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Thursday, January 06, 2005
listenin real to me
mood poetic + lil happy + lil down +
confused
dont leave
if i have to say goodbye
can i choose not to
if i had broke down and cried
would you say a word or two
i want a miracle
i want to be your girl
i want you by my side
cos the feeling is so right
you thought i'd be strong
but i am so weak
now i dont know where i belong
i am so fatique
if there are any last words i can say to you
i just want to say i love you
feelin so poetic ..
walked past
i didnt see him
he said 'hi'
'oh hey'
whew ..
that's not it .
he walked past my class
made a 'smooch' sound
i didnt hear
eelin nudged me
only then i saw him
he waved
he smiled
i smiled back
it felt nice
i felt happy
cant believe i didnt notice him .
and its twice .
school dismissed .
stayed at basketball court .
finished one poem (above)
working on my second song .
poemist .
new word created by eelin
to describe me .
funny ehhs ..
he played basketball
enjoying himself
im sitting at the bench there
writing my poem
listening to my cd player
he seems to be ignoring me
guess it has to be like that
he acts differently
in front of alot of his friends
he only talks to me
when the environment is almost empty
its very true
as it had went on for 9months
it was said he still has little feelings
is it really true
i really hope it is
yes
im really poetic today ..
emotional i guess .
inspiration triggers me as my eyes laid on him .
what is it about him that mesmerizes me so much ..?
what is it about him that also makes me hate him sometimes ..?
maybe its his inner irresistable charm ..
maybe its his ignorance to me in front of his friends ..
i wanna know ..
cos i cant let him go;
only a bit ..
fell in love with too serious too soon ..
maybe it mirrored my feelings ...
i think it does ..
too serious too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you
like no one else before
too serious too soon
i wanted you to love me
its been a rainy afternoon
now im staring at the moon
thinkin
we got too serious too soon
too serious too soon chorus
FIOZO SAYS SO.