When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

NEW BLOGSKIN x)

blame my itchy hands for creating it!

okay, tomorrow's recee-ing at Pulau Ubin! so, that means imma be sleepin early today. lol. i am always afraid i could not get up on time. hehs.

today went to the army market at Beach Road. bought a pair of track pants, two FBT shorts, and one casual shorts. hmm, i find it abit short? lol whatever.

okay, thats it for today! :)

FLIGHTPLAN.

how far would you go?
this show is thrilling. the suspense was so great! lol. funniest thing is that Gekmin and i jumped upon the smashing of the car's windscreen. hahah, it was really sudden, moreover it was really silent when it happened with a loud smashing sound. lmao that was foolish X)

hm. oh well, i give 4 stars for Flightplan! :)

next few shows i MUST catch no matter what:

CELLO (PG)
CRY WOLF (not yet rated)
THE EXORCISM OF EMILY ROSE (not yet rated)
SYMPATHY FOR LADY VENGEANCE (M18)

and also not forgetting my
HARRY POTTER!
can't wait x)

cant stand movie restrictions nowadays. sooo many nice movies are NC16, like wtf? argh. dont they ever know that we can always get the DVD of the movie? might as well just let us in, man! lmao. this is mad. cos of such restrictions, sir kwek had some trouble choosing a movie to catch just now, for gekmin gracia and i are 14 yrs old. BLAH! x(

well, we did decided to watch Flightplan in the end, BUT not initially though. we reached Lido, i saw the Cello poster up there, and i told them i wanna watch it cos it's only PG! lol. but in the end, there's only ONE frikin-time slot; 1.45pm. and what time was it then?

1.57pm =.=
okay, how sad is that? ugh. they considered about it, but since it was already 2pm, they bought the 3.15pm ticket for Flightplan. yeah better than nothing. hehs. thanks sir kwek and hanzhen for paying! lots! xD yah, we went to Kinokuniya bookshop and walked around browsin stuff.. altogether there are 7 of us there; sir kwek, sir hanzhen, sir tony, SIR daniel, gracia, gekmin & me! big group huh, lols. at first gracia, gekmin, daniel and i was looking at the Guiness World Records book. then the two girls wanted to go find sir kwek and they disappeared. i was walking around with daniel, then we split, i was alone looking for a chinese book. then i joined sir kwek browsin his books. he paid for his book and we left for Lido again! hahah. yup and we caught the movie.

i may consider to catch the Chronicles of Narnia too :)
and oh, the 7 tickets from today are still in my wallet.
lmao =.=

the seminars were fun these two days. cos i got to go out! wahaha. spent almost all my money too. im now left with 2bucks, when in the beginning i had 26bucks. hehs. melissa paid me for the keychain pendant i bought for her so im left with 4bucks now. imma be claiming more money from gracia too! hahahs. she loaned money for ice cream today. Gelato. yum yum, low-fat, hehs. yup! fun fun FUN! x)

can't wait for coming TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, and SATURDAY! recee for Ubin, Sentosa, and the next BNCO meeting :) also 2A1's class outing next week from tomorrow. yeah! however, in between there is a 3day-2night Leadership Camp 7-9nov. yups, busy busy too :) gotta get ready stuff for the camp already, tml's the meeting for the camp stuff.

can't wait for all these stuff to be over!
cos the only thing im looking forward to is
BASIC NCO COURSE 2005! xD
okay, im not biased. this is my desire since sec1, to be an instructor in future NCO courses x) yeah gambatte! hahahs.

yah, i needa get back to WORK.
GOOODY-NIGHT~

it's like i can't breathe
it's like i can't see
it's like you're a leech
sucking the life from me
it's like im not me
im addicted to you.

HOLIDAYS! WOOHOO! xD

today's First Aid in the 21st Century Seminar.
tommorow's the last day :) then going to walk walk with sir kwek and guys. hahahs. so shiok lah that kwek. stay over at the hotel. blablah. oh whatever, i had fun!

yesterday was LAST DAY OF SCHOOL. lols. then Breakerz went all photo-taking-frenzy lmao. yeahh, LOTS of photos were taken yup yupp. hahah. fun fun FUN! x)

im tired from all the walking today. wahahahs. yeah, GOODNIGHT! :)

SUTEC CITY MALL.

bought new tank-tops! heh.
BUT
my whole bunch of handphone ling-longs were left behind! specifically, they dropped somewhere there in that biggy-big mall. ARGH! my BREAKERZ FIO badge is one of the ascessories! it's new.. and, 2bucks gone, GONE! ahh im going madd x(

sigh. what can i do? *shrug*
make a new one i guess.

I ASPIRE TO BE A PSYCHIATRIST! :)

goody-byee. hahahs x)

BLOATED. HAPPY! x)

i got my wallet!! yeahh!
its sooo nice nice nice! heh hehs.

just came back from dinner at Hoshi, IMM. its a japanese restaurant. woah, man, im so damn frikin bloated! hadn't felt so fat for so long. lols. stuffed myself with their delicacies today. their Yaki Tori is sooo OISHI! lmao. anyway, great dining place, check it out yeah guys! ;)

hooray! gekmin's attending this saturday's first aid seminar. that means im going too! hahahs. and yes, Fiat gave me a pink floral skirt, its SO CUTE! ahh imma wear it to the seminar lol. blablah :)

now i gotta make up my holiday schedule for my dad to see. hahahs. have to settle some stuff. i suddenly feel so busy. hahah, i think its just the programs that i have in hand now..

aaaand,
TML IS MEET-THE-PARENTS SESSION.
oh man, i think both my parents coming. it would be better if only my dad came. heh. just got lectured just now, cos i showed him my deadly Report Book x( lmao. okay anyway, i bought lollipops and potato chips today! lol. sweet-tooth, i am.

gotta Get Busy. lol. BYEBYE!

*SCREAMS*

IM GETTING THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS WALLET!!
hooooorayy! xD thanks alot dad!
I MAY BE GETTING MY SKIRT TOO!!
hope you do allow it, mom! xD

high high.
that skirt, my formal blouse, my new footwear, with new wallet. WOW SO CLASSY! lol. imma most probably be attending the first aid seminar this saturday and the attire is smart casual. hehs. blah. just hope that i can get that skirt, and thats it! all done! x) the bag and shoes? aw, that can wait till new year shopping period! mwahaha :)

say yes, PLEASE! i can give up my k750i.

i miss ya! are you going for it?

heart-attack.

gasp. gasp. gasp!
good goodness, i cannot believe whatever stuff i want is so expensive. sobs. it seems almost impossible for me to afford them. more specifically, my parents refuses to afford them. sigh sigh, can i withdraw from my bank account, please?! blablah. ugh, it sucks.

converse casual shoes $89.90
roxy bag $85.00
37degrees bag $39.90
THAT skirt from More Than Words $22.90

my current impossible desires. maybe i souldn't have gone window-shopping today? hm. blablah, whatever.

went bowling with eelin, waijif, fiat and ben today at Chevrons. then played pool. eelin and waijif went home, while the three of us went to have lunch before heading to town. fiat and i walked the whole of Heeren again. ben went to centrepoint himself to take a look at his i-pod stuff. yeah, then came home, blablah. here i am :)

TOMMOROW'S SCHOOL, darn.
nothing to do, except for more boring maths lessons on SYMMETRY. eeek.

oh well, i gotta start up on my holiday schedules for nov and dec! see when i could be free to go BANGKOK for a SHOPPING SPREE! ugh, i really desperately need a big shopping spree x)

okay, seeya!

appreciating tea & music :)

post exam activities start! school started off with Deepa-raya (mixture of Deepavali & Hari Raya) appreciation this morning. interesting and fun event! hahah. AIMAN DANCED SO CUTE! lmao. *claps* for his courage and humour. i like the Indian dancers especially the guy, hahah, he can actually shake his ass so nicely even when kneeling with one knee up. lmao, its so cool! hahahs.

chinese tea appreciation at yixing xuan teahouse.
yeahh, 2a1 & 2c1 went there today during curriculum time. heh heh skipped some events in school.. however, we skipped the Opera-music appreciation event today. what a pity! sigh. however, i seemed to be the only one disappointed with it; nobody cares or likes opera-music, not to even mention appreciating it. SIGH. hahah oh anyway, i had fun today at the teahouse! "you learn new things everyday" quoted from john tan. yeahh, i know how to make, and serve chinese tea in the traditional way! wahaha. its sooo fun :) the smell of the green-tea leaves is sooo aromatic.

an evening with Yo Kano.
the most inspiring pianist i've ever seen. Mr Yo Kano is from my religion, soka ghakkai international (SGI). he's blinded since 19 years old due to his weak-sightedness since young. poor thing huh.. however, he actually got a scholarship to New York and studied music there, and he became a musician, then signed a recording contract. from his name, you should know he's based in Japan. yeah, he's blind, but he can play the piano! im actually thinking how did he manage to do that. he played really smoothly without making any mistakes at all throughout the whole show. isn't he just amazing, inspiring? he facial features look like my school's basketball coach, lmao. BUT, Mr Kano is better looking, hahah! he is 49 years old this year btw :)

on the way home! singaporeans. *shake head*
allow seats to people who need them the most. you hear or see this phrase almost everywhere where there is public transport. yeah, i was on the train home just now and i was practically sleeping throughout. at one point of time, i woke up, i noticed a woman who is around, 3-4 months pregnant i guess. moreover, she looked damn tired and she has that "i just go back from work and i really need my bed" look on her face. so, being a nice person, i requested her to take my seat :) well, she said it was okay and she continued standing. i didnt sit down again. i just stood beside her since i was already at buona vista. i insisted her to take a seat, saying i was getting off soon, she still politely refused. halfway through our 'conversation', an auntie (those super-vain type), rushed over and sat down at my ex-seat. the that auntie smiled at me. SINGAPOREANS. ugh, oh well. anyway, that pregnant lady said thank you very much *smile* when she got off at jurong east x) felt so good, i did a good deed! heh.

hm, got back our overall results today. ugh, yah as usual, last few in class.. 33rd position out of 36 people. overall percentage 61.5%. this is crap man, what pulled me down? ART.
fuck the fucking hell out of that big fucking MISS-fucking-MO-fucking-NA. MISS-fucking-MAIMONA! ahh blablah.. sorry if you got offended, felt so pissed off about her. yeah that's for today.

gotta sleep now! tml got BNCO meeting :)
cant wait! lol. okay NITES!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARYL TAN!! xD

hahah. he finally turns 15!
yeah oh well, languages got B's. so that completes it; AABBCC!
hahahah. okay gota sleep now, NITEY!

results returned, almost.

MATHS - A1
SCIENCE - A1
HISTORY - C6
LITERATURE - C5

argh. if both my languages are to get a Grade B, it will all be AABBCC! lol. sigh, oh well anyway, im happy for my Science! yeahh finally an 81! lols. man im crazy x( blablabla.

Fiat cooked NICE NICE TOMYAM TODAY FOR DINNER!! hahahs. although i cannot take much, due to the spiciness (im 50% chili-intolerant), it tasted really nice! hahahs. my dad can taste their Thai tomyam at Thailand, but i can ALSO taste yummy Thai homecooked tomyam here in Singapore! hahah. HUIHIANG, you want? lols.

yeah anway, watched SAW just now. it's a DVD. this one's the first movie anyway, the second movie is coming out this december. hm, it's rather complex and grotesque. i bet it was NC16 when it was showing in Singapore.. it features a part where the guy saws off his right foot and it actually filmed the sawing. UGH.. there's definitely gonna be more blood in the second movie due to what the poster said. hahah. the first one was already so gross, what could be next? *shrieks*

oh oh anyway, im sooo looking forward to the Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire movie!! wahaha. there's Viktor Krum (who calls Hermione Hermonini lol), Fluer Delacour, CEDRIC Diggory, and of course not forgetting more of Rupert Grint, Tom Felton.. and and AND, MORE DANIEL!! ahhhhhh~!! lmao im crazy lols. DANIEL RADCLIFFE IS SO HAWT xD *screams*

crazy, yeah. too crazy. but i've matured much though. you dont wanna see how i acted when i was in primary 5 and 6 when the Harry Poter topics come about. you could have called the asylum lol. blahh, crapps. OKAY, CME and Art projects DOWN. there's a few more work for me to do. one which is top-secret (heh heh), the leadership camp, and of course, MY BASIC NCO COURSE! x) hope i can enjoy much.

oh OH, not forgetting my SENTOSA TRIP :)

miss you lots. but i can see you soon!

ESCAPE DAY! X)

escape themepark. yeahh.
we had a blast there! yes, Fiat and Ben arrived in Singapore yesterday evening. Fiat is cool, and is so uber-hyper-active lol. she's like me; addicted to the camera! wahaha. we went to town first as Fiat wanted to take some neoprints. yup, we did that! then we headed off to Pasir Ris despite the drizzle. haha.

the time we had in escape themepark was greaat! hahahs. feel like visiting ESCAPE again some time in the holidays. then, my plan shall be like this: spend the late morning till late afternoon hanging out at Escape, head to SENTOSA in the early evening, stroll across all the beaches, and JUST IN TIME to watch the Sunset. awww, that's so nice aint it?? my dream date. lol. you know who am i hinting to :P no not you, not you, yes you, YOU! hahahs.

yah, back to situation. we were on the way back to JE for dinner. and yes, the good part comes in. we were on the train, dum dee dum, we happened to be seated next to a pair of quite old and fat men. yeah, they were talking talking talking.. then out of somewhere, prrooot-prrrooooooot~ something sounded like this erupted. yeah, its obvious, but they kept on talking, and laughing. I PITY EELIN, as she was sitting just a seat's gap away from the men. LMAO.

wait wait wait wait wait. that's not all, yet.

so we were at tanah merah, and this woman, in her late 40's, boarded the train. yes, she found a seat and that happened to be right opposite of Fiat. Fiat is between eelin and me btw. oh, she crossed her legs. yeah, that's really lady-like of her but, we somehow saw something a little, obscene? her undies could be seen x( okay, to be specific, NOT the whole thing; the laces of her underwear. ahh, that was rather, ugh, yah. eeek, that gives me creeps thinking about it now.

YES, we arrived at jurong east. we headed to the arcade first cos we wanna play till we're really hungry before we have our dinner. hahah. so eelin and i invaded both parapara machines. lol. Fiat and Ben played some video-games. we had fun yeah! then we head off to McDonald's. yum yum burgers, mcwings, fries, and ICE CREAM. Ben finished two ice cream waffle-cones within like, not even 2mins? =/ thats so damn fast. hahah. took alot of pictures there too! we i even took the boned-mcwings. lmao. okay thats lame hahahs :)


yes the boned-mcwings x)


yummy Yoshinoya's terriyaki chicken meal :)


Fiat took a picture of me while talkin to my mom.


me and eelin at Yoshinoya!


eelin, Fiat & me on the train :)

and yes, tommorow's school. YAH, i've been a good-girl to have finished my art. and YAH, i was a good-girl to have just finished packing my school-bag! lol crapps. okay, so im ready for school tommorow. I HOPE I DID WELL IN MY EXAMS. *shivers* all the best to me. wahahah.

sentosa. Sentosa. SENTOSA!
how i miss SENTOSA.
yes, i may be having two trips there, or just one..
and i want THE SKIRT from MORE THAN WORDS! argh.
i want sooo many things!
i shall hope for the BEST,
and strive for it too! :)

and i miss you. hahah.

MCR: would you carry me to the end.

uhm. wierd.

i just realised, wierd wounds are appearing on my limbs.

last week, i noticed a few (around 5) small, superficial slits on my upper thigh, around 50 centimetres down from my hip. next was this morning, a small open wound on my lower arm, near my elbow. then during my shower just now, i noticed another superficial, but longer cut somewhere 5 centimetres above my right knee.

i am not surprised at the rashes on the back of my upper left thigh, cos my legs are allergic to the micro-fibre dust from the sofa in the living-room (which, somehow, i dont know why). however, i had unusual rashes on my upper right arm since the last two weeks. it's subsiding now, but it will be itchy sometimes though.

all with the fact that i didnt do anything, and i find no other reasons why and how i got these wounds.. hm.
i dont like the look of all these.

this is crazy. or should i say, scary.
brrrh.

FEATURED: MOT cum TWITS

oh gosh, am i so happy this morning.
i checked out vicki's blog (nice layout anyway!), then saw alethia tagging to visit a blog. this blog: museum-of-twits.blogspot
and it is called MOT.

what did i get? a whole lot of interesting stuff that sure did brighten up my day! TWITS. annoying people. and i simply love the criticism about them, not that im sadistic, they're so darn true. and i am really glad they are GUYS. finally i found some guys with brains thinking this way. check this blog out, it rocks. it features everything about TWITS.

another cool site by MOT:
twitionary.blogspot

warning:
if you are a TWIT (that is, if you admit it yourself), i shall recommend you not to go on. dont spam their tagboard with your shits. TWITS SUCKS.

what is this?:
dont undestand what is a TWIT? remember my post on September 30 about the Net-Morons with pouting mouths and eyeliners. yeah, they are called TWITS. so, if you are one, if you admit, dont enter the blog above. i know there are some who did admit they're TWITS. cos a whole lot of you came spamming my tagboard during that period.

so seeya! hahah.

arms and legs aching like hell. BUT ITS ALL WORTH IT!

imagine staying at an arcade for straight 5hours and playing non-stop, taking turns over and over again? yeah yeah yeah!! and it was all totally cool! moreover, i havent touched a ParaPara and Dance Dance Revolution (DDR) machine for months! i was so damn happy when i saw a DDR 4th Remix down there. i was like, WOOOTS! hahahahs. xD

eelin, brenda, shimin, rachel and me met up with each other at the bus interchange at 1pm. cos we all went home to change! hahah, then chiong the arcade lol. really played non-stop. me, eelin and brenda kept taking turns to play the parapara. brenda and eelin were trying to learn, in the end they got addicted to it. they keep playing. for me, being a really nice friend to let them play, i invaded the DDR machine! mwahaha. lol. whoah i had a great time there. the songs are great! moreover there are some remix songs from the parapara. thats so cool! yeah, danced and danced.. haven't had sooo much fun for, a year or so? heh heh =)

then shimin and rachel were playing Time Crisis 3. rachel's aiming is like, SO ACCURATE man. lol, yeah for real. then i played it myself.. then with eelin, then alone again. hahaha my arms were so 'sour' after those lol. since i dont wanna tire my arms out so much, i carried on with my DDR. hahahah. the feeling of going to the higher levels and completing them is so shiok. heh heh heh ^^ i really had a great time there! the arcade is none other than the one at empress place, an old-looking place in clementi. its like, so frikin cheap? 50cents per token and ALL machines only requires ONE token! like, WOW, OMFG. lol.

okay, im quite high now. cant believe i spent 5hours there really. hahahah. quitted arcading around, beginning of the year. but, addicted again! and it feels great! lol. well, it feels great when we have enough to spend there.. hahahs :D

hmmm, sentosa? nah, it shall be postponed to the HOLIDAYS! hehs. i shall anticipate for that! hope my schedule then wont be so tight until my holidays cannot breathe. x(

oh well, dad's leaving for thailand on sunday. after that he'll be going to china. i better make sure he buys the Wait Until You're Older DVD. i can garuntee he can find it easily down there, cos its a chinese/cantonese movie. woohoo, save money from movies lol.

oh yah, ouch, my phone dropped on the pavement when i was on the way home just now. looking at phone now i feel so painful; all the scratches and dents x( ugh, poor thing..

yeahh! the main point for today is:
ITS THE END OF THE EOYS! I SHALL ENJOY LIFE NOW! AND I DID A FEW HOURS AGO! THE ARCADE ROCKS!
lol. i hope i can get B's and A's and not C's! mwahaha.

okay, BYEBYE! :)

ONE MORE PAPER! YAY!!

one more last MATHS PAPER 2! yeahh and im FREE! x) really hope i can go sentosa. i'll be trying my luck later on askin my dad. heh =/ all the best to me! hahahs.

okay, may blog later. hahah. SEEYA!

be the quit or follow-through :)

wow.
latest news: visitors coming to stay with us for 10 days. a girl same age as me, and a 19-year-old guy. wahaha! we're sure gonna have FUN man. lols. but the thing is, my dad told me the girl doesnt understand english (they're thai btw), but the brother does! so i have to tell the brother whatever i have to tell the girl then he translate in thai for her. ahh, there goes the girls' talk man! hahah. oh well, at the same time i can learn more of thai language! hahah. im rusty already, for not practicing it for like, a year or so? hahahs. hope we'll enjoy man, cos exams will be over! and they'll be coming over next monday.

AND,
NO SCHOOL on monday and tuesday! woots! aint that cool? lols. marking-days just rockss man hahah. yeahh. but, there's our art project and CME project to worry about. agh x( heh. anyway, will enjoy no matter what!

AND I WANT SENTOSA! :D

okay, bed-time! GOODNIGHT.

TWO MORE DAYS! HAHAH.

yeah! two more! just two more papers damnit. hahahs. im planning to head to sentosa after all these headaches! yeah. imma be catching the sunset. i want, and i hope to fulfil it! heh. tomorrow's science paper. yeah, gambatte! x)

i wanna catch this flick! that one! this one!
corpse bride.
the wig. (NC16) oh damn.
the exorcism of emily rose. i hope its not NC16
the devil's rejects (NC16) argh!

and lastly, i have to wait til 16november..
HARRY POTTER & THE GOBLET OF FIRE!
yeahh. thats a confirm YES for me xD

okay, study! heehe. BYEBYE.

uh oh.

ahhh! my computer mouse! not working! uh oh. theres something wrong with the sensor. arghs! die die die x( blehh. for now use this irritating sensor on the laptop.. so difficut to control man! ugh, it feels so empty without the mouse.

today's literature was =) haha. except for the unseen poem part. i was so lost inside and i dunno how the hell to answer the questions lol. other than that, i could answer all the other questions smoothly! yeah. heh.

then went to macs for brunch with breakerz and rachel. after that we went to rachel's house to play TABOO. hahah. yupp, reached her doorstep we peered into the house through the gate. richie was at the computer, which was just by the door. HAHAH, he was half-naked, it made brenda laugh (as usual). then ended up all of us laughing also (for nothing). then when we got in, richie went to his room to get something i think. when he bent down, me and brenda walked past his room and brenda was like "wah, half-naked liao, still zao geng sia!" and she burst out laughing again. lol. yeah true, his underwear can be seen rather obviously lol. anyway, we carried on to play TABOO, yeah. lmao.

richie changed into his school uniform. he was getting ready to go back to school for his N level maths. yupp. not long later, DIXIE and FREDERICK came! ahhh lol. dixie was like giving the 'diao' face when he saw us laughing our heads off while playing the game lol. sheesh, they came and they played some basketball PC game on the comp. eelin asked richie and dixie to play the game with us, they refused. hahah. yeah. not long, shimin and brenda left. yupps, brenda got tuition then shimin acc her back. then we three girls play among ourselves; one describes and two answers, the one who answers the fastest gets the point. hahahah. yeah, then we arrived at one word 'homo sapien'. i was the one describing so i was like saying "what's the scientific word for human?" rachel and eelin was giving the 'i know the answer but i forgot what is it' look lmao. then i saw dixie trying to see the answer, i blocked it. hahah! then he told me "what? i wana see answer la. i also not playing.." hahah, then i also ask him guess. instead, he stared at fred. fred looked at us, blur. then i repeated my question again. LOL, that best part was, both dixie and fred was looking at each other, giving that blur look. all of them is treating me like as if im talking too profound or some kinda. lmao. when i showed them the answer they were all "OHHH, aiyo cheh." lols.

then play play play.. the three guys went into richie's room then we three girls stayed outside. play some more then the guys came out, going out to school. HAHAH, dixie purposely say byebye to rachel and me, not eelin. LOL. attitude haha. HES SO CUTE. okay, they're all cute. hahah. anyway, me and eelin are excited of turning sec3! yes we are! woohoo! lol. eccentric, yeah =)

tomorrow's MATHEMATICS PAPER 1.
yeah im gonna go through it. tonight imma be memorising all formulas well. cos my tutor aint around! sheesh. oh well, gambatte! hahahs.

wow, i just chatted with nathanael on the phone for, 1:43:46? lmao. my ears were burning and so was my cellphone. battery life left one bar lol.

okay, im hungry. BYEBYE!

can somebody kill me, please.

oh dear, my history is like so screwd please. LOL why am i talking like that =/ hahah. anyway, its like, SO SCREWD! oh man, i know the answers, i know it! but, i just couldnt put them into words. dumb huh? but its true. how i wished that the teacher would just come straight to me and ask me the questions so that i can answer her back, verbally. ARGHS.

things made it worse, something like this:
the pp poe peopll people.
that just, look so dumb? cancellations are all over my papers! aiyai, its really messy messy. another stupid thing that occured; my ink pen ran outta ink! oh man, then my answer was half ink pen, half ball-point pen.

oh my god, there was actually such things like Flying Coffins?? oh, that means i haven't been paying attention in class. oh my, i think i wrote.. Bull Fighters? x( okay thats retarded. i thought it had something to do with the bulls or something. in the end i flipped the notes, it was some Buffalo thing. UGH okay this simply sucks.

i was doing the last structured essay question on the strikes and riots. there was one i wrote about demanding better working conditions. after i wrote that, i dont know why, my mind went blank and the next thing that came into my mind was the National Day skit we had this year. =_= okay, isnt this so FRIKIN LAME. i actually thought about JingHui from 2d1! cos he was part of the rioting scene in the skit. yeah this is simply so, eeek. i just couldnt concentrate much, moreover my hand wasnt working for some reasons; it doesnt listen to me! i ended up scribbling throught the whole paper. yeah, im screwd.

well, since it is OVER, i can sigh for a relief. HISTORY IS GONE MAN. hahahah. next hurdles shall be math and science. yeah, i can do it! tommorow's literature. two plays and LOTR, thats easy to study, but i may screw things up again if i cant make it for my essays x( yeah, i'll try my best!

"believe in yourself." karma, people, karma. lol, i may sound abit eccentric today, i dont know. argh, so SCREWD!

i cant wait for my leadership camp to come; BREAKERZ are in!
i cant wait for my BNCO course! x)

adieu-

woohoo!! xD

whoooops!
im so sorry that i changed my blogskin again! i simply cannot RESIST it. this is supposed to be submitted to Blogskins. but, i cant bring myself to do it! lol.. sorry hahah =p
EDISON IS JUST SO HOT YEAH? *drools* lmao. i was so excited when i came across this photo of his, then i started to do a blogskin on it! hahah. i just find him SO SEXY in this picture. agree?? hahahs. you, dont be jealous, cos hes my husband, and you know it! LOL.

yeah okay, imma be going back to study my hopeless history. hahah, wow, thats alliteration! yeah literature lol. okay okay, ADIEU!

good luck to your papers tomorrow! =)

great memories.

you'll find a boost in my friendster pictures.
cos i miss a hell lotta people!! x)
sometimes, i just wish that i could rewind time and repeat the great moments i had with my friends back then. dont you guys out there feel this way sometimes too?

I MISS YOU!

SSA HQ2 YCF Future Division:
- KEXIN!
- SHERYL
- WINNIE!
- QIUYING!
- LITING
- PROICH!
- WILLIE!
- KENNY
- ZHONGZHE
- ALVIN
- ALAN

Boon Lay Primary 6Loyalty 2003:
- FARHANA!! my furboll.
- NADIA!! my furboll.
- DHIYA!! my furboll.
- PHYO! my joker-
- JOSEF! joker's friend-
- DARRICK =)
- LINDA
- JINGHUI
- OLIVIA
- SHENGBAO! my skipping champion :]
- IQBAL!! my funniest partner ever x)


yeah. today went to sing karaoke at clementi partyworld. hahah! my dad can sing! for real, people. lol he rocks hahaha. after that went to maternal grandparents' house for dinner; PIZZA! heh heh. HAWAIIAN yum yum. at the same time watch Mr and Mrs Smith DVD. its so cool lol. yeah, i had fun today. =)

time to sleep. GOODNIGHT, byebye.

and i miss you =)

i cant believe it. time flies.

squeee! i made a new, yet LAME, flash! lol.
click here! :P dont bash me x)

i actually finished studying all 8 chapters of history within the 5 hours alone in the library? specifically in the Cafe, hahah. WOW. okay, *claps* thats simply a miracle man! i'll usually doze off after the first two chapters of history. this is, ooh lala. ahh okay thats pure crap. whatever it is, i did study today! thats an accomplishment :]

okay, now that ive got all the key points in my head, the next two days i shall be revising, sleeping, revising and SLEEPING! yup. sleep is very important before every exam. ESPECIALLY HISTORY, for me. hahah. just in case i doze off in the middle of the paper. whoops. blablah.

the next hurdle after the deadly history, is MATH. gosh, i actually forgot everything about perfect squares. im like so dead now. i'll be revising those so-called Math-Books from term 1 and 2 over and over again. hopeless =.= ahh, then comes my literature, then SCIENCE. hohoho. im alright with lit, i see not much need to study, lol. =p i need to recap stuff about the transport in living things! aiyai i mixed up everything about the xylem and phloem thing lol. really HOPELESS. i shall pray i'll do well in my future papers. cos i have a feeling i wont do so well in my languages x(

blagh. after the EOYs, one last thing to worry about is, my ART! yeah, that cd cover thing. gotta get a good colour-printer to print out my design. i almost died getting the correct measurements of the designs for the cd casing, heh. oh well, all the best! also to you guys out there! =)


i really hope you do be careful of what you're presenting to the public.
im talking about you, your everything.
and one last time, stop the slit bullshit.
its really annoying. well actually...hurting.


time to relax and play for while =)
BYEBYE.

ouch, it hurts. sorry, FRIEND.

I KNOW I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT YOU GUYS.
but you dont have to talk to me LIKE THAT.
even if you're picking on me im really fine with it.
as you said, im NOT close to you guys. i agree.
and i also agree, i can just mind my own business.
BUT im just merely passing a comment, a remark.
my opinion.
I DIDNT SAY i know everything.

i guess it just has to be this way, your way, isnt it.
then, IM SORRY
to poke my nose into YOUR matters.


it really hurts to have conflicts over small matters. you're just fighting over nothing.
'Sorry's do work, ONLY if you are sincere.
i still hope to see a happy group of friends together again.

i sound like i care COS I DO. i dont wear MASKS.


good luck for upcoming papers. 4 more days!
1 more week to endure, and we shall be FREE!
BYEBYE. FRIENDS.

new songs added! :]

heylo! hahahs. i had a short meeting in th student council room today. then went out for lunch with Breakerz at macs =)

oh boy, we did make a din down there lol. making jolene so buay tahan liao lols. sorry disturb u studying ar! blame it on.. BRENDA! lols. she's the one laughing like crazy there. yeah, u guessed it (maybe), she'd just escaped from the asylum (aka IMH) and imposed as the BRENDA from breakerz. lmao. just nice, today mrs chan was talking about volunteering to help paint the Singapore IMH for future community work.. then i told brenda that she can go back to her asylum and wait for us cos we'll be visiting soon. hahah! then she started to talk about her potty, and we actually discussed how should we paint her potty. rofl. "no, nevermind! i'll buy a new potty for you!" eelin said. LOL.

then we wasted our time away down there at macs, laughing our asses off again and again and again.. lol. everything all started with BRENDA, no others. lol. well well, actually all of us has a part in it. if we can control ourselves by resisting BRENDA's contagious laughter, she will be the one laughing on her own then.. lmao. anyway, i had fun at macs lol.

after that i left, at 3plus going to 4, first to the library. yupps im so good hahahs. then, i met my 324 buddies there! hahahs zengye and guishan. with some other gurls from some school, white uniform, uh, nanhua? lol *shrugs* yeah, then i found weiwen, jitsiang, suhyee and suhailah! yay, hahah got someone to sit with, muahaha. then we started to study.. awhile later he came to join us.. after awhile we got abit bored then crapped around.. then study again. yea, thats the routine; study, crap, rest, study again. lol. we discussed about theTOFU, school subjects, things like that. its fun talking to weiwen! lmao. then suhailah left, we continued with our work. then suhyee's turn, not long later he and i left too. bidded goodbye to the two guys there! hahah.

oh yeah, i borrowed one cute chinese comic book. Bei3 Ji2 San1 Xiong1 Di4. hahah, its really cute! (:

GAMBATTE for EOYs next week! :D

yups, thats for today. hahah. byebye!

you are never coming home.

corpse bride rocks! yeah! hahah.
"it's not me, my dress is caught."
lols. the characters are so cute! hahah. they really have exaggerated body parts; long skinny legs, big broad chins, big fishball-like bodies. lol. the movie is cute! go catch it! hahah. i aim for the Andy Lau's movie next =)

feeling delighted nowadays. at the same time there are programmes of my end-of-year holidays coming up too. leadership camp this 7-9 november. and, im invited to go back to this year's Basic NCO Course as an instructor! yay! heh. sigh sigh, i hope all goes well this holiday! hahahs. yeah im excited.

before thinking about the above, of couse i have to study for now! today's english paper was, ok-ok haha. im not that confident about my essays in paper 1, but im quite confident for my paper 2. yups =) oh well, for now i have to concentrate on my maths and history! eew. tml gotta stay back in school for a little while for student council, then i shall go home and finish any unfinished homework! that includes the colouring of my alien. damnit. ART! sigh~ my CD cover design is driving me crazy. lets not talk about it then. hahahs =p

okay, i wanna sleep. GOODNIGHT! x)

miss you <3

My Chemical Romance rocks! xD


The Ghost of You
I never said I'd lie in wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her, but she could try

At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever

Ever, get the feeling that you're never all alone
And I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms, she dies, she dies

At the end of the world or the last thing i see
You are never coming home never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are never gonna hug me
Never coming home never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall down

At the end of the world or the last thing i see
You are never coming home never coming home
Never coming home never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are never gonna hug me
Never coming home never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna ...


Helena
long ago
just like the hearse you die to get in again
we are so far from you
burning on just like the match you strike to incinerate
the lives of everyone you know
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight

what's the worst that i can say
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight

came a time when every star falls
brought you to tears again
we are the very hurt you sold
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight

whats the worst that i can say
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight

can you hear me?
are you near me?
can we pretend to leave and then
we'll meet again when both our cars collide

what's the worst that i can say
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight
and if you carry on this way
things are better if i stay
so long and goodnight
so long and goodnight


get their album! hahahs. they sure rock my music world alot! xD heavy guitars and the dark, gothic feeling is there in their songs. and what else? their album and Helena video has my favourite colours! hahahah! BLACK and RED. woohoo, three cheers for sweet revenge, three cheers for MCR! :]

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!