When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

tourniquet
just ripped lotsa songs into my comp. wow it was so messy lol. damn manz, why must my computer be reformatted?? all my songs gone x( sigh sigh. all melissa's good-doing. bleh. hahahs, oh well..

have lots of projects gonna meet deadline soon! i think i have.. one or two delayed? =/ uh oh, better hurry hurry hurry up! hahah. sigh sigh.. when will all these end..

im so happy. aishiteru dear! heehe xD

weehee, st john AGI, footfrill competition and ANCO POP coming real soon! 4th sept and 10th sept! heehe. im in the GOH contingent for AGI.. whereas in POP im back to the Stick Orderly, with aishu! wahaha.. yay lols. oh well, this means i'll be busy busyy! yup yupps.

ciaoz! nitex.

awww. heehe xD
im glad of what i have now; all my friends by my side, currently lesser homework, but more tests x( lols. oh well, im satisfied for now! yay. hahahs =p

i found Saiyuki Reload GUNLOCK at plaza singapura today!! omigosh~ it's $29.90 per set.. and there are two sets of vcds. arghs! $60~ i can dream on manz.. Saiyuki Reload comic book 5 is out too (like, so long ago)! but its in chinese damnit. need to wait for a few more months for the english one! oh gawd, any kind soul out there buy for me or lend me the VCDs?? please! hahahs. oh manz, im mad~ argh... heartbreak-*

so that means two more on my wishlist;
- Ripcurl bag
- MYUK handphone pouch
- Adidas jacket
- Saiyuki Reload GUNLOCK vcds
- Saiyuki Reload comic book 5

blehs. oh well, i just have to let it be. it will be fated if i can get them. hahahs.. yepps. adieu, nitex! xD

je'taime

so blurr. lols =p
blaghs. nowadays damn blur. keep sleeping in class during lessons.. dont know why! hm hmm, oh well, hahahs. today went to visit the Chinese Opera Institute. it was cool (: learnt some skills of how to use a water silk. wow, hahah.

very dazed nowadays. whew~ i better wake up sooner or later! projects are half done, girl! blah~! hahah

uh oh.. oh manz! im no longer the Stick Orderly for POP! im the emcee! ahhh~ lols.. aiyoo die liao la, gonna be trained by sir tony and yenchieh.. yicks x_o hahahs. *ahem*

click to see full picture(: *new window*

learning the lady's steps. yvonne and angela.


trying out the water silks ourselves. lol.


thats me(:


the three of us. yupps, hahah.


finally, a class photo! xD


fun-shot

im really happy nowadays(: i still cant believe it.
heehes. ciaoz! xD

wowee. im freezin. lols =p
aircon 18 degress celcius.
approximately 40 computers.
drinkin greentea.
using handphone.
playing computer.

yupps, this is the situation im in now. lols! yar, me now in computer make-up lesson.. finished my flash! now im playing the computer mwahahas. so evil hahah =p my fingers are damn frikin freezin cold~ cannot control properly hahahs.

okae, imma be off. heehes. cya!

pressure.
pressurized. arghs! broke down in class today.. too much things coming to me.. all too sudden, all last-minutes.. arghs! hate it!

hope everything can return to normal again.

im trying to get used to the idea of it.
dont know how i feel about it either.
sighs.

nitex!

yawn. sighs. x(
tired out nowadays.
keep sleeping during classes..oh man. i actually slept thru a CME lesson without being caught. like, wow. sheesh, i need a real rest man..dunno why, since after the carnival i had been really tired. yea, really tired.

jux came back from tampinese not long ago; attended the video-show on HQ2's YCF performance. yeah, we did great(:

well now, i just.. wanna sleep. zZz...

nice flash animation to check out.
click here

really don feel like doing anything.. damn. laziness coming back to me.. dunno what im thinkin also.. maybe cos of the upcoming events this week that are making me crazy and frustrated. programmes on my upcoming thursday and saturday will clash right on top of one another!! what am i to do... arghs!

i shall tell you this,
the past remains as a memory;
the present resides right in the heart.

nitez.

so sianz >__<
im so bored today.
like, hell yeah.

lol. i finally got my condo's resident card today.
dad's flyin to shanghai tml morn! bon voyage(:

show me the meaning of being lonely
is this the feelin i need to walk with
tell me why
i cant be there where u are
there's somethin missin in my heart
i loved this song ever since it was published xD

dumbdaniel.
put the amusement park token in my bag.
uber-lamedaniel.

carnival was cool; fireworks were great! xD
i enjoyed myself really very much! ^^ hope that next year will be better heehe. oh well, my legs and my ass hurts alot tho.. lols. ya.. the rides are really damn fun. however, cannot compare to Autralia's amusement parks.. hahah!

yea imma sleep now.. tml there's st john.. awww. i wanna go home and sleep lols.. oh well. heehe. nitex! xD

imma be going to the carnival @ marina tomorrow!!
yay! xD

carnival @ marina south(:
it was totally cool down there!! but too bad, we cannot get to go around the whole site, let alone not even being able to go on a tank-ride! arghs.! actually was queueing up for it.. ended up leaving the queue cos we will need to wait for 45mins for it =.=

yea, we left and went to take a look at the static displays. shimin, brenda, rachel, suhailah, angela, michelle and me were going around together.. yupp. then we went to take a look at a static display of a tank. shimin and i went up and i tried getting into the driver's seat. wow, it's damn hella cramped in there! wonder how those grown-ups fit iniside there man! even the top of my head can be seen from outside lol. i even tried out the helicopter driver's seat. hahah! so wierd, always ending up at those positions lol.

after that, we proceeded to get some ice cream! yum~ lols. yea, and then we proceeded to a kinda shooting shed place.. we get to try out to fire a SAR21 rifle! weehee~ lol. it was scary looking at people firing the rifle at the targets.. but when i get to try it, wow it was sure fun! lols. i wanna try it again man whahaha.. the crew guy was so cute; all of us were only allowed 5 shots. i lost count after i shot quite a few then i asked him, "oh, how many have i fired?" then he told me, "oh, 5. but nevermind, you can fire one more if you want. just one." lols. i just replied, "oh okay!" then i fired. lol. yay! i shot all targets man.. woohoo- lols.

the worst part, after the shooting we had to gather already! argh~ we merely went to look at static displays and fire rifles and nothing else! *sigh sigh* oh well, the carnival's till 14 august.. i hope i can visit it again soon! oh man, there are rides there and i've haven't tried any! oh well.. hahah.

yepp, then went back to school.. slack around for awhile, then went to macs with michelle, priscilia, brenda, shimin, natasha, suhailah, laura and rachel for lunch. yupps, then went back to school again.. polished my st john boots and got changed for st john.. damn, i forgot my beret again today! arghs, soooo forgetful me hahah. yup, then we had drills. so long since i've done footdrill man hahah. finished at around 5 plus? heh.. ya, then go home.. was a little stuck at the prison gate area, cos basketballers were there.. hahah yupp. ahem. then hurried eelin to get out of school with me lol.. in the end, she rushed out cos her number 9 walked out, and i wanted to stay a little longer cos of hahaha. lol, yupps.. then kena forced to get out lor.. haha =p

during the whole period i've also taken alot of pictures. hmm, when i finally put them up i'll post a notice here yepps(:

its really obvious who you are.
why..justwhy?grrrh...!

heehe. aittes, ciaoz!

nestor torres was great(:
yea he sure was. oh man i love his flute pieces!
hee. yupps.. tomorrow will be going to marina's carnival with the whole of the school's sec2 level. weehee~ they better make sure i enjoy myself lol. blah whatever manz.. yeah! im happier than ever! ^^

nitex!

national day was cool :)
took lotsa pictures yesterday and i sure had fun! i really love the parade and the fireworks, also not forgetting the fly-pass! weeee. lol.. and i've updated my damn old website, CRAZEE*. lols.. go check it out if you wanna view my photo galleries yea? the link is under 'links' at the navigation menu :D

gonna go to tampinese ICA tonight for Nestor Torres' jazz concert! yeaa.. i'll be seeing my cousins again! hahah.. just saw them like, last night? lol. weeee~

blablablahhs. ciaoz! hee.

i feel so accomplished!! xD

omigosh.
take a look at my new flash animation.
click here..
it is done for school's work and it took me around 5 hours or so to complete it today.
gimme comments! :)

story-time
she thought that she has gotten over him.
yea practically almost.
now she seems to be behaving like how she did when she first liked him before he knew; excited and shy whenever he's around and talking to her.
its ok. yea, perfectly alright.

she liked him before.
but that was a long time ago, wasn't it? yes.
recent days she and him were much close, due to some other reasons. since it was this way, why did she feel so nice when being with him?

she thought of going for him;
but he, most likely, will never return back to her.
she thought about him;
the gap between him and her may be too big, in some way.
she's practically.. confused.
2, is twoo much.

dear audience, any opinions on this story?


happy birthday, grandpa! :)

im a dancer for life, man(:
hip hop really rocks.
suddenly felt like taking up dancing. i gotta find time first though.. well, this post will be in point form. im too tired to elaborate.. xD

morning was national day concert rehearsal.
noon was Charlie's meeting abt POP.
evening till 7pm was dancing!
yea i had fun.

but i didnt get much sleep.
so imma sleep till late morning! weehee.

gosh, i wonder what and how am i feeling.
if i dont feel anything for you..
why do i feel so excited and shy when you're around?
if im not interested in you anymore..
why do i keep expecting you to acc me?
why do i like e feeling of you being with me?
im going crazy, like, yeah.

wth.

nitez.

hurh hurhs ='(
i cannot sleep already.. tommorow gonna be out the whole day! oh damn. at first my only programme for tml was just my dance practice from 5-7pm. then one by one, two more programmes popped up. 8.30am meet in school for the national day dance. 2pm meet at sub-centre for my platoon's POP meeting. arghs! the whole day will be like, from JE go Clementi, then go JE again, then Telok Blangah. damn! i cant even have a break. i thought everything was over, it doesnt seem so to me for now.. *sigh*

oh well, found my pencilcase on the piano anyway. yea im lucky that people didnt take it alright.. whew.

yea well, kinda busy nowadays.. national day skit, which is next monday.. the upcoming FD general meeting on 20th august.. st john AGI in coming august days.. need to settle my ushers for upcoming teacher's day in school.. the teacher's day banner-making need to cancel.. have to ask mrs raja if i can put up a dance item for teacher's day.. and my ANCO POP in september.. argh! so many stuff to think about! i'd better plan my things well already.. i haven't add in my homework! omigosh~

stress, stress.
yea it simply sucks. but what can i do? same old words, just have to go through them and it'll soon be over.. yea, i believe in this, and i can make it! yae (:

dont think im not strong
i'll be the one to take u on
dont underestimate me
boy, i'll make u sorry u were born
u dont know me
that way u really should
u sure misunderstood
dont call me baby

ciaoz!

so super duper suay!! =((

i left my pencilcase in the hall.
DAMN IT!!
oh dear, oh dear, the lucky person who happened to get it, please dont anyhow molest my pencilcase! oh man, please~ it'll be better if it is still on the stage when i go look for it tml morning! omigosh..

tml.. nervous! hahahah.
nites! damn =(

michael buble(:

daniel is dumb. dumb dumb daniel.
hey thats alliteration and onomatopioea! lol.

gosh, turning madder everyday.
oooh! im teaching the sec4-5s on thurs! im mentally prepared to die~ lols. oh well, ya, seeya.

my oh my, i've finally written another song! (:

nestor torres rocks(:
this musician made use of the dynamic rhythm of my religion's daily gongyo and daimoku and came up with a 10-minute melody. omg its sooo really nice and soothing~ singapore soka association rockss my world forever; and in which i'll will, and always, be faithful and loyal to! :D future division, all my darlingss once and forever too!! ((:

tabulating the carnival tickets is sure fun! lmao. oh man thanks to that i got my whole head spinning at the end of the day. hahah.. then was walking out of school. all of us said "hey let's go and eat!" yae we set off.. but how would i know, upon reaching the main gate, all of them one by one say they gotta go home. left me alone going to eat?! aiyai pang seh~ hahaa, lucky got daniel acc lol! then went to IMM. he was at best denki, i was lazy to go upstairs so i stayed downstairs went to minitoons and see see some handphone stuff.. hahah. xin tiah, all those that i like so expensive =( haaz.

as usual, daniel popped up from behind and scared me. blagh. then he started his crap again when we were eating. he bought a puzzle from daiso. those metal thingies u need to solve by twisting and turning them or some sort.. seperate-them-and-put-them-back-together that thing.. ya ya lmao~ damn it daniel managed to complete and dismantle the puzzle thrice! i can only dismantle =.= lol.. sigh sigh*

do do do.. until hands so cold. then continued with our maths. he do his studying i do my homework. hahahah.. suddenly donno why so cold.. i cannot control my pen lol~ daniel lent me his jacket awhile. i use awhile only then he started to show the same signs i did; cannot write properly, even the pencil lead broke LOL.. then passed him back his jacket to use hahah.. so funny. then spent the rest of the time there figuring out the puzzle lol. then my dad called, tell me quickly go home.. then we walk back lor... hahahah! IMM all the way to my house. short route anyway, got pass by pasar-malam also hahah =p then that cow got something to eat on the way too.

walking, keep poking each other. damnit he used the satay stick to poke me!! yeowch~ lol in the end he threw it away.. whew. lols. ya then jalan jalan, he started the ah-boy thing again. arghs!! im a girl okay! ...sigh sighs* oh well. yea, like that. go home.

so sleepy. tml.... OMG. the dance. argh complicated stuff going on.. then.. saint john x__o ahh.. well, gotta attend it anyways. ya.. sleepy! haa.. tml got innovation and design written test also.. yay goody luck to me! lol. ya kkae nitex!