When the sun comes down
When the rain wash away
All the hopes I can bring
To another day, another day

When your trees start to sway
And the wind makes them move

I can tell that
You don't know

my face now carries a frown
haven been smilin fer e past few hours

damn tml no bball training
trainings will now be every wed
until feb then two training days per week
haiz
oh well ..
i think the boys are still on.

he so dao todae
only said a 'hi' to me
not even a full smile
only a half smile
it hurts
sms him neber reply
he treated me like as if im invisible todae
why
why
tell me why
does he behave like this
one day hes so friendly and smiling
and the next hes dao-ing me
am i realli that transparent
or izit just that there are people around him or me
why
why
tell me why
tml got boys bball
maybe stay back like the prev time
if he still dao
ignts.

i cried
but tears didnt fill my eyes
it filled my heart instead
i couldnt bring myself to cry
my heart is bearing all the pain and sorrow
is it doing a favour for me ..
but i think its making it worse.

jd got me the 2 saiyuki books.
good.
now i finished 2 books.
one more to go.
fast..

as said in this blog;
i have waited; for 9months.