When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

EXPLODED

GOD.
WHY DID YOU MAKE LIFE SO INTERESTING THAT,
WHEN ALL WENT WELL, THINGS GO BAD?
WHEN ALL WERE BAD, THINGS GO WELL AGAIN?

GOD.
WHY DID YOU SEND ME GUYS WHO ALWAYS LEAVE ME
AT THE POINT WHEN I LOVE THEM THE MOST?

GOD.
WHY DID YOU GIVE ME SUCH A TEMPER THAT CANNOT TOLERATE
SUCH A DISRESPECTFUL AND TWO-HEADED SIBLING?

GOD.
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM TALKING TO YOU.
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME, I SHALL CONFESS,
IM SWEARING AT YOU.

TELL ME
WHY??

IT'S NEW YEAR, FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

KING KONG

its sucha thrilling, funny, yet sad movie. sniff~
King Kong died for her. aww. blablabla. it's a really good movie. i wonder how the old one looks like, heh. will Jack be as handsome as Adrien Brody, or Anne as beautiful as Naomi Watts, im curious :)
watched the Chronicles of Narnia today too. it's also a great show. to me, it draws the same level as the HP and LOTR movies. unlike the others saying its either much better or worse than them :) fantasy and fiction rules! it just spices life up. however, how i wish that those would come true.

mom has got me DENIM skirts from U2. two of them. she asked me my size over the phone, and the skirts actually fit me. cool :P hooray, more clothes! i just cant wait till that day when i can just wear them. hahaha.
oh my gosh, Christmas is over, New Year's coming, and school's opening soon in another 4 days' time. time really flies. i guess the life in secondary school seems to be shorter with the overload of homework and projects. haha. yeah, oh well.. im Sec3 next year, like, wow. thats fast.

upcoming events shall only be the New Year BBQ at Gracia and Samantha's place, on the 1st Jan. that shall be the last party day im gonna enjoy before school officially starts! heh. okay, i gotta get SOME SLEEP. have been waking up early for the past 3 mornings to go to school, like, darn it. hahaha.
zZz..
yeah, goodnight!

SHAKE IT
wooots.

im back to Hip Hop again once more! lol. we're gonna do a mass dance with the 2006 sec1's batch song, Reach by S Club 7. the school actually got a dance instructor to come down and teach us. haha! it's so cool; he's so cool. lol. name's Caleb, and i got his number too! haha. i can contact him whenever i need help or lessons. hooray! i dont have to look for those expensive courses out there already. hahaha.
there's another practice tomorrow :)

there's nothing much about tomorrow's plans. i'll most probably be going to buy food for the 1st January New Year BBQ with Gracia, Chenyang and maybe others. hahah. so busy, but i cant wait! x)
cant wait for you.

{EDIT}
new poem at Quotable Quotes. give comments :)
{/EDIT}

Caleb's cute :)
who agrees with me? haha!
okay, seeya!

AVADA KEDAVRA
die. die in front of me.

ah, being in-charge of stuff suck.
not that it's stressful.
it feels sucky only when people dont listen to you.
you wont like it if people wont respond to you right?
so, its natural.
then why wont you guys respond?
*shakes head* nothing to say anymore.

blablabla.
went to macs for lunch with HuiXin after the briefing today. since i was very free, i asked Zaharah if i could meet her so she could pass me the photos. yah, she replied that she'll be at sub later on so i went to the library first. got two books. one, which is one of my favourite authors; Agatha Christie, Miss Marple's Final Cases. two, a classic; Children Playing Before a Statue of Hercules. yeah, i havent been reading ever since i finished my Half-Blood Prince. hahah, time to get back to the bookworm side of me soon! :)
went to sub to look for Zaharah later on. i saw TianLe, Zaharah and Sir Sim clearing some logistics there, so i went in and took a seat. lol. there was aircon there so, why not? haha. before i knew it, i was running an errand for them; buying drinks. lol =.= yah, when i went back, they were already setting up the UNO Stacko. hahaha! then we played. Sir Sim and i lost thrice, TianLe and Zaharah lost once (if i got that right, lol). yah, it was rather funny. me and Sir Sim are totally opposite; he has big, stubby fingers while i have thin, long fingers, plus my fingernails. mwahaha.
we left sub soon after the game.

then here i am. sitting here, typing.
thinking.
wondering.
like, what the hell.
thats it, i think it over.

{27DEC05}
St John's BBQ!
many came.
corps members, graduates, Sir Wayne, Daniel, Zaharah, TianLe, Ma'am WeiTing, Matthew, and a few more people whom i do not know. i took alota pictures, until the battery went flat :) it was rather fun, especially whenever the rain came. derek SCREAMS, like omg. heh, yeah.
nothing much to say about.
{/27DEC05}

eccentric.
yeah, going bonkers.
im going to the asylum soon, dont miss me!
hah :) byebye.

HOME AT LAST.
from malacca.

yeah! im back from my Malacca trip!
anyone missed me?
hahaha.

okay, a brief summary on the days i didnt touch my laptop :)

{23DEC05}
Secondary 1 registration!
saw alot alot alot different kinds of students there =/ lol. oh anyway, Melissa got into 1B2. let's go disturb her, lol! okay crap.
then went home early, took a rest and headed for my long-awaited Christmas party at Eelin's place! hahaha. Melissa and i were kinda late, though Shimin was the last to arrive. haha. SuhYee, Ginessa (her sis), Natasha, Brenda, Priscilia, Michelle, ShiMin, Melissa, and i were the guests. yeah and we surely did have FUN down there lol. and we watched Harry Potter & TPOA! haha. games and stuff. i taught them the new Murderer game that ma'am Sam taught me at the previous BBQ. lol. we played quite a few rounds, then played DaiDi. hahahs. drank Heiniken with 7-Up, then i finished another can of Heiniken. i could see i had too much, cos i laughed very easily at Brenda's cold jokes. lmao. crazy people yeah.

dad picked Melissa and me up at around 10.45pm and went off to meet my aunt and her family. and we were off to Malacca!
{/23DEC05}


{24DEC05}
reached my Gran's place at around 2.30am.
fell asleep at around 3.ooam.
woke up at 11.20am! lmao.

yeah, okay. then we had Chicken Rice for brunch. mom and dad went to play golf with my gran while Melissa and i went shopping with the rest of them; my 3rd aunt & family, 4th uncle & family. AT MAHKOTA!
i got an ORANGE O'REEF t-shirt at 39.30RM. kinda ex yeah. it wasn't that worth it after all.. then had some ice-cream at Macs. omg the Macs down there is hilarious; they still have Twister Fries and Chicken Porridge! like, wow. hahaha.

had dinner at my 4th uncle's friend's place.
yum yummy turkey! hahaha.
then heard the culture of the Portugese there; every night during the week of Christmas (Christmas marks the last day of that week), they open their doors to anyone. yes, ANYONE including strangers. anyone to go into their homes and eat and drink, whatever they want. interesting huh. hahah. we didn't visist any Portugese though lol.

and yes, that was Christmas Eve :)
{/24DEC05}


{25DEC05}
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
we woke up at 6 in the morning, just to eat Roti Prata! oh man i really miss the Roti Prata there.. it's so much much MUCH cheaper and NICER! yum yum. it makes me drool till now lol. then we all set off to Kuala Lumpur to shop again! KLCC is the place. that place is so friking scary. you had enough of Takashimaya? nuh-uh. that mall is HUGE. the crowd is much more HUGE than Taka's. if you were to stand still, you can actully feel a tremor in the ground. scary~
got myself a new pair of shades from Vincci, and a pair of bootleg hipster jeans from BUM. the prices were kinda reasonable i guess =/

went to Port Klang to look for Gran's sworn brother for dinner in the evening. my 4th uncle and cousins were playing Ji Ku Pa in the restaurant. like, lmao? hahaha! my uncle was claiming he was the champ for this game when he was young, saying he was training for 20 years. LOL. yah, okay, but he did win all of my cousins lol. TYCO x)
after that, we went to see fireflies! omg. they're really beautiful! saw them on the trees, with their lights going on and off. i didnt know their lights will flicker on and off until that night x) gosh, the trees really looked like Natural Christmas Trees. lmao. beautiful, really :)

and then, we drove all the way back to Malacca.
our asses were hurting like sh***
lmao, really!

oh yah, my phone had not roaming.
so it was quiet throughout my whole stay there.
sad :(

that was my Christmas.
{/25DEC05}


{26DEC05}
woke up at around 11am.
watched The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl. lol. a rather nice movie i can say :) for kids, they will rate it 5/5. i shall rate it 4/5 haha x)
had Macs for lunch at Muar, Johore area. then bought a Pink Panther mug! lol so cute. of course we didnt miss buying the DVDs! dad bought Zathura, Narnia(!), King Kong and GOF! mwahaha am i happy :)

drove back to Singapore and arrived at 6.11pm! hahaha. had Jap food at Fairway Country Club for dinner. then cam back home.
{/26DEC05}


i wanna give my belated Christmas greetings to everyone, especially to these beloved people of mine :)

Shimin
Eelin
Brenda
Farhana
Nadia
Dhiya
Vicki
Alethia
Huihiang
Vanessa
Wanting
Michelle Ang
Daniel
Gracia
MeiYee
Sir Kwek
Sir Koh
Tianle
Zaharah
Jiamin
DIXIE *look here*
Richie! *look here*
Jamesss *look here*
Daryl
Benjamin Teo

TAG TIME
huihiang: haha yeah i think so :)
[[michelle]]*: same to you! happy boxing day! lol.
passer-byy: thanks! :)
wan ting & zn & regine & serena & qianhui: merry meerrrryyyy christmas! hahas x)
passerby: wth? watch your words.
alethia: yeah! lol. you too TC! hehs.

i've got a new Nike water bottle from aunty Diana! thanks! XD i love my Christmas presents.

tomorrow's my corps' St John year end review cum BBQ!
cant wait.
and Sec1 orientation facilitators briefing x(
i will be in school the whole day, darn.
...oh well :)

and,
HAPPY BOXING DAY! x)

it was always you in my mind, every night in bed.
seeya!

SUFFOCATE ME.
rescue me.

tight schedules.
a few hours later will be Sec1 registration.
Melissa's got into my school! haha. wonder which class will she be in. she's in NA anyway.. there are only two NA classes next year.

yup. busy busy.
all the way till next year's level camp.
or even till after BNCO's POP. yeah, it's next year alright.

dying.
there's no air.

cant stop thinking and wondering.
i want to see you so much everyday.
but i couldnt even look at you whenever you're near.
why? why must you put me thru all these?
you havent tell me why, yet.
heartbroken, yes i am.

SEEYA!

WHOOPEDY-DOO :P

let's update, update, UPDATE! x)

{18DEC05}
rise and shine, i woke up at around.. 11am? yeah i think so. so, i was all excited about the two upcoming events of the day. spent my time on the computer all the way till around 3pm. started to get ready, got changed, done with my bag, and out of the house! haha. was supposed to be at Jamesss' around 4.30 i guess.. i ended up reaching there around 4.45. and guess what? i just stepped to my previous residence until the silly squirrel called me saying, "hey, you reached already? im not home yet.. coming soon. you wait for me under my block." i went "huh? what the." hahaha, thats natural, isnt it. luckily i wasnt the only one :) right after he hung up, Bianca called! haha. she reached already, so i told her where i was so that she could find me. she came with Cindy :) yeah, not long later we met Jamesss, then we went to the place where they're supposed to have the BBQ and buffet, from what i could see.

oh, what? Dixie and ZhiYong were already there before us. haha! nice one. yeah and we crapped and crapped. we laughed our ass out too. lol.

there were a few lot of jokes then, i seemed to forget them. hm, lemme think. *thinking.. thinking..*
oh, i remembered one. only one :(
Jamesss was practically eating curry, with the chicken and potato inside. suddenly, i dont know how he did it, a drop off curry dripped onto the floor. well, he didnt know it was on the floor though then. the drop of curry was just nice, right in front of the middle part of his open legs. of course, he's sitting down, from his angle he could not see where was the drop of curry. so, he thought it dripped onto that part of his pants. yeah, natural instinct for guys, he just grabbed that part of his pants and looking for the drip. yes, he did that until he realised it was on the floor. man, Bianca and i had a great laugh then. LMAO!

*click for full image. (new window)


thats me and Bianca :)


thats Cindy and me :)


thats Jamesss eating a chicken wing, and Dixie x)


Jamesss, Dixie, and ZhiYong playing with Cindy's (Fuad's) phone.


two gays gay-ing. LMAO :D


yes Jamesss, got a problem? lol!

oh well, i left early though. off to Sandong's condo! x)
when i left, dumbass Dixie msged telling me to be careful not to fall down =.= thanks yah.

i had to rush to Bukit Batok MRT station fast. lol. i was late, really LATE.
yeah, met Gracia, Elton, ChenYang and Jaime there. we took 176 to Sandong's condo, Parc Palais. wow, we were literally the late ones upon reaching. almost all of the committee members were already there, staring at us when we were walking towards the pit. lol. but Sir Kwek broke the silence by saying, "Hi!" hahaha! yupp. all of us had a good time laughing, crapping, laming, all sorts of thing we usually do. especially with Gracia around, hahahs! crazy girl. of course, we had a GREAT disturbing Ah-Thong! lmao. snatching and throwing his slipper into the pool, forcing him to retrieve them.
all these, with the fact that the slippers landed on a platform in the middle of the pool, which the water level was only at ankle height. what did Ah-Thong do? he walked through the 0.5m pool to retrieve it, when the platform was connected to the side of the pool. he could have walked there without getting his whole feet wet =.=
how cool was that? LOL!

of course, with us around, there was alot of noise. the security guard came to hush us up at least twice. lol. BBQ-ing was fun! hahah. i kept BBQ-ing my marshmallows; i had nothing to do already hahah. i ate nothing but sausages and marshmallows. lols. but i wasn't hungry at all. i guess it was all the laughter that distracted me from it :D

my dear Gracia did a wonderful thing there. she wants the whole world to know how a guy's groin area looks like! lmao. okay dont think that far, yet. well apparently, she took a satay-stick, inserted a sotong-ball, then a sausage, then another sotong-ball, and he left it on the pit to BBQ. LOL! i was laughing so hard, my toes, and fingers, were practically laughing too! hahaha. she presented the first masterpiece to Sir Koh. he went wide-eyed, and laughed, by the sight of it. hahaha! the female officers seemed to enjoy it too, lol. we presented the next one to Daniel, which gave that "huh?! what the hell?!" response. this time, we told him the way to eat it. LMAO. yeah, get it right, hold it up and eat the sausage first! hahahaha x1000. Daniel didnt follow the proper procedure, but he ate it anyway. lols. too bad i dont have the photo of it with me, it's with Sandong :(

haha, oh well, that was funny. yes! soon it was time for us to exchange presents! we did a lucky draw. i got Sir HanZhen! hahahs. Sir Tony got me :) he gave me a mini-Nike-soccer ball! yellow and blue, haha. however, I LEFT IT AT SANDONG'S HOUSE x( aww how sad. i will be getting it on wednesday though :P yup, i prepared a note-holder as my present. i hope Sir HanZhen makes use of it; the colours are pink, so i wonder. lols-

half of us went home after the exchange as they had work or study in the morning. so, the rest of us cleared up the place and went back to Sandong's house, her room! haha. our belongings were there. then we played a new version of Murderer while watching My Date With A Vampire 3 at the same time. hahah, cool eh :)


us at the BBQ PIT :)


food. yummy? lol.


ChenYang posing, Daniel and Jaime BBQ-ing. can see FangYu eating at the back? lols.


thats Sir Kwek and me! :)


Gracia, MeiYee and me! :D


oh my God. Ah-Thong is actually washing the dishes! lol.

oh yes, before i forget..
Ah-Thong kept running away from my camera and showing me his ass. so i said, "i know you're butt is nice lah, take a piture!"
then?
he started doing this:

LMAO. okay, nice ass.

soon it was midnight. my mom sent Gracia and i home.
reached home at around 1.15am this morning.
i had fun x)
{/18DEC05}

{19DEC05}
voluteery work @ Science Centre!
was having a really bad feeling while on the way there. i had a little bad experience when i was there last year, and was afraid of meeting that guy again this time lol. but i didnt, in the end! haha thats a relief :)

okay! we started helping out at the Mind's Eye for the morning duty. we had to explain the exhibits to the visitors if they are lost or blur about them. those exhibits are merely optical illusions. quite cool anyway, hahahs. saw this REALLY cute Caucasian guy, around 16-17, walking around with his friends. aha! went abit crazy cos i typically like Caucasians with curly dark hair XD *hint hint* lol. yah, and i talked to him! lol. helped him in explaining about the Shake Your Own Hand exhibit. he went like, "Holy, this is cool!" lol.

we had $5 worth of MacDonald's gift vouchers for lunch. mwahaha. nice eh :) yupp, Eelin, Brenda, Shimin and i were crapping away down there lol. times like these. oh, i bumped into the curly hair guy there too! lmao.

afternoon duty, it was the same one we did last year. sitting at a location near the Ecogarden entrance. doing the Bird-In-A-Cage optical illusion and the mini-helicopter. haha. yes, it's supposed to attract little kids :) we Breakerz had a great time there! lol. especially when the Japanese people came around. then i met this little Jap kid who looks so much like my cousin! ahhh!


KAWAII! x))

Eelin saw another Caucasian guy. this time he was nicer looking than the previous one.. his eyes are dark and nice, but i still stick to my curly hair :) if only they exchanged eyes lol. seems that Eelin likes Caucasians with blue eyes. hm, nah. dark eyes and dark hair and CURLY rules! hahaha :D thats so crap.
we're supposed to do work there.
yes.
{/19DEC05}

long, looooong entry :)
tired. another day of work again tml!
hahah, OYASUMINASAI~

HELLO :)

here to blog first. will be away later all the way till 1 plus in the morning x) gonna party all night man, i'd better enjoy these moments before school term starts.

whoopedy-doo~

i cant stop admiring my new blogskin :)

SPELL-CRAZY

im finding Latin more and more interesting the more i read Harry Potter. hahah. they're so cool. how i wished there IS a Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry! haha.

YES, of course..
FINALLY, A HARRY POTTER LAYOUT!
black and red too! x)

finished the 6th book not long ago :) it's much nicer than the 5th one, of course, which i was quite disappointed with. yup, you guys should check it out if you haven't! heh.

daddy's off to Calcutta, India, today. he'll be back to Singapore at 22nd's morning 4am! haha. thats so early. pity my mama, have to wake up early to pick him up from the airport. lols. anyway, sent daddy and uncle Dan to the airport just now. uncle Dan's son, Denzel, is SO CUTE! he's 5 yrs old and he talks like a.. typical pre-teen boy. something like "noisy lah, dont disturb me!" or "walao". and he dont really talk, he kinda, shouts his words? haha. OH, and he sings! lmao. dont misunderstand it.. the car plays Jacky Cheung songs, and he sings to it, real loud. he doesn't get any of the lyrics, but he just sings. you should know what i mean. hahah! and he will not sing if the music's louder than his voice, SO CUTE HUH?? hahaha. this is the first time i see such an intersting kid x)

can't wait can't wait!
can't wait for TOMORROW!
first stop will be dear Jamesss' bday party, then to SanDong's BBQ at her condo. haha, it's so tight! and i can only stay at James' for around an hour only :( aghhs. oh well, i hope i can ton overnight at SanDong's :) HOPING...

kinda confused now :/

okay BYEBYE!

YOU GOTTA JERK IT OUT.

activities.

activities.

and MORE
activities!

18th Dec;
- dear Jamesss Bday party! x)
- BNCO committee BBQ! :D

19th Dec;
- St John training (not attendin)
- Science Centre CIP

20th Dec;
- Science Centre CIP

21st Dec;
- St John training

22nd Dec;
- Jamesss birthday!
- SC meeting in school
- flick catching with EL, RICHIE & DIXIE: Chronicles of Narnia*

23rd Dec;
- Secondary 1 registration
- EL's X'MAS party! :)
- Deadline for Sec1 orientation programme

busy busy(?) i think so.
haha. it seems so much for me! heh. im still in the holiday mood, someone help me please! i gotta wake up real soon! hahahs. alright, going nuts every second; talking to eelin and dixie. hahah. okay, seeya! nothing to blog about..

I CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY x)

UNLUCKY.

yoohoo people!
sorry for the delay of updates! my laptop would not be able to function as often as before until i get a new cable. there's something wrong with the plug which made my laptop impossible to charge its battery, so my laptop wont be usable if the battery goes flat! it can only be charged at night cos i'll be using my dad's cable. heh. complicating.

yeah so here i am, 12 in the morning.

charging.. charging..
it'll take till the wee hours.
but anyway, let's continue so i can sleep soon!

i gotta go to school tomorrow morning at 8am to meet Mr Murali and the others. sec1 stuff. argh, why must i be the assistant-in-charge of the Secondary 1 Orientation Camp? and im in charge of the orientation programs? eeeks. this sucks x( oh well. it shall last for the first month.. i hope nothing crops up.

good news,
i've gone back to reading my Harry Potter & the Half-Blood Prince again! hahah, it has been a looong rest since i last flipped the pages before my leadership camp till now. and im catching up real fast! wooots. okay, i may go crazy all over again about HP soon enough x)

i just completed one video on my cadets' interviews from BNCOC. it's nice (of course i'll say that, i made it)! hahah yeah. may be completing the first day's and camp's one tomorrow? hmm. oh yah, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE BBQ :D
sgt sandong's place!

a-a-and..
SUNNY'S BACK TO SINGAPORE OF COURSE!
welcome! :)

unlucky, simply unlucky
with all these things coming to me,
all at once,
all at the same time.
this time i wont go
lalalala~

okay, time for slumber.

IF NOT FOR YOU.

i didnt update ytd! hahah.
reached home very late at night, switched off my laptop right after i uploaded the photos. heh. shack!
okay, summary :)
it was the second last day, blablah.. nothing much really. just scolding them when they did a little mistake, run here and there. they're getting better i can see :) thats a really good good good sign. very satisfied with my platoon now, compared to the beginning. sigh, what a relief. being an instructor ain't easy too. i think TianLe has gone through alot too. had dinner with Sir Kwek, Sir Koh and Sir Daniel, cos Gracia ps me go take cab home with Ah-Thong! hahah. in the end she went home, nothing to eat! heh, called me and told me about her remorse of not joining me. hahah x) Sir Kwek drove me home later on.. yah that was it i guess.

today's the last day of BNCO course!
and it's the examination day too, hahah.
oh man, today's platoon I/Cs are really like =/ this. sigh, too nervous for the Basic Home Nursing practical exam? tsk tsk. anyway, it was a rather fun and tiring day for them. made use of the free time down there tekan-ing them. we used our Basic Course trick on them! the helicopter actions with the sound effect and run around. yup, MeiYee, Gracia and i used that one to punish one group of cadets who could not march properly to report. it wasnt all of their fault, in fact. it was the one or two black sheeps in the group made the whole group march over and over again. was really fed-up at that point of time with that particular cadet. grrh~ i left it to MeiYee as they were from her platoon. she made them jog up the staircases, i think. yeah.
soon the examinations were over, and there was a course debrief, then platoon interaction! did alot of funny stuff, and there was no last parade. so we could go anytime we wanted. my Delta platoon was the last to leave before we knew it, hahah :P
and oh my gosh, my cadet cried! hahah, she couldn't bear to part with the rest, and us maybe :) shes from my school anyway, hahah, dont worry girl! you'll see each other again in next year's Advance Course. oh yah, there's still our Passing Out Parade :D waiting for it eagerly.. heh.

Daniel, Yihua, MeiYee, Gracia and i headed to JE entertainment centre for dinner. went to the new Kopitiam there. quite a nice place, and a second entrance to the arcade! hahah. next time when i go to the arcade i'd better keep some tokens with me, so next time i can sneak in when im in some inapropriate clothes/uniform :P thats bad eh. yah. had Jap food again haha. all of us had a great time there talking about the course, comparing the course with Sir Daniel and Maam Yihua's Basic and Advance, also with my batch's Basic and Advance courses.. talk talk talk non stop for at least an hour or more? hahah. then we headed home!

oh, i met Jamesss too! hahah x)
fiona: *dials 'Jamesss' *
james: *answers* halo?
fiona: i see you!
james: *looks over* i see you too!
fiona: hahah! okay byebye.
james: hahah, bye.
lols. silly boy. no, silly squirrel! hahah :D

TAG TIME!
alethia:
haha they're both cute cute cute x)
huihiang:
haha it seemed boring to me at first. but it's a really nice show! i learnt lotsa special food remedies ya know.. heh. its educational! :D
steph:
yah i did :) but heard that Mr Murali is sick already anyway.
serena:
haha yah sexy. nah, just the poses while he was playing pool lol. funny ones hahah! :P
michelle:
YAH REALLY? hahas. take care girl!

enjoy your holiday, peeps :)

walking home,
dragging my heavy feet,
from not just fatiqueness,
also from the crestfallen blood
pumping from my heart.

tired. tired. GOODNIGHT!

I'LL SING IT ONE LAST TIME FOR YOU.
and then we really have to go..

went to Chevrons for bowling with Richie, Rachel and Eelin just now at 5pm. i got to get out of the house! how fun was that man.. haha.

RICHIE'S SO CUTE LAH.

lol. bowling was fun with them. then we played pool there also. snapped alot of Richie's sexy poses using the cue haha! sick. his accuracy is so damn good, hate him. blagh.
then we headed to the arcade downstairs. saw this family at the para machine.. they were so comical! the daughter was trying to teach her mom to play that game and her mom did really very funny actions lol. she looked like she's chopping something, haha!

they left, eelin and i took over. heh heh. i started playing hard mode cos it was the first mix. when i used the second token, i accidentally selected Expert mode! ahh! how dumb was that please. stupid machine, the selection arrows and sensors itself were faulty. but i had fun, even though i failed the third stage hahah. eelin and i played the game where there's the RGB buttons and u-go-crazy-on-them thing, while the other two siblings played the Jurassic Park shooting game. finished playing, richie and eelin fought each other with Air Hockey! hahah. that puck keep flying out, AT ME, because of RICHIE! dumbass, you think you're too strong? lol. yah anyway, i had my last game with eelin, which was Time Crisis II. i wasn't really playing with her, cos it ended up the both of us played solo =/ that machine was faulty too i guess.. blagh~ whatever.

we headed home after that!
thanks Eelin's father for sending me back! :)

tired.
tml's BNCO day again. and there's footdrill! i sense a sore throat coming my way.. heh.

OYASUMINASAI~
good night to you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA!
in 30 mins' time :)

third post of the day. haha.
now chatting with Eelin and Melviie..
getting high already haha.

on the way to Senja was so damn funny.
and suay also, in other words.
well, i didnt know i didnt tap my card at JE station (and how stupid was that). i managed to get thru the barrier though, cos i was in a hurry. so i just went on to take the LRT to Senja. when i reached there, i couldnt get out. i told the mama-shop Indian uncle there that i couldnt get through cos something wrong with my card. hahah. then what? he told me "oh, its okay, just go under the barrier" then he smiled. hahah! wow i got a trip to Senja for free. i only realised how much was the trip when i rode back to JE: 70cents. thats expensive =/ heh.
oh well, the daimokukai was great :)
FD got to sing our song! heh.

oh ya, i met fellow cadet ShuangYu at JE macs. heh, what a coincidence. had dinner alone at macs anyway. loner.

Hear Me - Kelly Clarkson
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
HEAR ME
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I'm far
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
HEAR ME
HEAR ME

sang this song repeatedly on the way home.
i dont think you heard me anyway.
so dumb.

gonna catch Da Chang Jin at 1am. seeya~

FUNKEY QUIZ

#. o1 tha' last person you talk to
% mama.

#. o2 tha' last person to message you
% daniel chan yuan qi.

#. o3 tha' last person that you said bye to
% hm. i think its Gracia.

#. o4 tha' last person you hugged
% dehh. him? =/

#. o5 tha' place you went to just now
% grandpa's bedroom lol.

#. o6 tha' thing you're doing now
% facing the monitor.

#. o7 tha' phrase people use to describe you
% crazy x)

#. o8 tha' first impression on meeting you is
% cheerful x)

#. o9 tha' thing that's on your mind now
% koko krunch. lmao.

#. 1o tha' person who's on your mind now
% him.

#. 11 tha' dream you dreamt last night
% a weird one, which i forgot. hahah!

#. 12 tha' person that you're missing now
% don't tell you haha

#. 13 tha' person whom you wanna meet now
% mai ka le kong. lmao x)

#. 14 tha' part of your body you wanna pierce is
% ear lobe. =/

hey. i would like to have ...
#. o1 hot or cold drinks
% cold.

#. o2 tha' sun or tha' rain
% SUN.

#. o3 chocolate or strawberry
% CHOC!

#. o4 mp3 or discman
% mp3.

#. o5 handphone or computer
% both. heh.

#. o6 many friends or one best friend
% many best friends, haha!

#. o7 nugget or fries
% fries!

#. o8 stay in bugis, pasir ris or woodlands
% haha bugis and pasir ris!


omg! is that me ?
#. o1 whats your full name
% teo rui wen fiona :)

#. o2 what stream are you in
% express.

#. o3 what are the nicknames you're given
% fio. banana. nana.

#. o4 how many piercings do you have now
% 2; one on each lobe.

#. o5 what kinda hairstyle are you having
% shoulder length; severely layered. lol.

yummy yum! my stomachs growling
#. o1 spaghetti or steak
% neither x(

#. o2 coke or lemon tea
% both!

#. o3 chocolate chips or mint ice cream
% choco chip!

#. o4 favourite place to dine at
% lol. anywhere there's pizza or meepok :D

am i really that bad?
#. o1 do you curse and swear
% when im VERY angry/upset.

#. o2 do you spit anywhere you want
% eek.

#. o3 do you play pranks on people
% when i was younger :P

#. o4 do you talk behind one another's back
% ..yah (?)


thanks to huihiang & boredom! x)

C-C-COLD.

if you guys find me using chim-chim english nowadays, pardon me yah? that comes naturally whenever im confused or upset.

good morning people!
alethia pestered for an update, so here i am.
anyway, at the same time,
im munching on my koko krunch for breakfast.

just read a few of my friends' blogs and found them all rather amusing. thanks for making me smile for the morning! :)

today's agenda will only start and end tonight. yah, its another diamokukai at Senja 8pm. oh well, at least i can get to eat out for dinner! yeah, i just feel like staying outta the house nowadays.. im bored, bored outta my wits.

oh! anyone out there, post some suggestions on my Theory blog on what topic to talk about next! cos im running outta ideas. haha. if not, that blog will have to wait till im older to update, as i'll have more ideas then. heh.

yum yum yummy koko krunch :)
addicted to chocolate.

im cold.
cos you threw me the whole Antartica,
without any word, at all.

and oh, alethia's going off for Penang & Genting tml. seeya girl! buy something for me okay? heh :P

BYEBYE!

TIME GOES BY REALLY SLOWLY.

im in such a pathetic state now.
im so bored that i have to look for something to do, and always end up here in front of the computer staring blankly at it.
once that starts, things that i shouldnt be thinking will come flooding my mind, which is really annoying and disturbing for me.
it makes me wanna run away.
mom, i wanna go out! i wanna go anywhere that i can spend the whole day out! im getting sick and i miss my school now.

currently listening to Run by Snow Patrol.
nice music. nice rhythm. nice lyrics.
you people should listen to it.
just visit Vicki's blog.
yeah, the song makes me ponders as well.

new stuff had been added to this blog:
{Quotable Quotes.}
quotes i take from anywhere to express how i feel currently, in words. nice blog song, anyway?
im craving for candy, chocolate and ice-cream, although im munching on my mashmallows away. im craving for alot of things. time passes by so slowly! argh.

nothing.
no life at all.
colourless;
black and white.
profoundness onehundred.

there's not much life on MSN for me anymore.

there's not much life on the net for me anymore.

my life hasn't been the same without your presence.

THE JUNIORS.

almost lost my voice again yesterday. especially during the footdrill. the combined foordrill was rather interesting though. i see a whole lot of chicken wings and horse-kicks. hope they can excel even better. i have my best cadets in mind, but i hope to see more performance from the whole platoon for the last upcoming two days of the course. time flies, huh.

went to Suntec for dinner yesterday, with Daniel, Samantha, and four of their friends, at Fish&Co. i was so bloated after the meal, even though i shared the Seafood Platter for Two with Daniel.. blagh. the three guys were a funny bunch of people; they act like overgrown kids, really. they were all talking about MAPLE in front of me and i almost burst out laughing. one kept gloating he has reached level 51 and i was like =_= they made me smile though :) we headed to Raffles City to find another of their friend at some soup shop. supposed to have a photo taken but it didnt happen in the end. oh well, then off we go to the MRT station. they stopped at Clementi to have their whatever fun they're gonna have, then i continued and stopped at Chinese Garden, back home! dont wanna go into details already. argh whatever.

it was so awkward to be pretending.


1.dixie
2.eelin
3.shimin
4.brenda
5.vicki
6.alethia
7.daniel
8.farhana
9.nadia
10.dhiya
11.daryl
12.richie
13.jamesss
14.clement
15.gracia
16.leslie
17.yuh heng
18.warrick
19.ian chua
20.shiwei


How did you meet 13?
while playing basketball / in school.

What would you do if you never met 5?
hm dont know? heh.

What do you honestly think of 10?
quiet, kinda crazy. and she's my Furboll! :)

Have you ever liked 3?
YES! shes my Breakerz.

If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would like to do?
cry.

Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?
LMAO! i dont think she has the taste for him at all!

Do you know any of 3's family members?
yah, her elder sis, youngest sis and younger bro.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
10 of course :)

What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you?
i will laugh my frikin ass out.

What language does 19 speak?
alien x)

Who is 8 going out with?
me! nah, i dont know :)

Would 18 and 5 make a good couple?
HAHA! i dont know!

When was the last time you talked to 6?
two nights ago online :)

What is 18's favorite band?
i dont know.

Does 4 have any siblings?
younger bro.

Would you ever date 1?
of course.

Would you ever date 7?
why not?

Is 15 single?
not sure if she is, YET.

What is 19's last name?
ian chua YI WEI.

What is 3's middle name?
sim SHI min? =/

What is 10's fantasy?
i dont know :P

Does 14 and 19 make a good couple?
=_= they dont even know each other.

What school does 16 go to?
westwood secondary.

What school does 1 go to?
clementi town :)

Where does 9 live?
jurong east! one bus-stop away from me!

Would you make out with 13?
jamesss, haha maybe.

Are 5 and 6 best friends?
YAH they are.

Is 20 older than you?
one year older.

Is 4 the sexiest bitch prettiest girl alive?
YES, cut away that pretty part. hah jk :)

Is 17 your ex?
wow, yeah he is.

Do you ever see yourself with 12 and 18?
ooh hoo hoo~!!! i'll be crazy XD

How is 2?
SEXY.


got this from alethia. nice.
ADIEU~

Knowledge of the Order of St John.

yes, its the killer exam today.
i failed!
nah, the results ain't out yet. i know i will fail though. i can imagine Sir Wayne's face while marking my paper. its either he's laughing his head off, or crushing up my paper in anguish. haha. hopeless eh. blame me, i totally forgot to study the contents, until it was 2am this morning. studied till 3.30am and slept.. woke up at 7.3oam. rushed, and arrived at the headquarters at around 8.55am, as the exam starts at 9am. we were almost late anyway haha. aishu, gekmin, boonkiat, nisha and i went for it btw. oh, where's jitsiang? ain't he clever, he thought the exam was YESTERDAY. what did he do? he went over to the HQ and saw nobody, and he didnt turn up today. so clever of him :)

headed to the arcade. para-ed away, to keep my mind distracted awhile. he said something that hurt me a little deeper, cos i know how close you two are. im lucky that my tap was still quite low-tide.
once in a blue moon now and then, i actually thought i smelt you..? especially when i took out my camera that night. it really scared the hell outta me. drats.
i think im going nuts.
mad.
crazy.
bonkers.
whatever!
im so-not used to it.

very.

WHO DO YOU THINK OF.

dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui
Daniel got 4th! agh. i expected 2nd. lol. okay, he sang well! great job :D

went to Senja Soka Centre after that.. for a daimokukai for the upcoming Youth General Meeting. sigh, i wonder if i can even attend it in the first place.. heh. reached home at what time? 10.30pm. why?

heaven cried for me.
yes, it rained.

sigh.
i dont know why this affected so many people. im so surprised how they reacted to this. i was already trying to brace myself, then they come confronting me, which made me feel worse.

the slight rain today made me think even more.

i took the route we used to take back home. walking walking and before i knew it, i was trapped under that damn building i couldn't even step outside. i actually thought heaven was crying for me, wanting me to stay there a little longer to ponder and recall the old days before i go on.. i know it myself that im being too paranoid, but my heart did think that way then. dumb. i find it rather comical now..

sigh.

i eventually made it home when the rain subsided. my french fries and burger were a little bit nua by then.
eek.

time to study!
tml's KOTO exam and i havent touched upon it yet. argh. all the best to me tml.

OYASUMINASAI~
p.s. oh ya, i plan to take up Japanese language :)

im still here.

AFRESH.

my new blog's opened.
click here!
the link is also under LINKS.

{EDIT}
oh, coming across Brenda's blog talking about her dream, i forgot to post about mine.
i dreamt of Jay Chou calling and chatting with me, can you believe it?? oh my god. how i wished i never woke up from that dream.. it seemed so real can!
{/EDIT}


puffy eyes this morning.
dont wanna talk about it.
sigh.