When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

now play: end of me - marion raven
simply tired out after the two performances. it was a great success! yeah! happy for that. but im really tired out for that. yea.. went to school today in the morning. i was already quite moodless, damn sleepy and simply dazed; cant think of anything. had main gate duty this week. i asked to be changed, cannot take announcements.. i realli needa rest.

everything was okay in the morning. was able to talk and smile to my fellow SCs. but, somehow or rather, after the second period of lessons, i just seemed to get pissed off really easily over small matters. like, john teasing me with his pen and i will shoot him with an icy look (normally i tell him to stop it and laugh it off). i wasnt in the mood for talking to anyone either.. isabel, van and pav asked me why i look so sad. well, i was moodless, sleepy, tired, stress, angry and sad. so they're partially right. yeah. surprisingly, i was really attentive during today's DnT lesson.. answered and asked questions. like, wow, for me. yea..

jiedeng and gopal: wads the big reaction for? its my hair and i can do anything to it. hair still grows. come on it'll be long as soon as a month from now. gopal, your words today were quite triggering to my aggresiveness. jiedeng, kor, for once, dont give me such a big reaction just because of a stupid hair cut.

i didnt really take in jokes easily today.. after school i was walking across the quadrangle then elaine and shengkai, sorta, pushed/tapped me with quite an impact on me. i jerked forward a little bit, stared back as i thought it was some of my male classmates. i saw elaine behind me and shengkai overtook me, then i cooled down.. it was lucky that i didnt open my mouth.. whew. 2pm was the national day skit thingy.. im the narrator, no need to do much.. then play play piano.. then go home.

here, i wanna say a big sorry to anyone i, sorta, offended today, if i did. especially those who talked to me in nice manner and i gave u a cold answer. sorry. i was really moodless today. a very big apology.. jiedeng and gopal, those words are from the 'me this morning' in school when u walked past my class. hope you guys understand..

tml will be going for voluntary work, with daniel, aishu and gekmin. then going for farewell dinner. my ic is going to US for 2years.. working there. bon voyage! ciaozz n nitex.