled my heart instead
i couldnt bring myself to cry
my heart is bearing
all the pain and sorrow
is it doing a favour for me ..
but i think its making it
worse.
jd got me the 2
saiyuki books.
good.
now i finished 2 books.
one more to go.
fast..
as said in this blog;
i have waited; for 9months.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
bought
saiyuki reload book 2
*heart so pain*
spent 10bucks on it
haizz ..
but thats all i gonna buy
me gonna borrow other books and vcd from
jd and
john
heh
bball girls todae
i like love it
i hope i can get into the tournament team
gives me an excuse fer quittin
sjab
i have no more intentions for
my advance nco course already ..
after what had happened during basic ..
but i miss my platoon mates; real lot
he didnt come see us train todae
me dunno why
feel kinda upset ..
but he walked past my class 3times todae
smiled
waved
hes so cute
damn ..
we dismiss he heading for his f&n period
walk past my class
gave him a hi-chew sweet
hehs
smiled again
awww damn hes so kyoot
leg damn tired
i wanna skip st john tmr
im not feeling very well anyway ...
damn i cant stand it .
cannot face the officers le lor
shit those people who spread the rumours
i hate people coming to me
say daniel what what shit
shenghui still sae i need to get prepared
staff sandy may come back cts scold me lor
kao bei !!!
fuckking hell
if lidat - fine !
i siam la !
so what if i got best trainee ?
since the officers dun like it i'll just retreat first lor !
im NOT even close to daniel at all LOR
damn bullshit .
pissed .
like what mr loh said
i would rather aim for my interest
than to attend some course
where i have to hide my face all the time
i dun care
whether or not ..
as long as im doing well in bball ..
thats it with sjab
I QUIT THIS LIFE !!!
i HATE gossipers
i HATE ppl hu spread rumours
i HATE them !!!!!
paisei if all these so harsh
im damn pissed by this thing
because of that i hate certain ppl already
sorriee yas .. cant stand it longer
gotta let it out.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
made a new skin
blahhx its fer julie.
taufik rox la blababla..
stayed back to wait fer shimin
at the same time watch bball guys training
saw him
then after training we chatted and joked
keep telling him to eat the monster sweet
going home le - he said bye;
he called me to say bye
at least he even bothered to say it
thats good enough (:
sighz..
went online
we chatted
he told me he got headache
automatically
i didnt ask
bleh u all will think : so?
well..
at least he tells me.
he was tired out during training.
i remember him saying his ass hurts
lol
then after training so blur..
so cute (:
tmr girls bball !!
and he's gonna stay back to watch !
damn ..
i scared
sia suay;
paisei --
haiz ...
kkaex dun worry much now.
finished the song from eelin's poem
from
loving you change to
22days
nice ? =)
nitez
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Monday, January 10, 2005
got eelin's poem
making a song from it (:
we chatted on msn today
onli .
we didnt say `hi in school .
im sad
im suposed to pass him something
didn't in the end
i want him to train me in bball
but
- will he ?
chose bball
really
jd and derek keep persuading me
but i dun think i'll change my mind
im all abt bball; now; always ..
i cried suddenly in the bus today
what happened ?
i dont know
izit you ??
haiz ...
thats all ..
i hope he can train me
#onli `yoo can mend my -brokenn heartt.
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Sunday, January 09, 2005
really bored
new layout here
2 new skins made
check them out at my blogskins
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
listenin take me to ur heart
mood average
gensomaden saiyuki rawks big time !!
dang; they're so irresistable
gawd, im fainting
genjosanzo songoku chohakkai shagojyo; left to right
another group picture
one of my favourites =)
i like this one ^^
shagojyo ; the taboo child ; sha wu jing
genjosanzo ; corrupt monk ; tungsun zang
chohakkai ; zhu ba jie
songoku ; monkey ; sun wukong
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
listenin bi hu man bu
mood happy
check out these flashes : *my favs*
ddautta
windows noise
icon's story
ping pong
she blocked me
the original site :
click
they're cool
and funny ..
we talked todae
through sms and msn
onli though ..
thats good enough =)
nitezz
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Friday, January 07, 2005
listenin real to me
mood disturbed
love's so powerful
love's so torturing
oh yes it is
it can make u go head over heels over him
it can make u hate him to the core
it can make your heart break into billion pieces
yes it does
we didn't even look at each other
in the eye today
not a single 'hi'
oh well
this is common
i think .
im a lil disturbed
cos of his nick ytd ...
'iwannaknowhername'
sighz ..
fine then
if he really does like somebody else
i give him all my blessings ..
made up my mind ..
i wanna tryout for the bball .
mr loh said he would want to see
eL dada and me on monday .
speak to us about some stuff about the cca changing ..
i wonder where you were
i wonder what you're thinkin about tonight
i wonder
maybe you're alone
maybe you've been cryin just like me
i wonder
i dont know why i lost your touch
maybe i wanted to be loved too much
too serious too soon
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Thursday, January 06, 2005
listenin real to me
mood poetic + lil happy + lil down +
confused
dont leave
if i have to say goodbye
can i choose not to
if i had broke down and cried
would you say a word or two
i want a miracle
i want to be your girl
i want you by my side
cos the feeling is so right
you thought i'd be strong
but i am so weak
now i dont know where i belong
i am so fatique
if there are any last words i can say to you
i just want to say i love you
feelin so poetic ..
walked past
i didnt see him
he said 'hi'
'oh hey'
whew ..
that's not it .
he walked past my class
made a 'smooch' sound
i didnt hear
eelin nudged me
only then i saw him
he waved
he smiled
i smiled back
it felt nice
i felt happy
cant believe i didnt notice him .
and its twice .
school dismissed .
stayed at basketball court .
finished one poem (above)
working on my second song .
poemist .
new word created by eelin
to describe me .
funny ehhs ..
he played basketball
enjoying himself
im sitting at the bench there
writing my poem
listening to my cd player
he seems to be ignoring me
guess it has to be like that
he acts differently
in front of alot of his friends
he only talks to me
when the environment is almost empty
its very true
as it had went on for 9months
it was said he still has little feelings
is it really true
i really hope it is
yes
im really poetic today ..
emotional i guess .
inspiration triggers me as my eyes laid on him .
what is it about him that mesmerizes me so much ..?
what is it about him that also makes me hate him sometimes ..?
maybe its his inner irresistable charm ..
maybe its his ignorance to me in front of his friends ..
i wanna know ..
cos i cant let him go;
only a bit ..
fell in love with too serious too soon ..
maybe it mirrored my feelings ...
i think it does ..
too serious too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you
like no one else before
too serious too soon
i wanted you to love me
its been a rainy afternoon
now im staring at the moon
thinkin
we got too serious too soon
too serious too soon chorus
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
listenin too serious too soon
mood confused +
pissed
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ???
haizz ...
need to choose .
bball is my hoby lor ...
they got
running ..
and most of all ,
basketball .
wahhhx ...
nbm ..
i got
james to help me sign up for the selection ..
try it out first ..
stick to sjab first lor ...
talk talk to my parents ..
then if can then quit sjab then join bball .
but , i'll miss all my friends lo ...
not from ctss ..
but from RV and BB ..
kaimin , angela , gracia , valerie ...
haizz ... i oledy missin them siaax ..
i in dilemma cos i
cant bear to leave sjab but i wanna join bball .
and i confirm cannot cope wib two ccas lo ...
do i must make a decision in the end ...
sighx ... i'll see .. =(
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ??
sjab or bball ???
please la people !!
i dun like sir daniel as a crush ok ..
i only idolize him lor ...
stop humiliating me
and getting me into trouble .
stop those stupid rumours !!
year2005 resolutions
1. be wiser in whatever i do
2. absorb as much as possible
3. sleep earlier
4. be a good trainee prefect
5. be a good girl
6. follow my heart
FIOZO SAYS SO.
♥
Saturday, January 01, 2005
listenin i dream
mood happy + sleepy
happy new year !! =P
todae went to
aunty joyce's house warming ..
nothing much at the beginning lo ...
so lazed around the house .. hahax .
until like 7plus lidat got some of the guests playing
`dai di .
`heng heng lack of two ppl so i join lor .
hahaha finally got something to do le .. =P
then 8plus lidat i gtg le ...
haizz only played 4rounds lo .. =(
hahax oh wells ..
come back ... packed my school bag .
wahhx my hw ..
heck it le lor ...
too late to do any of it le lo ..
i only did my maths .
others neber touch . =
dead meat liaoz ...
haizz ...
maybe juz tell teacher i forgot to bring or whatever lo ..
if he/she
ngay ngay want the homework then rush last minute laahx ..
pui la ... =S
31dec
nth much ...
haiz .. cannot go countdown .
soooo sad ~ =((
but was kinda happy that night ..
cos guests came to my house fer dinner ..
then drank
whisky+coke and
wine ~
wahhs shiok sehhs . =P
wanna drink again .. lol
then chat wib
daryl by sms ..
i told him abt the whisky then he felt like drinking le . haha
hehs ..
then
james called me at midnight to say happy new year .
lol so cute sia . same as
hazel for christmas .. =D
then got smses from
daryl ,
kahkian ,
gracia ,
benjamin ..
some more ahh i forgot le ..
hehs paisei =\
wishh y'all ;
all the best for the new year 2005 !!
tho u are 1 yr older ,
but u've turned 1 yr wiser .. ^^
FIOZO SAYS SO.